Lightning-Nl
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I hear and read, day after day about how people - after they use amphetamines for an extended period of time, experience horrible brain fog and symptoms similar to Neuroleptic Malignant Syndrome. But I never have had that, even after 2 years of continued Adderall use.
Today for instance, I didn't take my Adderall and yet, I felt pretty normal. I was tired like I usually am without the addy, but I had very little brain fog. That brain fog is normal for me too. Whether or not I've taken Adderall for a while, then just suddenly stop, I have brain fog without it. Even before I was prescribed Adderall, I had horrible brain fog all the time - but I had to learn to deal with it. What other choice did I have? I feel like I'm a very special patient. I react very differently to drugs than most people. For some reason, I seem to be devoid of severe psychological addiction.
For instance, I've DECIDED to quite Hydrocodone before. After six months of every day hydro usage, I just decided to quit. I decided it was probably about time to stop wasting money on it so I just stopped. Sure, I had awful psychical withdrawal symptoms, but I never had any psychological issues. I didn't crave, I didn't try to supplement opiates, I just quit - cold turkey. And I was taking up to 100+ milligrams a day.
The same goes for Adderall. I sometimes take up to 60 milligrams a day. Sure, I feel pretty fucking shitty when it starts to ware off, but otherwise - I'm good. I guess you could say that I crave the medication because it fixes a lot of my mental issues, but otherwise, I've never once had an extremely strong craving for Adderall.
Cigarettes are the expection. The only drug I've ever really craved is Tobacco. It's rare, but sometimes I'll out of nowhere start craving a cigarette really badly. I don't know why and it usually doesn't last for long - but that's the only drug that I can remember having psychological addiction with.
So what's up with this guys? I'm really confused.....
Today for instance, I didn't take my Adderall and yet, I felt pretty normal. I was tired like I usually am without the addy, but I had very little brain fog. That brain fog is normal for me too. Whether or not I've taken Adderall for a while, then just suddenly stop, I have brain fog without it. Even before I was prescribed Adderall, I had horrible brain fog all the time - but I had to learn to deal with it. What other choice did I have? I feel like I'm a very special patient. I react very differently to drugs than most people. For some reason, I seem to be devoid of severe psychological addiction.
For instance, I've DECIDED to quite Hydrocodone before. After six months of every day hydro usage, I just decided to quit. I decided it was probably about time to stop wasting money on it so I just stopped. Sure, I had awful psychical withdrawal symptoms, but I never had any psychological issues. I didn't crave, I didn't try to supplement opiates, I just quit - cold turkey. And I was taking up to 100+ milligrams a day.
The same goes for Adderall. I sometimes take up to 60 milligrams a day. Sure, I feel pretty fucking shitty when it starts to ware off, but otherwise - I'm good. I guess you could say that I crave the medication because it fixes a lot of my mental issues, but otherwise, I've never once had an extremely strong craving for Adderall.
Cigarettes are the expection. The only drug I've ever really craved is Tobacco. It's rare, but sometimes I'll out of nowhere start craving a cigarette really badly. I don't know why and it usually doesn't last for long - but that's the only drug that I can remember having psychological addiction with.
So what's up with this guys? I'm really confused.....
