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I did something really stupid and now I think Im having heart pain....

somnilicious

somnilicious

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Last Saturday I did 30mgs of Valum and then on Wednesday I did 2mgs of xanax then I got the bright idea to call up this girl and go to a hotel where I then bought her crack. Long story short I wound up smoking alot of crack over the night and into the next day while expending tremendous amounts of energy and not eating for 2 days. I am also highly kindled to benzos. Today I woke up with what felt like slight benzo withdrawal but cant be sure because I drank a bit last night so it could be hanxiety. Well about an hour ago I started getting sharp pains just below my left pectoral muscle which felt like my heart. I would get the sensation of loosing my breath for a moment when this happened. It was occurring every few minutes for a solid 20 but has not happened in about 15mins. Im kinda worried because these pains are not my imagination. They were very sharp acute pains and I havent done any coke in almost 2 days. Should I be worried. If not my heart what could these pains have been?
 
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You should get a blood pressure cuff to monitor your own blood pressure readings yourself.

Also doing a lot of drugs and the potency of the mix could possible cause this type of reaction to the heart and also have effects.

I hope that you can stay calm and it will go away.

You know that you have to call 911 if you need to.

I hope that symptoms will wear off and eventually goes away.

If it gets any worse you must seek out medical assistance.

But a b.p. cuff will help out tremendously also.

Get Well Soon. Right !!!!

I was getting a lot of cramps in my heart this Summer. I blamed it on the heat as a trigger.

Feel better soon. This seems to go along with drug use for sure though. Just guessing though.

If it gets too severe is when medical attention will be needed. Take Care.

And you gotta stay Healthy !!!!!!
 
kiely said:
You should get a blood pressure cuff to monitor your own blood pressure readings yourself.

Also doing a lot of drugs and the potency of the mix could possible cause this type of reaction to the heart and also have effects.

I hope that you can stay calm and it will go away.

You know that you have to call 911 if you need to.

I hope that symptoms will wear off and eventually goes away.

If it gets any worse you must seek out medical assistance.

But a b.p. cuff will help out tremendously also.

Get Well Soon. Right !!!!

I was getting a lot of cramps in my heart this Summer. I blamed it on the heat as a trigger.

Feel better soon. This seems to go along with drug use for sure though. Just guessing though.

If it gets too severe is when medical attention will be needed. Take Care.

And you gotta stay Healthy !!!!!!
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Just read Yuba's post about having chest pains and then collapsing after smoking crack twice and going to the hospital where he found out he had a stroke. Never doing this shit again. I cant believe I let my loneliness and desire for female companionship lead me to do something so stupid.
 
Maybe you are a little spent. Drink some water. 😁 👍

This Summer I had the biggest heart cramp ever. While still breathing normal.

So who knows.

If you need to try to survive from it you have to call 911. <3

So far I have made it through some how. Well actually the cold water helped me.

But I swear I never want to get another one of those cramps again.

When I was doing xan's a lot the pain was like an ice pick stabbing my heart.

The cramp was way more horrible though. Could have been from the heat . . . yah and meds.

Hee.

Good Luck to all of us though. Stay healthy safe now. And get a cuff. :)

Heart pains are NO FUN.
 
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Please go to a hospital, clinic, see a doctor of nurse get examined. You will not get in legal trouble if you tell them how you used freebase cooked coke or crack and benzos. Stay safe. You can also buy an oximeter which tells you pulse, heart rate, oxygen level and use this as well as a blood pressure kit.
 
You’re probably just depleted of some essential nutrient or something, considering that you were recently up for several days and not taking in any fuel. The human body is a machine and it needs fuel to properly function, especially when engaged in physical activity. Add stimulants and tranquilizers into the mix and yeah, you’ll definitely get all kinds of weird pains IME

I would just make sure to stay properly hydrated and maybe take an NSAID or something. But, ultimately you’re the best judge of what you need, if you feel like you may be in danger you may want to consult with a physician. I’ve done my fair share of hard stimulants, have burned the candle at both ends and stayed up for quite a few days at a time, and experienced all kinds of pains, tremors/twitches/convulsions and bodily reactions, and they’re usually transitory
 
You are never alone with an 8 ball of crack, I guess. I know some girls who would do anything to smoke all night.

But my self-respect level is JUST higher than my loneliness... but JUST.
 
Jnowhere said:
Also Tapered said it, Crack Whores, I'm not sorry to say that is one group of women( and there are stone cold junkies, alcoholic chick's, even tweakers) and with the exception of violent mental patients who are prone to stalking and have serious diagnosed conditions and substance abuse issues, crack Whores might be one of the last groups of women to avoid( known hiv positive is a given)( even if they just started to become a crack whore, and don't yet have the wear and tear of a hardened long time crack whore), they are to avoided at all costs.) They are dangerous for too many reasons to list. Take whatever pain, if it doesn't kill you, as an omen to stay away from crack whores( hey as a guy with issues trying to get clean, I upstand loneliness, but seriously, crack whores, This doesn't even require common sense, just not sheer stupidity, the list of bad shit that could happen is nearly endless. Use some self control or the tiniest bit of self respect and no absolute stupidity in the future.
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I try to avoid calling my friends crack whores as I have known this girl for 15yrs and long before she ever smoked crack so if you could stop calling my friend a crack whore as well I would appreciate it. I should have just known better to avoid the situation because of where I am in my recovery but sometimes we lie to ourselves about how the situation is going to go.
 
I'm fine now btw...... Ate and went to sleep. I feel a lot better but I am definitely experiencing some adverse effects from my benzo usage as my nerves still feel fried. I am over 40. I hardly ever use stimulants but I have been through withdrawal from downers enough times to probably equate to my time in withdrawal probably equaling my total clean time in life.
 
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Just read Yuba's post about having chest pains and then collapsing after smoking crack twice and going to the hospital where he found out he had a stroke. Never doing this shit again. I cant believe I let my loneliness and desire for female companionship lead me to do something so stupid.
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We have all done stupid crap. I was alone for years so i completely understand the loneliness. Just be careful bud
 
$300 on crack for lady friend and self only to spend half the night with coke dick.

$250 on room and lost deposit because you ok'd smoking cigarettes in the room.

$100 on pregame coke, xanax, weed and alcohol.

$700 in one night to remind yourself for the hundredth time that vapid drug relationships will only leave you feeling more empty than ever with nothing but an empty wallet, remorse and heart pains........... PRICELESS
 
somnilicious said:
I try to avoid calling my friends crack whores as I have known this girl for 15yrs and long before she ever smoked crack so if you could stop calling my friend a crack whore as well I would appreciate it. I should have just known better to avoid the situation because of where I am in my recovery but sometimes we lie to ourselves about how the situation is going to go.
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I did not intend to imply that ANY of your friends fall into such a category. It was intended as a general remark and no insult towards them was intended.

I apologize for not making my comment more accurate.
 
AlsoTapered said:
I did not intend to imply that ANY of your friends fall into such a category. It was intended as a general remark and no insult towards them was intended.

I apologize for not making my comment more accurate.
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All good. Youre statement was a question. I had sex with her years before her crack addiction but lets be honest and Say that She's probably not having sex with anyone if cracks not involved NOW a days. Then again for years i wouldnt move a muscle to Hangout with Friends if they didnt have drugs. I really feel for her but can't HELP. My wiilingness to take advantage OF her addiction says more about me than IT does about her.
 
The fact that you have known her, does change the situation a little in my mind. My reaction was more for your safety than anything else. Most of us with substance abuse problems have screwed up. This may have cost some money, but I was talking about you being set up. The mistake you made could have been much worse and all sorts of bad things could have happened and you seem to have realized that. Chalk this up to a learning experience and don't do it again. Yes I am being judgemental, nothing good comes from hitting the crack pipe!
 
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$300 on crack for lady friend and self only to spend half the night with coke dick.

$250 on room and lost deposit because you ok'd smoking cigarettes in the room.

$100 on pregame coke, xanax, weed and alcohol.

$700 in one night to remind yourself for the hundredth time that vapid drug relationships will only leave you feeling more empty than ever with nothing but an empty wallet, remorse and heart pains........... PRICELESS
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My man you explained my early years of addiction to a T. Especially the coke dick. That's why I started using meth. At least my dick worked. Lol
 
For my money the ONLY decent 'sex drug' is smoked methaqualone. It has equal utility for men and women and it works be increasing desire, not monkeying around with monoamines.

I say that methaqualone WILL return. Someone is going to have to do some serious work on an analogue BUT one must be vary careful. While 2,4-dimethaqualone (sold as an RC in Germany for a while) is x3 the potency of it's parent, people have seizures after 2 or 3 hits,

Since 1g of methaqualone is good for 15-20 hits, that homologue was just dangerous (and indeed it disappeared really quickly - I reckon 1 batch was made THEN they realized 'ooppsss... we REALLY should have read the references'.

<EDIT> DO NOT PUT ANYTHING @ THE 4 (para) POSITION OF THE TOLUENE RING - IN VASTLY INCREASES THE ANTAGONIST ACTIVITY AT CERTAIN GABA RECEPTOR SUBTYPES. 2 (ortho) & 3 (meta) ARE BOTH FINE. THE 2-METHYL-3-CHLORO IS x2 MQ </EDIT>
 
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