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Stimulants I did a stupid thing...

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lolalady

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A friend gave me some adderall a couple of weeks ago and I really liked how it made me feel motivated and productive at work and working on papers for school. ( I am working on my Masters Degree)

Anyway, I thought I could use some more so I ordered online. Now I regret it and fear I could get into trouble. I think I'll try and cancel the order if I can. What a stupid and impulsive thing to do:X
 
I thought about that too. Like it would be really great to get some oxy CDN kind and you read things like you can order this and that prescripted medicines alike. buit then it could get traced and shit ya know so it was tempting but then again its not like i have a credit card or even good money anyways.
 
I tried my friend's adderall as well and felt on top of the world...to the point where I even managed to get myself a prescription of 20 mg xr. Listen to a girl who in high school was the total AP/IB student captain of the dance team, motivated and passionated about life...it may help you now but in the long run you will regret every trying amphetamines. Now that I am in college I changed from normal motivated me, to extremely

If you choose to use amphetamines, it is something you are going to have to plan on using the rest of your life in my opinion, because even after you stop taking them (especially if you still get that super productive, euphoric everything is great feeling) you will always know how much better you could feel when you do you work.

My productivity hit rock bottom to the point where I had to receive incomplete's in all my classes because the overstimulation eventually turned into "I can't do anything anymore," adderall and any other medication just alters chemicals in your brain, if you truly don't have ADD or ADHD, the amphetamines are going to overuse the chemical you already have instead of correcting a real chemical imbalance.

Sorry for the rant, that it just my .02 cents. I just realized a few weeks ago that this last year of living hell stemmed a lot from my adderall, to long to explain how I came to those conclusions, but trust me when I say when you complete your work the old fashioned way you will feel so much more rewarded than letting a stimulant do the work.

Good luck on your paper :)
Happy studying
 
What she said, i would definitely use Adderall only for big finals or tests. Trust me, iv never been a normal user of it but i can see how much better it makes me work. I wouldn't want to be messing with my dopamine levels on a normal basis to get normal work done. Use it wisely, you don't want to be hooked on amps just to get by in class.
 
Thanks for the support everyone. At the moment I am more concernced about getting in legal trouble than I am about my brain chemistry. I have sent a message to the "company" to cancel my order three times and no one has gotten back to me. I tried calling the number provided and it does not exist. The moolah is already deducted from my bank account. I will take the hit, but just don't need to get into trouble. It would ruin my family and career. I am such a fucking idiot.
 
Sorry to hear that, but that's the name of the game when it comes to amphetamines.

This sort of stuff is better suited for your blog. I'm going to close this thread since there isn't really a HR question in here.

Feel free to PM me or any other member of the Other Drugs staff if you have any questions.
 
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