aih-
I can relate to so much to much of what you're feeling lately. I so much wish I lived closer to you- it would be great to meet for coffee and give each other support.
I often feel the "no deed goes unpunished" syndrome. When you went out of your way, gave 100% (which, I don't mind doing if I'm able) and then it's somehow turned around on you. It's frustrating, hurtful and in your case it could've unfavorably affected the rest of your life.
Fortunately, it didn't and is now a valuable lesson learned. It really pissed me off reading that- as I know all you're going through right now. Happy it has blown over ?
On a very positive note, you seem happier than I've ever seen you on BL. It shines through in your posts.
A week from today- I have my appointment w the sub Dr. I am trying my best to hang in there. She is a psychiatrist, so she should be able to write for my Neurontin as well.
I haven't been able to get a Dr since I've moved to this town this past October. That said, I haven't been taking my psych meds as needed and prescribed. And it's severely had a very negative impact on my emotional, spiritual and mental health. It's been a very stressful time that's been made worse.
That's alot of the reason I'm not posting much. I'm really ready to stop dope. I've reached my limit w all of it.
I just wanted to say hello and that I'm very glad you did ok w that friend situation.