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I Can't Seem To Roll Anymore? (MDMA)

kanyeknievel

kanyeknievel

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Hey everyone,

So.. I'll start off by saying, I haven't done MDMA in over a year or more and I finally got some today from a new person who is a trust worthy and good source, and I got 2 capsules that had .2 in each for me and a friend. He does more psychadelic than I do, I am not a psychadelic person.. but I used to do E pills all the time.

Anyways, I got the two capsules and at first it seemed a bit weird.. every time I got molly before this it was moonrock, like crystally and rocky and yellowish, and this time it was basically white powder, and i didn't say anything cause it's a new person (co-worker) and I trust him and I was sure it was fine. I just never got white powder before.

So I have my friend come over, I ask him if he ever had MDMA like this before. He said yes and I am like, okay good. So we take it out of the capsules and dip it throughout the next hour-two and it is VERYYYY bitter and lingers a LOT. Which I expected, just not to linger. But I felt good, very creepy, but it never HIT ME.. I thought it was but it never did.. it just got to a point where i had a bit of a head rush, some bit of talkativeness, some deep thinking, some emotion... but not peaking..

It was as if I got halfway up the mountain and it just stopped, and I never got to the I LOVE YOU! THIS IS AMAZING! THIS IS THE BEST! EVERYTHINGS PERFECT! SO TALKATIVE! SO EMOTIONAL! .. never got close to that.. where you lose inhibitions. I just got half-way there and stopped. Like i was climbing up the mountain, and I got too tired or scared to make it to the top (analogy) and I stopped there and never made it to the peak... and thats as high as it got and thats when I said to my friend I don't know if I want to keep going because of a few reasons.

And since about 2 years ago after I got depersonalization, and I tried taking MDMA a handful of times.. I have never been able to get back to that peak, get back to that place I use to be able to always easily get to.. and I don't know why... I want to just experience it one more time, and I don't get it. Every single time I have tried to do it again, this same exact thing happens. I get to the same exact place and it just stops. I don't go any furthur, my inhibitions don't go away and ... I just stop moving up... I don't understand what it is.

I don't believe at all that this was bad or bunk mdma, i dont think it was piperzine, it was powder white mdma, it was very bitter. My friend, i just asked, he said it was def mdma. I believe him, and I believe it was, I just wanted to make sure it was mdma before i posted this and it might not be mdma and thats why this happened.

Has this happened to anyone else? Has anyone else rolled so many times, or many times and then just , they couldn't get back to that place anymore? They couldn't peak again and they just couldn't roll again like I am experencing? I don't understand what it is... my friend said I should have just taken more and that is why, we just hadn't taken enough and I was going to but then tthe vibe and feeling was lost and it was too late, it was already 1am and i didn't want to do it all now and be up till 6am rolling. So maybe I didnt do enough? Or is it I'm done in my life with psychoactives?

I don't know, it's just very strange, I just want to experience euphoria and the love again like that. I am going to take the rest i have, .1 or > .1 all in one shot soon and if the same thing happens.. ill know my time has passed for ecstasy.

It is just so weird, I don't get it, just because I have taken atleast 100-200 or more rolls within a year before, and they were all amazing, stars almost all the time.
 
Sounds just like a methylone ride. Gets ya goin, but never reaches the spot you know and love. After a break like you've had, a 100mg dose of some good MDMA would get you rockin for sure, so its not the amount I don't think. Another broken record moment here, but get a test kit and KNOW for yourself that what you're putting in your body is indeed what you wanted in there.

Shit is still holding true, "trusted sources" keep turning up not knowing dick about what it is they have unless they're testing the gear themselves. Even then I'd still make em test again in front of you if you haven't gotten a tester yourself.

Although I did come across some Molly recently that tested up as gorgeous as I've ever seen, but came with zero love for everyone that tried it. Wicked body high, eye wiggles, clenches, all that jazz...and zero love. Gnarly body roll though. Could be similar, but always test no matter what, especially powders.
 
blah blah said:
Sounds just like a methylone ride. Gets ya goin, but never reaches the spot you know and love. After a break like you've had, a 100mg dose of some good MDMA would get you rockin for sure, so its not the amount I don't think. Another broken record moment here, but get a test kit and KNOW for yourself that what you're putting in your body is indeed what you wanted in there.

Shit is still holding true, "trusted sources" keep turning up not knowing dick about what it is they have unless they're testing the gear themselves. Even then I'd still make em test again in front of you if you haven't gotten a tester yourself.

Although I did come across some Molly recently that tested up as gorgeous as I've ever seen, but came with zero love for everyone that tried it. Wicked body high, eye wiggles, clenches, all that jazz...and zero love. Gnarly body roll though. Could be similar, but always test no matter what, especially powders.
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Maybe, maybe not with the methylone.. but a tester just seems to be a waste and useless since its something I do never, last time I did it was 2 years ago and after this and I dont know what I would even plan to do it again... but I looked up on Erowid at picture of methylone and my powder did not look like that. The Methylone looked yellowish, and the stuff i had was pure white, no tint to it, just white.

I mean yeah the .1 should have gotten me really good I would have thought, tho everytime I have done molly itself I did over .1 to roll hard and get the PEAK i wanted. So I don't know, but I did the .1 over 1.5 hours -2 so that could be it, but yeah. I don't know, it seemed like it was mdma for the most part. Could be wrong, but I will try this stuff I got one last time. All at once, and whatever happens I will roll with it and not think twice about it like this time.
 
I'm with blah sounds like methylone but on the other hand if ur dipping .025 mg every 30 min that could also be it to. Ur initial dose is the most important dose of the night. U may have just stretched ur dosing a lil to thin. But also like blah said in this day and age a tester is almost as important as a condom when introducing ur body to something new. Would u just screw a girl u don't know without a rubber? Well the same goes for taking any unknown substances!
 
Maybe this mdma was extremely cut and you didnt take enough, or it was methylone. Methylone has that HERE WE GO!!!!!!!!!!!!! aw............ effect. :P
 
I have a theory that if MDMA is abused the body begins to reject the stuff.

I know plenty of people who just don't enjoy it anymore.
They even need a bucket on standby cause they know it's gonna cause them to projectile vomit, plus the effects just don't compare to the days of the early mitsubishis.

There's no more excessive talking or loved up feeling. It just feels like being on a weird trip and feeling nauseous.

This is with tested MDMA crystal. The exact same stuff that used to be a pleasure to consume.
I think you just grow out of it.

Or.... Maybe heroin has spoiled it for myself?
The 1st time taking H I remember thinking "now this is ecstasy". :|
 
Anybody can vomit anytime taking pure mdma. Does not mean ur tolerance is shot. I never enjoyed H myself that was a garunteed throw up no questions asked. At least on mdma I have a chance at keeping it down. Thankgod I only did H like 6 times and never got hooked. Put me in the hospital tho but that's another story for another day lol
 
MDMA shouldn't be "white" either. It too should have an off-white/brownish tint. Correct me if I'm wrong. Which means whatever you got was likely cut or diluted if it was even the real deal at all.
 
^^^^^ wrong mdma can b any color. White tannish yellowish crystal clear purplish tint it don't matter but so can a lot of other chemicals that's why testing is important!
 
If that is true... the initial dose is what makes or breaks the entire roll, then that could be why I haven't been able to get past a certain point. But I still wouldn't understand why I wouldnt be able to get past that point and break into the rolling side even if I take enough throughout 2 hours or so. But I will try one more time and take the rest I have at once .1 and see how it goes.. then I will be able to tell how it goes.

I don't know if pictures are alllowed, this is not a picture I took it is just a picture I found and this seems to be almost exactly what it looks like.. maybe a LITTLE more powdery.. but exactly this.

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Pictures of molly mean absolutely nutin. Reason being it could be mdma itcould also be rat poison or any 1000 substances between there. The only way to tell what u have or what u don't have is to test.
 
that shit looks like what i got a few months ago. It was methylone. I tested it and turned yellow right away. I have to say what you took is bunk, man. Unless of course you only started with .025 lol, which is a waste.
 
It really sounds like it was methylone. Selling methylone saying its MDMA is pretty common these days.
 
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