beanpoophead
Bluelighter
Im so caught
in this life that I have
and the one that I had
and I wish there was
an easy way out of this
some lie I could tell
to break free of you
and to break free of me
its just not my life
anymore, not now
I don’t live for the lines
or the high times
that I used to feel, so real
playing the pictures
back to me - reel for real
and im stuck here
blood pours upon my hands
and im not sure what to do
or what im suppose to feel
as I wake up from this dream
and see myself - so clear
and stars used to twinkle bright
before my jaded eyes
cos you made me free to fly
and im escaping now
I got away from it all
I’m a different person
can’t you see who im not
and your not my life anymore
since its hard for me to believe
especially when I start to see
all the things unseen to me
and im starting to believe
that I can be what you said I could be
anything - absolutely anything
only thing you were ever real about
seeing the potential I echoed
and I believe it now - I promise
thanks for showing me
what I couldn’t be
when I was with you
because its not over
only for me and you
we still have tomorrow
and the next
so make the best
as I put you with the rest
I know now
I can say goodbye
goodbye
in this life that I have
and the one that I had
and I wish there was
an easy way out of this
some lie I could tell
to break free of you
and to break free of me
its just not my life
anymore, not now
I don’t live for the lines
or the high times
that I used to feel, so real
playing the pictures
back to me - reel for real
and im stuck here
blood pours upon my hands
and im not sure what to do
or what im suppose to feel
as I wake up from this dream
and see myself - so clear
and stars used to twinkle bright
before my jaded eyes
cos you made me free to fly
and im escaping now
I got away from it all
I’m a different person
can’t you see who im not
and your not my life anymore
since its hard for me to believe
especially when I start to see
all the things unseen to me
and im starting to believe
that I can be what you said I could be
anything - absolutely anything
only thing you were ever real about
seeing the potential I echoed
and I believe it now - I promise
thanks for showing me
what I couldn’t be
when I was with you
because its not over
only for me and you
we still have tomorrow
and the next
so make the best
as I put you with the rest
I know now
I can say goodbye
goodbye
