I BID THE SUBOXONE EVIL WITH WITH 150mg MXE and valium :)

finally i did it
It is night and i wakeup @ 2am feel absolutely perfect, i drop 10mg valium coz i need to go to bed, again im going to work tomoz at day time,
all my wds from suboxone completly gone and used only 150mg MXE, for four days..
The best way do it is snort, 20mg MXE on a first day it will remove all wds symptoms and make a juice with 10-15mg in it, as soon as wds back drink a bit from the juice and they gone again on the end u get very tired of MXE and start yawning, drop 10mg valium there in its switch u off for 6-7h.
For the next 4-5 days do the same thing, u will have good while on mxe and u get clean. If u read my previous posts i done lot of mistakes b4 i found the best way
here is original post:
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/617675-Can-Anyone-Help-me-to-get-off-suboxone-and-valium-situation-is-not-that-bad

Middle post there ! Good luck !! stay clear !

 

Time to sleep, i feel the valium kick in, ill report back what i feel when i wakeup..

 

What is "MXE"?

 

What is "MXE"?

have look on top my second comment
its been legal in UK b4 6of april 2012 luckily I got it b4 the ban, I'm sure that it is still legal in countries like hungary, czech republic, of course Netherlands, but I'm not sure about us

 

I can't sleep head dizzy from Valium but it doesn't matter I'm happy that I get rid of my 1,5year suboxone addiction in 4days, I don't feel any wds at all now. I can't sleep but I clean I gona taper valium by the end of the week, then few days on zopiclone, and after happy completely clean time begin

 

I start eating everything now what an amazing taste of food when u on valium, just had two oranges and banana, 1apple can't stop

 

I even forget that I'm a smoker, I smoke 1 2 cigs a day, while been tripping this 4days...
so I sleep around 3h wakeup +2h b4 wakeup and feel ok with mild wd symptoms.
10.00am very mild wd symptoms I decide to drink cap of coffee and 10mg mxe...
10.30am symptoms going down I feel pain in my stomach just ones I think to drop there loperamide or or buscopan, I think buscopan will be better cos it is not opioid, dropped buscopan 10mg tablet..
10.45am all the symptoms gone by now I start yawning maybe ill get some more sleep b4 work..
10.55am @ 4.15pm i need to go to work but, cats eyes is a problem, if manager ask me ill tell that i prescribed valium for few weeks by my doc for anxiety and it is coz of that
i want to go to work myself coz sitting @ home and watching movies all the time is very boring...
11.05am all the symptoms gone now, sleepiness and yawning also, gona go get a shower.. i cant believe myself that I getting out of the suboxone swamp
11.15 i feel very warm and with happy mood i opened window in my room to get fresh air in.
11.20am i will continue use low doses mxe, till i wakeup and feel no wd symptoms at all, it takes maybe another few days as symptoms that i feel today was very, very mild.
11.40am after shower complete reborn, eyes in a mirror is not that big, that i expected. No wds symptoms at all, fresh socks, fresh t-shirt is important, every day..
11.55am i think i can sleep few hours, but im afraid to miss the job so set lot of alarms on my phone hope ill not miss it, also i need to pickup food from local takeaway b4 work, it is important as well..
12.20pm I tried i cant sleep any more, but i feel good i gona order now two peace chicken with rice salad and ketchup, that will give me power my eyes functional normal that the good sign..
12.40pm i added 5mg MXE to make sure that symptoms not return...
1.15pm after buscopan i been in a toilet 3-4times stool was normal, looks like it emptied all my stomach completely..
1.35pm i found that i can walk outside only in one speed not fast, not slow medium will see how it goes on work if unable to do it ill come back home and sick for few days with diarrhoea, also food taste is rubber, but u can it..
2.20pm i dropped there loperamide 2mg, that shitty time finished now.. also added 15mg mxe, filled my bag with loperamide and metoclopramide in case of nausea.. took planty of fruits with me for two brakes, hope work make me tired and when i back i fall a sleep..
2.56pm WILL NOT GIVE UP I HAD ENOUGH OF THAT ADDICTION I WANT TO BE CLEAN!!!
3.25pm it was a bad idea with that buscopan luckily loperamide sorted all there in.. 30min left b4 i need to go to work, i hope all goes well.. i had another shower it helped me alot
3.35pm i Giveup im not going today and tomoz to work coz im scared better to stay at home then my manager see me in that condition..
4.55pm i need few days more off work..

 

6.45pm i fall in a deep sleep without dream i put house music low vol and sleep easyly, wakeup coz got, txt of me mate from work, how i feel?, i feel better no wds symptoms only rubbish taste in mouth like always if u fall sleep in a day time, some shitty taste in ur mouth.. i dont feel any wds symptoms yet gona get shower now again.
6.55pm Pinched myself i feel the pain eyes a bit bigger then normal, i dont gona take anything for now will see what happened later..
7.05pm i took a shower and u know what? i newer feel better in my life then i feel now, looks like God gona give me another chance it is ~98h since my last 0.5mg suboxone dose, last juice of that sub, coming out of my body.!
7.50pm it is rainy outside, but i need to go out order some sup, and china chicken sweet sour, then i need to go to pharmacy and get multivitamins i dont know wich one the best for wds? Gona google for it now.
8.06pm i found Niteherb Valerian root extract is in my local pharma, need to find what vitamins i need, i still got planty of fruits and juice.. Looks like im disconnecting MXE tonight and dropping down valium to 5mg..
8.41pm i went to local pharma got vitamin-D+Calcium, Vitamin-C, Valerian Root Extract so im sorted now..
MXE is still working a bit as outside i see what i can call an Ultravision or HighContrast vision i think is few more days needed to get rid of this..
8.47pm No symptoms yet since i wakeup...
9.20pm dropped there 1each of vitamins valerian and on top chicken noodle sup

 

9.55pm Valerian Extract seems very good tool i start swim like from valium but i like it even more then valium...
9.50pm Another shower taken very helpfull!!
10.22pm WHen i get clean ill not gona jump in that swamp again i will use naltrexone for some time to block receptors after tapering valium..
11.30pm start feel a bit pain on my back and diarrhoea, dropped 4mg loperamide but this wds not near bad as H wds i dont know how long they gona last but possible will back to work in two days 1st for days the hardest gone..
12.15am loperomide removed all pain on the back and discomfort, i took 5mg valium, MXE will disconnect from tomorrow, MXE half life is very short, so it should be gone in 1 day from the body i feel now absolutely fine dont know how the sleep goes will stay up till early morning then try to get some sleep... If get a sleep 4-5h ill go to work tomorrow..
2.00am Paracetamol 500mg and cup of coffee removed back and legs pain...
2.55am No pain feel a bit sleepy from valium, but i continue to wait till around 6am, then try to go to bed, Ultravision from MXE gone about 2h ago so i think when i wakeup MXE will be out of my body...

 

11.35am What a result using valium 10mg + 1tab Valeron Root extract + 500mg Paracetamol + VitaminD+VitaminC and Calcium i sleep very good this night from 4.am i wake up with mild wds but nothing serius, and MXE gone , i forgot i used Covonia lozenges to remove shity taste from my mouth and open blocked nose..
12.10pm ~115h since my last dose of sub, thats very good, Exit door is half open now i can clearly see it
12.25pm House music make me happy , i feel good without MXE, i had 1each tab of vitaminD+calcium for bones, and vitaminC for imune health and cup of coffee, waiting when china take away open as i need lot of soup im afraid to eat anything else..
12.45pm after shower need to go topup my fruits in a fridge, the symptoms i got now it is like very, very mild flu no pain on the back or legs clear head and happy mood, a bit runny nose but covonia or paracetamol can fix that easy..
1.00pm Time start goes very fast, not like days b4..
Eddie Amador is a God of house music check his tracks on youtube..!
1.45pm i even stop smoke 2days since last cigarette, fk all that poison..
2.20pm after a shower and shaving and cleaning my room, a bit anxiety and back pain started, i dropped there 1tab Valerian root and i need to eat something then i can sort back pain with paracetamol..
3.35pm Paracetamol 500mg + cup of strong coffee with milk removed all pain!! Another thing that worried me now how to get energy? maybe energy drinks??
4.45pm i went to local shop to refill my fridge with juice and fruits, bough there the strongest 500ml can of Monster rehydrated energy drink, went to local park sit on the bench and drink it, i can say i defiantly feel more power then b4... I follow only one rule now DONT GIVEUP AND EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!!!
7.00pm i been cleaning my room, hoovering, washing all my clothe, then i sit on the sofa and immediately fall sleep, house music been playing while i sleep, +2.30h sleep i wakeup feel no wds, but shitty taste in my mouth, removed it with covonia lozenges, shower time now..
7.20pm every time i fall a sleep, wakeup get shower i feel 50% better then been b4 , gona go to china takeaway, order 3different soups, dont wanna go too many times there..
7.55pm got all my soups, what a nice weather outside straight after rain, fresh air , gona add to my soup VitaminD+C+Calcium +250mg paracetamol i dont want that back and legs pain return..
8.15pm the weather is so good outside, so i decide for another walk to shop, get toilet paper in case of emergency!
8.50pm went for another walk, got box of covonia lozenges for future and paper, time to watch movies till i fall a sleep i think back to work tomoz, two days of work then weekend again..
9.35pm i will keep posting, till i open that exit door! When record all what im doing it makes me feel better, and i hope this information help other ppl to find the exit door..!
10.25pm i took 1tab valerian root extract to make me bit tired, and prepared to fall a sleep ~4-5am..I
1.00am took 10mg valium expected to fall a sleep in the next few hours ...
3.00am Valium working but i cant fall a sleep like yesterday.. dont know what to do wait till late then try again, i dont feel any wds pain or anything else just cant sleep??! I even can lie on a bed without any movement but still cant sleep.. I dont have habit to valium and i dont like effects of it im just using to fall a sleep, some ppl like it with beer or wine, but not me..
3.25am im still got few tramadol left does it help with my wds if use it only for few days? i found answer -tramadol is not an option result in another addiction..
4.10am dropped 6mg loperamide i read it helped alot with sub wd so gona use it for short term..
8.45am awake, finally I fall a [email protected] for 2.5h feel better then yesterday when i wakeup mild wds symptoms, I try to eat my soup now and vitamis and get a bit more sleep..

 

9.20am i feel more energy then yesterday i think i will go to work today..
10.00am i read on another forum that the guy used 6mg of loperamide per day to easy the sub wd symptoms for two weeks, then stop without any addiction to it, he recommend to start using 6mg streigh away, then increase by 2mg in 1h if u feel bad, then after few 3-4 days go down by lowering dose -2mg every day..
10.30am i took 4mg loperamide with 500mg vitC+D+Calcium and i feel better now, feel more power, but start sneezing time to time..
11.00am after loperamide I feel much better I went for a walk to get a bit more of it for future, also got paracetamol with coffein to easy back and leg pain without cup of coffee ...
11.40am i been for a walk i dont feel tired, only sneezing often, even went to barbershop, i think im able to to work today...
12.02pm even if i get addicted to low dose loperamide 6mg i can use mxe again to get rid of loperamide wds i dont think they that bad and long like suboxone ...
12.45pm i took 1tab paracetamol with caffeine and all sneezing gone i feel absolutely normal and ready for work need to prepare my bag of tabs with me.
12.50pm i feel like my hand ON EXIT DOORKNOB Tomorrow 6pm will be 1week since my last dose of sub WOW !!! ~168h
3.00pm i eat china sweet sour and fall sleep +1.5h sleep luckily it happened b4 my work it still 1h then i need to leave and go to work, i feel lot of energy, except taste in my mouth.. House music been playing like always when i fall a sleep, i think the house music is important coz it is spiritual thing....
3.40pm im physically and mentally prepared to work bag of fruits and all tablets i need packed. Let say good luck to myself and DONT GIVE UP!
6.33pm first brake, work going even better than I can imagine I'm doing very well, with no wd symptoms ..
its looks like mxe still working as well as anti deprisant, I see colours a bit more high contrasted then they normally should be..
8.30pm work is very good, second break now 3h to go I feel discomfort in my legs and sneeze, I took half a tablet parcet+caffeine and on top lipton lemon tea.. When I bk home and drop there 10mg valium Ill fall a sleep like baby...
12.25am new day start, im @home and i survive! I dont feel like i been heat by train i feel OK tired because unluckily been doing one of the hardest job on warehouse , but it was good exercise, now i lost all energy completely and can fall a sleep my eyes close them self..
2.20am WD symptoms that i feel today i fix with 1tab Paracetamol+Caffeine+phenylephrine name of this tabs Beechams flu plus. i dont think u be able to fix H wd the same way . Just to let u know symptoms not that bad, first 4days will be very uncomfortable then after just a light flu, and everyday its wearing off.
4.00am eat huge kebab then took 2mg loperamide and 10mg valium and its spread me on my bed i fall sleep in few min... gona put house music on low vol..
9.35am Wakeup i feel the wd symptoms but its not even flu it is very mild compression in my head no pain in legs or back, and i feel a bit dizzy thats from valium, looks likes wds gone soon i hope by the end of the weekend then next week i can start taper valium and use Valerian root instead.. im using valium only 10weeks and in therapeutic dose 10mg so i dont think it will be a problem to jump of from it..
9.50am i cant believe that i did it im nearly there!! Remember every day u get better and DONT GIVE UP!!
10.00am ill go to work again that instead of gym! I made a breakfast sandwitch with cup of coffe gona drop there VitC+D+Calcium +250mg paracetamol
11.15am Paracetamol start working i feel absolutely perfect...!!!!
12.50pm if u take tablets like paracetamol or loperamide, take them with warm water they dissolve quicker in ur stomach..!
1.30pm i went out to shop all MXE High contract gone, i feel a bit tired but its not a problem as i feel better everyday , i stop smoke, i stop drink, i imagine how good will be my life ill change it completely when i get fully clean!!!!

 

3.25pm Loperamide is help a lot i took 2mg tablet with warm water, its make me calm and help to stomach works better, stoot is perfect so i make sure that all process there goes well..
6.30pm 2nd day in work going better, I pass 168h mark 30min ago..
12.00am job finish.. after second break I been feeling like I gona fall on the floor and wakeup in hospital , but luckily I bough a bottle of yazoo strawberry milk with high protein content, I drink half of it in 30 min start run like from bug of speed now I know where to get energy, tomorrow ill go to shop and get a box of pure energy!!!
12.36am exact name Yazoo Max Refresh Strawberry milk..
9.25am i went to bed @2.30am took 10mg valium i wakeup with no wds at all, the problem is some allergic reaction started on my back and shoulders is itchy, its been itchy a bit b4 not that bad, all clinics closed today, so im looking now for open one to get there and sort the problem.. Believe me Suboxone WDS not last forever symptoms that i got now it is a bit discomfort in my head, but no pain in legs or back and i been in a toilet sool is perfect only what i need now is to get rid of that allergic reaction, if anyone had the same problem pls pm me!
9.50am sorted doc just rang me and told to go to chemist, get antihistamine cream or tablets, it can be from my washing powder or new shower gel or shampoo it is not suboxone or any other meds cause that problem..
10.50am went to pharma got cream and from local store 4 bottles of speed milk
11.30am i just wakeup, feel normal, time to eat and supplements..
11.25am drink one bottle with milk awsome feel full of power.. !!
11.35am I CAN SAY BULLSHIT THAT SUB WD DONT BE AFFRAID JUST GET THRU IT!!
12.35am cleaning all my flat that milk is ultra power
11.25am New day last night we went local club with 300 party heads, i took 20mg mxe and it was like 2h non stop ride on roller-coaster, i get very tired, when i get back 4am i took 5mg valium, so since today lowering it to 5mg..
2.40pm when i wakeup today, i slept 6h after party, i feel mild wds pupils is back to normal, no depression or anxiery, no ultravision or afterglow effect a bit pain on my back but as soon as i drink half of bottle of that milk its all gone..
10.00 am DAY 10 ~220h i went to bed last night @1am with 5mg valium sleep like a baby wakeup @10am, discomfort from my head gone but a bit pain on my back still left, it is not that bad im looking for solution now as dont want eat paracetamol any more. Maybe Diclofenac? Or i found a bottle of Baclofen it is prescription muscle relaxant so i think it should work with pain as well..
10.40am found very good guide on forum wich states: I have used diclofenac and ibuprofen with some limited success for general aches and pains associated with withdrawal.
Link to this guide is here: CLICK ME
i cant drink my ultra milk now as i need to work today when i loose the energy its speed me up..
11.00ami just dissolve 1tab of diclofinac in warm water and drink it, looks like it works and help me with my back pain..
11.25am i can say that diclofenac works even better then paracetamol back pain gone now..
12.10pm i start making less records, coz it is not needed anymore, im back in normal human mode, only what left get rid of valium...
1.00pm went out to local body-building stores got lot yazoo milk for cheap and got bottle of L-methionine 30tabs 500mg
L-Methionine—a sulfur bearing amino acid…necessary for the production of S-Adenosyl-methionine (SAM-e)…SAM-e is a necessary cofactor in the production of the master neurotransmitters—serotonin, dopamine, adrenalin, and nor-adrenalin…this must be added to any amino acid therapy directed at rebuilding neurotransmitter production and function…500 mg—two twice per day.
1.10pm so my receipt been change since today back pain remover is diclofenac, energy is yazoo milk with high protein content + L-Methionine twice a day, and 5mg valium for good sleep..
1.20pm L-Glutamine, Melatonin, Multivitamines, Milk Thistle with alpha-Lipoic Acid ill try to get tomorrow..
5.40am i cant sleep like yesterday, hard wind and rain outside kick in my window and i wakeup every 2h cant do anything about it, i even hear the rain when i sleep.
7.00am i added 5mg valium on top and fall a sleep till 1.00pm, wakeup and my back pain gone now, so 11days of flu for 1.5year addiction of suboxone is nothing serious i had a much harder flu b4 and went through H and Methadone wds if u compare that as Hell and Heaven ill say suboxone wds is Heaven in this comparsion!!!
3.00pm i got all the supplements i need except melatonine that i gona order from ebay, cost of 6 bottles is £38 enough for 3month - compare to my H dose b4 i get my que it was ~£60 a day!! Now im sorted and gona stay on full of vitamins and herbal remedy!!
12.30pm DAY 12 back from work, after i used all the supplements i feel perfect, i work and not get tired, all wds completely gone no pain anymore, i dont know do i get PAWS and when they start? Only one problem that i dont like it was back pain but its gone and i got happy mood all the time, so i think this is it ? i gona swap valium for valerian root or melatonin in a week time i need to use 5mg valium for the next 7 days and then i can stop it..

 

2.00pm Today 3WEEKS SINCE IM OFF SUBS ~504h i found that MXE in Ultra low doses such as 5-10mg will work as anti depressant every other day u wakeup with happy mood, but sometimes there is like u know 2sides of the coin with all psyhodelics, bad and good trip, so one day it can rise ur mood up, another down, - skip days or do it when its only needed, ones a week for happy weekend is more then enough! Also if u get mixed MXE it will always produce bad trips u need 99% pure stuff but it is almost impossible to get it now!!
L-metionine, Milk Thistle, Multivitamins, and Yazoo Milk with Protein will charge u for all day, im working every day, even doing overtime Saturdays, b4 bed i do 5mg valium and sleep well for 6-7h but gona switch to melatonin very soon...