SlimTimDoWork
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- Apr 25, 2014
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Hello! I am new to posting on Bluelight but I have used it as a resource for years. This is my first post. I couldn't find where to post this so hopefully someone can help me out with that. Anyway here's a little background of my use.
I have been using opiates for going on 7 years now. I am 25 years old and live in the Midwest US. The first drug that I ever did as a teenager was not pot, it wasn't alcohol... It was Oxycontin. My cousin had cancer when we were younger and he got basically whatever he wanted for the pain. We were just kids. We didn't really know that we would get addicted like this. Anyway, enough of that story.. I decided in February of 2013 that it was time for a change. I had my own place, but no car and was relying on my grandma for rides to work. I was constantly broke and spent almost every dime I could get on oxy/whatever. I had insurance through work and so I jumped on Suboxone. I went to a Neurologist in my area who put me on 2x 8mg Strips per day. Today I have less than 1x 8mg strip left, no insurance, living on a fixed income (Unemployment). I have worked it out so that I wont start withdrawing until Monday and I plan on going to my local clinic on Tuesday to try and get on Methadone. I refuse to go back to the way that I was. The past year and a half has been amazing for me. I am able to save money. I can have nice things. I can have relationships. Its great.
The clinic in question is a private clinic. Its not government funded. My family is very worried about me making this switch and has basically told me that I shouldn't do it and that I should just try and quit but at this point, I don't see that happening. I'm so afraid that once I start withdrawing that I will go right back to the same old shit. I have never been very strong willed when it comes to breaking during a w/d.
I am posting looking for information and any advice. I need to know approximately how much it costs to GET STARTED on the methadone (the initial visit, etc) and about how long I should try and stay on it before I attempt to taper off. I need to know any similarities between the dosing of methadone and suboxone. I am afraid that since I am so used to dosing 2 times per day on subs... that only dosing once per day on methadone is going to hurt.
I suppose I just need a friend that knows what I am going through and that could maybe help me out with some good helpful advice and maybe some accurate information.
Thank you all for reading and I hope someone can help!
I have been using opiates for going on 7 years now. I am 25 years old and live in the Midwest US. The first drug that I ever did as a teenager was not pot, it wasn't alcohol... It was Oxycontin. My cousin had cancer when we were younger and he got basically whatever he wanted for the pain. We were just kids. We didn't really know that we would get addicted like this. Anyway, enough of that story.. I decided in February of 2013 that it was time for a change. I had my own place, but no car and was relying on my grandma for rides to work. I was constantly broke and spent almost every dime I could get on oxy/whatever. I had insurance through work and so I jumped on Suboxone. I went to a Neurologist in my area who put me on 2x 8mg Strips per day. Today I have less than 1x 8mg strip left, no insurance, living on a fixed income (Unemployment). I have worked it out so that I wont start withdrawing until Monday and I plan on going to my local clinic on Tuesday to try and get on Methadone. I refuse to go back to the way that I was. The past year and a half has been amazing for me. I am able to save money. I can have nice things. I can have relationships. Its great.
The clinic in question is a private clinic. Its not government funded. My family is very worried about me making this switch and has basically told me that I shouldn't do it and that I should just try and quit but at this point, I don't see that happening. I'm so afraid that once I start withdrawing that I will go right back to the same old shit. I have never been very strong willed when it comes to breaking during a w/d.
I am posting looking for information and any advice. I need to know approximately how much it costs to GET STARTED on the methadone (the initial visit, etc) and about how long I should try and stay on it before I attempt to taper off. I need to know any similarities between the dosing of methadone and suboxone. I am afraid that since I am so used to dosing 2 times per day on subs... that only dosing once per day on methadone is going to hurt.
I suppose I just need a friend that knows what I am going through and that could maybe help me out with some good helpful advice and maybe some accurate information.
Thank you all for reading and I hope someone can help!