I am about to ruin my marriage for my relationship with Fentanyl.

Maddness99

Maddness99

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I buy tons of fent and they are little sublingual homemade blotters a stranger sells me, I took out a loan and have spent so much money (talking 20k just this yr). I went to the sub doc and went in to Precipitated WD's. Now a week later i have nothing, but my will and I gave in again. I am sick today and tomorrow I will use to want to stop and I need help, the doctor I see is a moron, total text book prescriber. Very unhelpful and just ignores my feelings and withdrawals.

Help, Kris
 
I ruined my marriage, but with alcohol. Trust me, it's not worth it. Try to be stronger. I've been in treatment, but this relapse brought me the lowest yet. I currently weening and I'm in terrible withdrawals. Day 1. Hell. Death. But I'm trying to taper off a bit each day. Nothing else has worked. I don't know much about Fen, but could try the tapering method? Loads of sites/instructions on it. Best wishes, I feel your pain.. But time to stop being a prisoner. I've lost my man, my home and my job. And in bad WD's as I write this. But somethings gotta' give someday. Sorry, if it's not helpful. But tapering, to consider?
 
Check out:
http://www.healthline.com/health/home-remedies-opiate-withdrawal
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/620286-fastest-opiate-taper-possible

my best friend from rehab, was a massive opiate addict, arrested etc....and he relapsed after treatment. The tapering off worked for him. He's 5 months clean, feels great, but it took a while for him to stop. And he's still living with the parents, because the wife with 3 kids, kicked him out.... Probably permanently. Best wishes, hang in there. x
 
i would love to taper, but i dont know if a pharmacy will fill my script once they see i am on bup - but yes i got pills script to taper? Is that bad?
 
Not in my opinion, it's what I'm doing. Tapering has been happening for a million years before treatments centres created the myth that it's not possible. It's not easy, but whatever will make you eventually stop. Addiction is like a prison. Try to stop now before losing everything. I didn't stop, and lost the people I love the most. I say do what you think you'll be serious about doing, as safely as possible, and each day, each step is a step closer to releasing yourself from this. Be strong. If my BFF did it, you could. He did it with prescription meds and made a timeline with his psychiatrist, that specialises in, and basically said that's his only option. But I'm in England, not sure how it works there. Check out those sites. You've reached out on here,that's one step closer, well done. Xx Maybe see if a Dr would let you taper. Mine made me!
if I get through this hell withdrawals I'm done. Alcohol is my poison...
 
Of course. I reached out today here for first time too, and there's loads of kind helpful people, that understand the hell you're in and been there too. x
 
What did they prescribe you to taper from alchohol. Since, I do not get the fent from a doc, i dont think i will be tapering anytime soon. I would love to know a doc that would do that in the states. For alcohol here....I think it is detox
 
NHS here's a joke. US healthcare is light years ahead! I actually to the Doc waiting when they opened this morning, already starting the full shakes, cold sweats (Receptionist asked me if I was ok!).. And the Dr said she had no time for assessing me since I was a walk-in, and booked me in for Thursday. Unbelievable. I thought about the ER, all detoxes/meds are free here at the ER. But the Doc told me to keep drinking until my appointment and try to taper in the meantime., because withdrawal can be extremely dangerous, and I have the full works tonight. (My post/story is on the Alcohol posts.) I asked for Librium as that's the best for withdrawal from alcohol, but she said we'd decide the next steps on Thursday. So I'm in pure hell. I cut my alcohol content in half (which was 1-2 big bottles of Absolut, and I'm a small framed female) and holy hell! My body wasn't having it. I still feel like death, but had 2 beers (I hate beer, but she recommended it. )... So I'm trying to survive hell until Thurs. not sure what they for opiate addictions, but sure you can find out on here. I think my friend had lots of benzos.
 
I am a small woman too...I went to an addiction doctor and the suboxone pill are sickening. this is like my 4th time trying, this time with a doctor. I cant sleep - he said he would call in trazadone. He sent in sub after i told him i subutex would be better since i don't use heroin. Fent addiction is scary it is more potent than most drugs. I drank a lot in the past and you will go into seizures if you stop drinking, honestly tapering is the best, let's feel like death together?
 
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