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Sex I’m A Retired Adult Film Star AMA

Cream Gravy? said:
Olası sonuçları hiç düşündünüz mü? Bunu kendim için değil, daha çok pornografi izlerken düşündüm; insanlar yüzlerinin internette ve yapay zeka veri tabanlarında ömür boyu saklandığının farkında mı acaba?

Bu konu üzerinde birkaç hafta önce ciddi ciddi düşünmeye başladım; yurt dışı tatilim için ABD'den çıkıp tekrar ABD'ye girdiğimde, her iki yönde de yüzüm tarandı. Bu tarama, pasaportumla birlikte kullanılarak gümrükten çok hızlı bir şekilde geçmemi sağladı. Bu da hükümetin sadece nereye gittiğimi takip etmekle kalmayıp, bilgisayar veya telefondan geçen herhangi bir görüntü aracılığıyla beni kelimenin tam anlamıyla tanımlayabildiği anlamına geliyor.

Dolayısıyla, eğer distopik bir rejim bunu kullanmak isterse, internette bulunan son derece kişisel görüntüleri bulabilir ve bunları kendi hain amaçları ve hedefleri için kullanabilir...

Bu beni korkutuyor.

Eğer birisiyle sevişirken kendimi filme alacak olsaydım, yüzümü kapatır ve dövmelerimi gizlerdim. Devlet kurumlarının suç işleyenleri ortaya çıkarmak için dövmeleri kullandığını gördüm ve bu federal düzeyde değil, eyalet düzeyinde oluyor. Yüzünüzle neler yapabileceklerini bir düşünün.:oops:
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Zopiclone bandit said:
They see all "drugs" the same, how can someone see LSD, 2-CB or N,N DMT the same as Crack or Heroin? It's beyond my Logic to say the least.
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they aren’t the same per se. but if i’m high on acid or 2CB then comes the slightly harder drugs to mix with it like ketamine and MDMA and then come the opioids and benzos to come down smoothly off everything

if you’re a true poly drug addict acid just makes me want to add more drugs. opens the flood gates basically.
 
Yes, most definitely. My face is out there, along with my pussy and every other body part lol and there’s nothing I can do about it now unfortunately. At least I no longer work in that industry. But yeah definitely scary with AI and everything they can do these days. What a trip.
 
SoCalShordie said:
Yes, most definitely. My face is out there, along with my pussy and every other body part lol and there’s nothing I can do about it now unfortunately. At least I no longer work in that industry. But yeah definitely scary with AI and everything they can do these days. What a trip.
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You risked something in your life. I'm sure many of us here (myself included) respect you for that.
 
Wow @SoCalShordie thank you so much for being so brave and honest with yourself :) I´ve got a ton of respect for you and your willingness to be yourself. I´ve always had so many questions. I do not watch porn. I had a boyfriend at one point who would want me to watch it with him. I could never really enjoy it though. I understand everyone is different. It never felt ¨real¨ to me as a woman. Sex is not super interesting to me if it doesn´t come with some kind of emotional/intellectual connection. Again, I´m a woman and I know at the end of the day, porn is not really meant for us.

I know there are the things that are said about the industry and how it´s portrayed. I´ve heard lots of performers say they feel empowered by their profession. As a woman, I could just never believe that. I had a hard time looking at porn as anything other than making a woman´s sexuality small, less complex than it truly is, for the purpose of male gratification. I don´t believe sex is bad. I don´t believe having a ton of partners is bad if that´s what you want to do. However, I think a woman´s sexuality is a sacred thing. If she chooses to give it to a ton of people, that´s her choice if that´s her choice. With porn, I just feel like that woman is not giving permission to every man watching her give away her most sacred possession, you know?

So please, if this seems at all judgemental, I´m only speaking my mind without censoring myself. I want to know what goes through the minds of performers like yourself so I can better understand. It is not at all the same thing, but as a social worker, I encounter a lot of working girls. I know some are or, say they´re fine with the work, others say it is extremely degrading and makes them unable to look at themselves in the mirror, others are able to joke about it like it´s nothing. I know everybody is different. I know a lot of girls would rather claim confidence and say they´re sure of themselves then willingly admit they are used like objects.

Is it common to have regrets after you get out of the business? Are you proud of the work that you´ve done? How do you feel about a woman´s sexuality compared to a man´s and how to you think porn and its easy accessibility have changed things.

My boyfriend was a teacher and he says it was relatively normal for the High School boys to be looking at extremely inappropriate (violent, degrading) pornography right on their phones at school. He said the girls in class told him that they were very upset by the things the boys were trying to show them. When we were young, the internet was still dial-up and porn was just porn if you were able to find it. I know a lot of people have their sexuality ruined by pornography.

I guess I have a ton of really broad questions. I´d be oh so appreciative if you could share some perspective with me. Thank you so much in advance @SoCalShordie :)
 
Do you think Leicster City F.C. will drop to a new low and end up as an EFL league One team (or worse) or will a foreign billionare buy the franchice and inject the capital to invest in a few choice players? Or indeed both?
 
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