I used to live in nova scotia canada but I recently moved down south. I was a heavy weed user back in my home town, I would smoke day and night. so when I moved I inevitably had to stop smoking because I didn't know anyone around here yet.
I have had a rough last 3 months without my "escape." well my neighbor (we will call him jack) recently went out of town for a week and asked me to look after his house / dogs. I agreed. jack left yesterday morning. well I was over to jacks house to feed his dogs. I had to use the bathroom so off I went to the bathroom. while I was in there I noticed a few pill bottles on the bathroom counter. taking a closer look swim realized 2 of the bottles were hydromorphone and xanax. I couldnt resist taking a couple of each which he know feels bad for doing.
this being my first time doing opioids I started with a small dose lastnight: 2mg. (snorted) that quickly turned into alot more alot fast because I loved the high it gave. tonight I used up the last of both. I dont know what to do because he knows once it wears off ( swims starting to come down as i type this for him) he will be back to sqaure 1. I have become dependent on weed to get to sleep while I was living in canada. I noticed that the hydrmorphone / xanax combo made me sleep like a baby after the high wore off.
my question is what can I do to be able to sleep and eat without some kind of substance in his system. I really dont want to take anymore because there weren't many of either of them in the first place. I feels like I'm going to die when I don't have that "escape" when I need it most. I also have mild anxiety and depression which somedays get REALLY bad. I needs your help and suggestions.
I have had a rough last 3 months without my "escape." well my neighbor (we will call him jack) recently went out of town for a week and asked me to look after his house / dogs. I agreed. jack left yesterday morning. well I was over to jacks house to feed his dogs. I had to use the bathroom so off I went to the bathroom. while I was in there I noticed a few pill bottles on the bathroom counter. taking a closer look swim realized 2 of the bottles were hydromorphone and xanax. I couldnt resist taking a couple of each which he know feels bad for doing.
this being my first time doing opioids I started with a small dose lastnight: 2mg. (snorted) that quickly turned into alot more alot fast because I loved the high it gave. tonight I used up the last of both. I dont know what to do because he knows once it wears off ( swims starting to come down as i type this for him) he will be back to sqaure 1. I have become dependent on weed to get to sleep while I was living in canada. I noticed that the hydrmorphone / xanax combo made me sleep like a baby after the high wore off.
my question is what can I do to be able to sleep and eat without some kind of substance in his system. I really dont want to take anymore because there weren't many of either of them in the first place. I feels like I'm going to die when I don't have that "escape" when I need it most. I also have mild anxiety and depression which somedays get REALLY bad. I needs your help and suggestions.
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