dismantled_psyche
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- Joined
- May 28, 2004
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hydrocodone- inexperienced- struck by relaxation
i have used opioids a couple times in the past. i just recently acquired 30 5/500 hydrocodones. a day before this experience, i took 4 1/2, initially feeling alittle anxious as i am inexperienced. started to feel it but couldnt really relax and enjoy the high dur to my buddy coming over and we went out. so earlier today i dosed again alone hoping to be able to enjoy this high.
2:40- i took 6 pills with some gatorade, put on a rolling stones album, and played some video games.
3:10- decide to watch a movie. pop it in, starting to feel a little dopey. about 15 minutes in a start to notice my breathing was shallow and i started to get nervous. i guess i was thinking about the possibilitie of respiratory arrest and decided to take a shower and try to relax.
3:50- im out of the shower and decide to make something to eat. i put some food on and go surf bluelight while it's cooking. im relaxed now, actually very relaxed and starting to really enjoy this buzz. I eat my food and continue to surf bluelight.
4:20- as im reading some posts, i start to just gaze at the screen, almost hypnotized by this wonderful feeling thats come over me. my eyes are half open and i am lost in this relaxation. i started to nod for the first time. I felt amazing an i sat there for a half hour just nodding away. now, its not that i couldnt stay awake reading, but it felt so good to nod and let go into this euphoria.
5:00- i go upstairs and lie in bed with some tunes on the stereo. i close my eyes and a few moments later the sound of the music just hits. this napping while high on opioids feeling along with music was just amazing.
5:30- i wake up still feeling relaxed and euphoric and decide i should share this with the bluelight community.
a couple things i learned about this opioid high. i thought i would be in a euphoric stupor, kind of like alchohol. i found out that opioids dont really mess with you mind at all. thinking was a little cloudy, but far from a stupor i was expecting. opioids are my new favorite drug. all i can say is wow.
thanks for reading
i have used opioids a couple times in the past. i just recently acquired 30 5/500 hydrocodones. a day before this experience, i took 4 1/2, initially feeling alittle anxious as i am inexperienced. started to feel it but couldnt really relax and enjoy the high dur to my buddy coming over and we went out. so earlier today i dosed again alone hoping to be able to enjoy this high.
2:40- i took 6 pills with some gatorade, put on a rolling stones album, and played some video games.
3:10- decide to watch a movie. pop it in, starting to feel a little dopey. about 15 minutes in a start to notice my breathing was shallow and i started to get nervous. i guess i was thinking about the possibilitie of respiratory arrest and decided to take a shower and try to relax.
3:50- im out of the shower and decide to make something to eat. i put some food on and go surf bluelight while it's cooking. im relaxed now, actually very relaxed and starting to really enjoy this buzz. I eat my food and continue to surf bluelight.
4:20- as im reading some posts, i start to just gaze at the screen, almost hypnotized by this wonderful feeling thats come over me. my eyes are half open and i am lost in this relaxation. i started to nod for the first time. I felt amazing an i sat there for a half hour just nodding away. now, its not that i couldnt stay awake reading, but it felt so good to nod and let go into this euphoria.
5:00- i go upstairs and lie in bed with some tunes on the stereo. i close my eyes and a few moments later the sound of the music just hits. this napping while high on opioids feeling along with music was just amazing.
5:30- i wake up still feeling relaxed and euphoric and decide i should share this with the bluelight community.
a couple things i learned about this opioid high. i thought i would be in a euphoric stupor, kind of like alchohol. i found out that opioids dont really mess with you mind at all. thinking was a little cloudy, but far from a stupor i was expecting. opioids are my new favorite drug. all i can say is wow.
thanks for reading
