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Hydrocodone - First Time - Its just what I need.

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Well, I have social phobia/ SAD.
Anyway, so I've tried everything I could get my hands on

-tobacco (doesn't cut it that good)
-caffeine (sounds odd, yeah)
- klonopin (bullshit)
- Xanax ( little better than kpins but stil bullshit)
- st johns wort (wtf, major bullshit)
- Therapy (works but so far went no where because I really couldnt talk to the doctor about all my problems cause of my social anxiety, definitely works in the long run)
-zoloft (sertraline) (nothing whatsoever, kinda like st johns wort)

So as you can see, I still have this problem which I tried to fix but oh so many times, failed at.

Well, one day my brother apparently got some tootache/ infection in his mouth. It was some severe toothache. I didnt really care for the happening, and carried out my normal routine. I knew he had painkillers prescribed or something but I just forgot about it and didnt take much interest for some reason.
Anyway, so a few days later, I somehow assume that my brother might have gotten pain pills. I looked at the prescription bottles on his desk and one had some medicine. I looked it up online and it was some antibiotic. There was also another bottle which had hydrocod/ap written on it. I knew what hydrocodone was and I wondered if this might be it. So I looked it up, and sure enough it was hydrocodone with aspirin. By the way, my brother didnt need these pills anymore, they were leftovers. So that moment I took 3 pills, they were 5/500 meaning 5 hydrocodone mg/500mg aspirin. I checked the reccommended dose before doing this. so in about 20-30 minutes I felt a reaaaly nice buzz, flushing in my face, warmth, but no itchiness. It felt good. Kinda that rush from sex but considerably more milder. Though that feeling lasted for about little less than 2 hours and started to fade away after that. And thats the end of that..........


But I decided maybe I should take it during school (there were five more left). So school started again in like 5 days. That morning right before my first class started which is at 8:00 am, I took a pill of kpin generic that I still had left of mine. The about at the end of second period maybe 9:30 ish I took 3 tabs of the hydrocodone. So about 30 minutes past and I couldn't really feel anything so I took another pill after the first three maybe 35 minutes after. So when 4th period came around, about 20 minutes into it, I had an extreme rush, the ones that come with opiates and I felt extremely relaxed and anxiety free. I could talk to anyone with ease. No problem whatsoever. I couldnt believe it. It was completely gone. I could even talk to girls around me no problem whatsoever. Never in my life have I felt that comfortable around people. And it wasnt like alcohol where your inhibitions are gone and you start doing stupid stuff. I could talk be confident without doing stupid stuff. I still definitely knew wrong from right and whats stupid. While this is happening, physically my body felt warm (especially my face) but not uncomfortably. IT was kind of like snuggling under your blanket during winter. One thing though I felt uncoordeinated nd droopy somewhat and I had a bit slower reaction time.

So time passed on till lunch came at around 6th period.(each period is about 45 minutes) The buzz (but not the anxiolotic sp?) effects were wearing out. So I only had one pill left so to make the most of it I crushed it up and railed it right on the lunch room table. Nobody seemed to give a shit. After that about 10 minutes I had a buzz more intense than the buzz before since the beginning. but it lasted considerably shorter, being only an hour and maybe 15 minutes.

The comedown was easy. I actually felt pretty good. I came home, and smoked a ciggie and drank some coke, checked my email and then came to this forum and started writing this. Actually, know im editing this and the comedown is a bit of a drag. i feel a bit irritable but nothing to go crazy over.

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i have social anxiety and take opiates for school as well. I find that benzos help a little (they let me be comfortable when i otherwise wouldnt be, in social situations), but a benzo plus an opiate or even just an opiate and i can actually get sociable
 
props on looking that shit up. your going to want to be careful tho, vicodin can give you that great 'i dont give a fuck' feeling, but i wouldnt take it for anxiety reasons as it can be a little addicting. i'd keep searching for an alternative if i were you. i feel for you though, anxietiy sux asss.
im surprised xanax didn't work.. what dosage do you usually take?
 
Nice report! :)

I'm glad you were able to conquer your anxiety for a little while! A word of warning, though... opiates are quite addictive. If you hope that this can become a regular cure for you, I would very strongly recommend against it. Here's why:

At first you take them regularly, and they work wonderfully. You feel great, happy, and anxiety-free. You feel like this is so right.

Then, you start to have to up the dosage because the dose you were taking no longer works. This can start to spiral out of control, and while at first 15mg of hydrocodone was plenty, soon it will take 20, 25, 30, 50, 100... some people end up needing whopping doses just to get the buzz, even well over 100mg (this takes a long time though).

One day, it finally becomes too cost-prohibitive, so you decide to stop. Within 24 hours, withdrawals start. You feel absolutely horrible. Your legs hurt, you can't stop moving, you can't sleep, you feel run down, and your anxiety has returned except far worse. Add to that an extreme mental craving for both relief from withdrawals and for the nice opiate buzz you used to enjoy. So you start taking them again. They've got you.

Perhaps at some point you will actually quit and get through the withdrawals successfully, which will produce at least a week of physical misery and emotional turmoil. You might relapse a number of times; you might never fully get off of them. Money falls through your fingers, all of it going to these little pills. You might move on to harder and more expensive opiates, like oxycodone, morphine. Perhaps you'll even move to heroin as it is generally cheaper than oxycodone and more powerful, which presents a whole host of new problems, as it is almost always from the street and is cut with other things, which can actually hurt you (pharmaceutical-grade opiates do not really hurt you physically, as long as you're not taking APAP with them every time).

Then suppose one day you actually fully quit and get back to no physical withdrawal. Well then, you're still stuck with an opiate addiction for life. You will probably never get over the mental cravings, and your anxiety will be back where it started or perhaps much worse because of the ordeal you went through. So what and where did you get with it? A few months of happiness, and then a downward spiral you just wish you could go back and never enter.

Opiates are best used very temporarily for pain, or recreationally every so often, when you encounter them. Opiate addiction is a very slippery slope because you never see it coming, and once you're in it it's extremely hard to get out.

And finally, please do a cold water extraction (detailed all over the Internet and Bluelight) with pills. The ones you used contain 500mg of APAP (acetaminophen, Tylenol, etc) each. In small doses infrequently that's fine, but it's quite damaging to the liver and using it regularly and especially in high doses can lead to very serious problems and even death.
 
^ That's exactly what I was thinking the entire time I was reading the report. Be fucking careful huh, it pretty much goes EXACTLY how Xorkoth just described it. I mean he really hit the nail on the fucking head there, great post actually!
 
well now, i have no more vicodin. sux ass. btw i tried 2.5mg of xanax with almost no tolerance. very little effect. Dont worry bout be being addicted. I mean, i dont come across it everyday. besides, I im pretty good at handling addicton and withdrawal. I went through xanax withdrawal (though it was moderate/ low tolerance). I wish I can get more vicodin though. I mean taking it just once a week as an aid to therapy, would be nice. Not for every moment I go to school. Just once a week so I can get used to it without taking vicodin.

About snorting it. Its way better. . anyway, i thought it was a good idea. I only had 5/500mg pill left. I thought maybe snort it cause popping it wouldnt do the trick. So I just snorted it and then it worked as much as 3 pills and a lil bit fell out min nose. so not all of it went through.hydrocodone is water soluble and i heard that snorting only allwos water soluble substances to geta through the membranes. asprin acetom. etc. is not water soluble. donno if iist true. whatever. but ill try the extraction thing, sounds good.

Also, i waas thinkin maybe about smoking grass for social phobia. I mean iv tried it a bit few times but never during school. certain strains (mostly indica) tend to calm me down. maybe thatl help? ill better to try. I was lookin up on it and read a american footbal player had social phobia (ricky williams?) and he said weed worked 10 times better than paxil. dont know about paxil but i tried zoloft and it barely worked. 10 times that isnt too bad. sounds better than xanax. watever.

PEACE
 
qwe said:
^lol, i don't know how he even managed to rail that giant horse pill
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oh yeah, I had to crush and cut those skits into two Fat lines. average length but fat. snortin it with a thin straw it woud be hsnortid like 2 lines causeit wont fit through straw hole. so it was like 4 lines but I dit in two rails cause i had used a cash note which is wide. but the first rail, a litl bit fell out mi nose.
 
Phentermine HCL is really good for SA, it's like a speed that gives a mellow feeling of talkitive confidence, although weed + phenphen is bad because you will get paranoid like shit.
 
depends on what kind of weed your burnin. indidca tends to relax while sativa makes you paranoid.
 
Depends on if you're talking about Euphoria or just plain euphoria. I get plenty of the latter but none of the former.

Opiates are a dead-end and are worthless as far as Insight goes.

DMT is wonderful for anxiety. I'm generally a very relaxed person, but after smoking DMT I am relaxed to the 300th power. I'm just chillin'.
 
I think what he is trying to say is that euphoria is just a rush and a physical feeling good (like an orgasm). Euphoria is that feeling of overwhelming joy and bliss inside your mind and the world is bright an happy. Everything is fascinating. That is more the kind with psychedelics and mdma. euphoria is with cocaine and narcotics though imo sometimes opiates can induce a little of Euphoria when your really doped up. Ive heard that meth is like that the first few times too. But i wouldnt dare touch that stuff made from dangerous chemicals like that.
 
^^^

I still don't get it. I call a rush a rush and euphoria just that. I consider euphoria a long-lasting effect where everything is just peachy. I don't really care for rushes, or really for orgasms for that matter. Orgasms are shitty compared to a good drug experience.
 
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