MoeMadness
Bluelighter
You can call me Moe, I'm a 27 year old male in southeast U.S. I am a third shift security guard, 99% of my time here I am bored as shit reading bluelight, since the only people or things I see after I walk out my front door is my car, the person I'm relieving, a few wild animals, and my relief.
I'm a recreational opioid user... Well I like to say recreational to make myself feel better, but I guess I can just be myself here. Daily. In my early teens and twenties I was in the military where I was introduced to stimulants, mainly blow, dexys/addys to stay up for long periods of time since I was always in the field/training/up for three days anyway.
After I got out, I got divorced (currently re-engaged to a much better lady) and got into them waaaay too much, fucked up my chompers from grinding/snorting/ not realizing I was up for 3 days and brushing when I woke up and went to sleep was bad.
Anyway, I got clean (ish), had surgery, root canals, extractions,caps etc... Nonetheless I discovered narcotics via the dentists/oral surgeons scripts, and have been in bed with them ever since. I still dilly dally with dexy and addys, but it's under control maybe once or twice a month. I can't even look at that old white bitch though, she fucked up my day/life more than once.
Oh, how I miss the days when a hydro or perc 5 or 7.5 perked my interest, now just one of those in my possession would just piss me off....I'd still do it, but thats besides the point.
I currently have 4 Newports left and 4 hours left on my shift before I can go cash my check, so I guess I will try to get lost in some TR reading so I will only smoke once an hour LOL....Well anywho, just a little about me for you to chew on, I'm sure I'll see you all around, God knows I have been lurking around here for long enough. %)
I'm a recreational opioid user... Well I like to say recreational to make myself feel better, but I guess I can just be myself here. Daily. In my early teens and twenties I was in the military where I was introduced to stimulants, mainly blow, dexys/addys to stay up for long periods of time since I was always in the field/training/up for three days anyway.
After I got out, I got divorced (currently re-engaged to a much better lady) and got into them waaaay too much, fucked up my chompers from grinding/snorting/ not realizing I was up for 3 days and brushing when I woke up and went to sleep was bad.
Anyway, I got clean (ish), had surgery, root canals, extractions,caps etc... Nonetheless I discovered narcotics via the dentists/oral surgeons scripts, and have been in bed with them ever since. I still dilly dally with dexy and addys, but it's under control maybe once or twice a month. I can't even look at that old white bitch though, she fucked up my day/life more than once.
Oh, how I miss the days when a hydro or perc 5 or 7.5 perked my interest, now just one of those in my possession would just piss me off....I'd still do it, but thats besides the point.
I currently have 4 Newports left and 4 hours left on my shift before I can go cash my check, so I guess I will try to get lost in some TR reading so I will only smoke once an hour LOL....Well anywho, just a little about me for you to chew on, I'm sure I'll see you all around, God knows I have been lurking around here for long enough. %)

