shadowman-x
Greenlighter
I'm an almost 20 year old male in the pacific northwest. I have been using substances since I was roughly 11 years old (Quite the interesting history of drug use.) Although, the majority of my drug use has been almost entirely psychedelics. I feel like I am a psychedelic trooper/warrior/explorer/healer/lover.
My hobbies passions and loves in life include chemistry, blacksmithing, muai thai ( just martial arts in general), DIY anything, gardening, music, art poetry, love and affection in general, philosophy psychology, biology and etc.
I'm hoping to slowly integrate myself into this beautiful community, because I feel like substance use is something which is a very influential part of my life. It has helped me in many ways, and i feel as though I have somewhat of a calling, or responsibility, to at least inform others, or share my experiences, to help better the world i love and live in.
I struggle with heavy depression and suicidal thoughts, but psychedelic use has actually kept me from killing myself because of an overwhelmingly strong morality and feeling of wanting to be here to make this world a better place.
I love yall, nice to meetcha. 
My hobbies passions and loves in life include chemistry, blacksmithing, muai thai ( just martial arts in general), DIY anything, gardening, music, art poetry, love and affection in general, philosophy psychology, biology and etc.
I'm hoping to slowly integrate myself into this beautiful community, because I feel like substance use is something which is a very influential part of my life. It has helped me in many ways, and i feel as though I have somewhat of a calling, or responsibility, to at least inform others, or share my experiences, to help better the world i love and live in.
I struggle with heavy depression and suicidal thoughts, but psychedelic use has actually kept me from killing myself because of an overwhelmingly strong morality and feeling of wanting to be here to make this world a better place.
I love yall, nice to meetcha. 
