boomhs
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 19, 2010
- Messages
- 221
thx for all the input. i do wanna say i'm not so inexperienced, i did IV a LOT of dillies and dealt with the itching with a bottle of anti-histamine (i just had forgot the brand, or name of the substance). also i ran out and learned what pain ache withdrawal can get, more experience there.
i'm drinking now crushed oxy's and works great for what i want atm (i am doing this in part to get rid of an alcohol abuse problem). day 3 and i get no alcohol craving, feel good. pls don't tell me it's stupid because the alcohol was destroying me and i gotta go 5 days without drinking according to my doctor to get started, and i CANNOT. so i'm on this self TEMPORARY opiate self treatment and will stop soon. it's working.
the problem here is i got alcoholic because of a depression (treating it atm with anafranil, seroquel, depakine chrono and diazepam. this may be leading to the problem im having atm:
it's the same i had with hydromorphine (dillies). if i do a second dose later in the day at sleeptime i go into a huge low blood pressure (i assume) and feel HORRIBLE, like i'm gonna die if i fall asleep. and i've reduced diazepam (which could be the cause, nvr take benzos and downers i know). maybe it's from the other depression meds i'm taking... if you can help me here would be really good.
EDIT: trying H would be smthing i'd like to do later out of curiosity. atm yeah not thinking abt it.
what i'm really scared about is this could cause "serotonin syndrom" because of the anti depress meds i take. i can really fuck myself. dunno what to do.