mewkittyblu
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ive been a heroin addict a long time. i dont do any other drugs or drink. im going on a trip to see mybf in 20 days, and id like to be as sober as possible when i go (and still feel good enough to function obvs). ive bedn on methadone before. subs dont work for me, they jist dont hold me.
option 1: gradually taper down dope (i snort, i dont shoot) til its time for the trip
option 2: get on methadone now and do a 21 day detox
option 3: go almost cold turkey this weekend.
i know that no matter which i choose, im not going to feel good enough in 20 days tonotbring anything on the trip. my plan is tobring methadone pills- its what i usuallly do, but i usually take 70 mg a day while i travel. id like to only ha e to take 10-20 mg.
i just dont know what to do. im trying option 1 but its hard to know if im tapering enough. im trying to just do enough to feel ok, and gradually do less and less, but im not sure its working.
option 2: it sounds good, but then i think about how much longer methadone stays in your system. would a 21 day detox even work?
option 3: its not really an option. i need to work, i have obligations, i just dont ha e the ability to sit in a room 4 days & kick.
any thoughts are helpful. in the past i just bring a bunch of methadone, but i dont want to be all doped up on my trip. i want to ne at the lowest dose possible-10 or 20 mh-so i can feel ALIVE. ive been on dope so long i dont really get thsy high anymore.. i just feel like a zombie.
option 1: gradually taper down dope (i snort, i dont shoot) til its time for the trip
option 2: get on methadone now and do a 21 day detox
option 3: go almost cold turkey this weekend.
i know that no matter which i choose, im not going to feel good enough in 20 days tonotbring anything on the trip. my plan is tobring methadone pills- its what i usuallly do, but i usually take 70 mg a day while i travel. id like to only ha e to take 10-20 mg.
i just dont know what to do. im trying option 1 but its hard to know if im tapering enough. im trying to just do enough to feel ok, and gradually do less and less, but im not sure its working.
option 2: it sounds good, but then i think about how much longer methadone stays in your system. would a 21 day detox even work?
option 3: its not really an option. i need to work, i have obligations, i just dont ha e the ability to sit in a room 4 days & kick.
any thoughts are helpful. in the past i just bring a bunch of methadone, but i dont want to be all doped up on my trip. i want to ne at the lowest dose possible-10 or 20 mh-so i can feel ALIVE. ive been on dope so long i dont really get thsy high anymore.. i just feel like a zombie.