Tunnelfission
Bluelighter
sounds like your dad just didn't have any way to empathize for the kid and was scared for his own homes safety, acted irrationally but in his mind he was "protecting the integrity of the home" or something, or even felt unsafe.
I've had two/three friends get really loopy before, one is a very intelligent friend of mine who was in a fugue of sorts, walking around backlanes, picking up things saying dates and names and events then spacing out... turning 180 and starting on about a different thing... this was alot more organized and less frightening, this time I knew he was going to snap out of it eventually and he was alot more gentle in character
but another old friend was in a much more scary way, asking me odd questions like "was I just talking or were you?" and deeply fearing me as a influence in his world while all the while im just trying to dodge other people because my friend here is going to come off as insane to passerbys. I would try to get him up and walking because he was just writhing on the ground complaining about snakes and bugs all over him (which...werent there) and he would stand for a moment, look at me with dead eyes, fall down and start at it again... I dont know if he ever really snapped out of this one.
It can happen to alot healthier people than others but everyone seems prone to a humbling trip here and there, I find as a previous poster had mentioned that mental conditioning has alot to do with it, the very cognitive fellow was talking about specific things, dates, times, people, places, the meaning of words, but still looked a bit tranced out, but my other buddy who was more loose in the head to begin with, he looked very scared, looked like he was gluing on a smile and being defensive, and he was going into his own body in pain or what looked like pain... it was much more frightening.
I've yet to have myself have a hard time with ego death but always accept it as a chance and hope certain friends are around if it happens, and not others
I've had two/three friends get really loopy before, one is a very intelligent friend of mine who was in a fugue of sorts, walking around backlanes, picking up things saying dates and names and events then spacing out... turning 180 and starting on about a different thing... this was alot more organized and less frightening, this time I knew he was going to snap out of it eventually and he was alot more gentle in character
but another old friend was in a much more scary way, asking me odd questions like "was I just talking or were you?" and deeply fearing me as a influence in his world while all the while im just trying to dodge other people because my friend here is going to come off as insane to passerbys. I would try to get him up and walking because he was just writhing on the ground complaining about snakes and bugs all over him (which...werent there) and he would stand for a moment, look at me with dead eyes, fall down and start at it again... I dont know if he ever really snapped out of this one.
It can happen to alot healthier people than others but everyone seems prone to a humbling trip here and there, I find as a previous poster had mentioned that mental conditioning has alot to do with it, the very cognitive fellow was talking about specific things, dates, times, people, places, the meaning of words, but still looked a bit tranced out, but my other buddy who was more loose in the head to begin with, he looked very scared, looked like he was gluing on a smile and being defensive, and he was going into his own body in pain or what looked like pain... it was much more frightening.
I've yet to have myself have a hard time with ego death but always accept it as a chance and hope certain friends are around if it happens, and not others


