goaskalex
Greenlighter
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- Mar 1, 2020
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for context, i'm extremely overweight. 5'10 and about 190 pounds. needless to say, all the extra fat makes it kinda hard to find a vein. on a good day when i'm properly hydrated and have decent blood flow, you can just barely make my veins out. on a bad day they're completely invisible and no amount of poking, prodding, rubbing, or fist pumping makes them pop. most doctors and nurses cannot hit a vein on me. i've been sent home from doctor's appointments and drug tests alike because they just can't find a vein, or if they do, it always collapses. i have one plug who's able to shoot me, usually on his first try. i can't do a shot on myself and nobody else is ever able to. so unless i'm with my plug, i can't shoot up. just have to smoke or snort whatever it is i'm trying to bang instead which is just a waste. my boyfriend just hit me on a text telling me to "be hydrated tomorrow so it's easier to get a vein" which is how i learned that apparently we're gonna be shooting dope in the morning.
it's two in the morning and i'm absolutely fucking drowning myself and i can't even see my veins, never mind pick one out that i might be able to hit. how the fuck do y'all do it? it's just straight pissing me off.
it's two in the morning and i'm absolutely fucking drowning myself and i can't even see my veins, never mind pick one out that i might be able to hit. how the fuck do y'all do it? it's just straight pissing me off.