MagickalKat777
Bluelight Crew
Fuck with that Alcohol, those Opiates, or some Benzos and you will experience what real addiction is. It's not being able to physically move without your drug. It's not being able to eat without your drug. It's not being able to go score your drug without your drug. It's not being able to think rationally.... I laugh at stimulant addiction, not that I wish it upon anybody. But honestly, every time I hear some coke-head bitch about "withdrawals" I just wanna smack them in the face. Try 195mgs of Methadone + 250mgs of Diazepam a day for a month straight (I'm not dick-sizing, I'm explaining just how retarded my addiction has made me). When you need to take a lethal dose to get out of bed, and only then, can you bitch about addiction. That's addiction.
This. I agree with you 100%. You know you're addicted when your body alerts you to the MINUTE that you hit your dose schedule, no matter what you're doing. Back when I was taking Xanax, I had a 15 minute period where if I didn't get Xanax in my system when that first alert hit, letting me know I was starting to come off of it, that I would have a panic attack and have to double my dose.
I can't tell you how many times I doubled over at work (I worked in a call center no less so you can imagine how disruptive this was) because I simply took too long getting the pills in my system.
I have NEVER experienced anything like that with any other drug. Not even close! Benzos are just plain pure evil in a pill. When I switched to Klonopin, my time period went to about 30 minutes, sometimes 45. It wasn't until I switched to Valium that I got a good 2 hours before I'd have a panic attack and I don't know if I'd be here right now had I never convinced my doctor to switch me to Valium. Of course the downside is that I furthered my dependency on benzos... So now I'm going through the motions with a taper.
I can tell you that I've cold-turkeyed every drug that I've ever taken and gotten over it... But benzos... No fucking way. Stimulant addicts have it easy because they get to SLEEP!