22. Abused a few years ago, but stopped. I remember good times on E, but I don't crave much, except in the summer, when the weather is nice and listening to electronic music. I start thinking about the vibe at outdoors parties and the "oh, that song was so great to dance on while high on pills".
But I still think a lot about ketamine when I feel bad. I sometimes dream that I'm snorting huge bumps, and have flashbacks of the early parts of a trip, when you feel getting out of yourself and flying down into the hole, forgetting about the "real" world.