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22

i guess u could call it xtc here there all meth bombs prolly 4% mdma if that, but ya i crave the xtc i use to get back up north
 
29

started 7 yrs ago , rolled pretty much every single week for 6 yrs

been rolling every 2 weeks recently

still enjoy the feeling of the Paradise

roll4life

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19...and i've found that if i have a stash, i'll definitely take it out once in a while, just to remind myself of the fun it'll bring me...but (like right now) when i don't have any, i really don't have a craving. If you asked me right now, i probably wouldn't even do it if offered the chance, because i'm really not in an ecstasy mindset, something i've found i need a couple days to get ready for.
 
just turned 27...did a bunch when i was younger 18-24, I don't care to do it again...never really got into it, just was kinda in my face and gave Mr.X many chances, we just never clicked.
 
36 , Male and yes I crave it.

I've been using it on and off since early 90's but I have been doing it pretty hard for the last 3 years (at least 1 time a month).

I haven't had any for 3 months now due to getting a electric shock at work and finding out I have high blood pressure (160/80). I put the high blood pressure down to having to many pills but after loosing 12kgs, exercising more and quitting weed my blood pressure has returned to relatively normal again (124/74).

The Dr had put me on beta blockers but has only just let me stop taking them. I was keen to roll again but don't have a free weekend for another 2 weeks. I was planning on only having 1/2 just to make sure I don't freak out or anything but after the amount of pills i've used over the years, 1/2 probably won't do much.

I will definitely only use every 3 months now thou, just to be on the safe side.
 
I'm 22. I wouldn't say I crave it, but I do find myself thinking about it more than I probably should. It's weird because I didn't touch the X for 18 months after a year or so of hammering it hard and although I missed the good times I had on it, I didn't actually miss doing it anymore. Thought it was something that I just grew out of. Had my fun and was done with it. Then I started popping the pills again at the end of last year and it has become a regular thing again. I anticipate my usage more than crave it.
 
buttnaked said:
36 , Male and yes I crave it.

I've been using it on and off since early 90's but I have been doing it pretty hard for the last 3 years (at least 1 time a month).

I haven't had any for 3 months now due to getting a electric shock at work and finding out I have high blood pressure (160/80). I put the high blood pressure down to having to many pills but after loosing 12kgs, exercising more and quitting weed my blood pressure has returned to relatively normal again (124/74).

The Dr had put me on beta blockers but has only just let me stop taking them. I was keen to roll again but don't have a free weekend for another 2 weeks. I was planning on only having 1/2 just to make sure I don't freak out or anything but after the amount of pills i've used over the years, 1/2 probably won't do much.

I will definitely only use every 3 months now thou, just to be on the safe side.
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how can you say you got into it hard?, if you only do it at most once a month, when most of us are mostlikley trying to recover from a 2 year binge doing like 5 hits a day.. well thats my story
 
I'm 34 and I crave it sometimes to an extent.

I wish I could do it more often than I actually do. I roll about1 - 3 times average per year anymore.

Yeah, I think about it at times but then I remind myself it would be best at the event I have it set aside for. Doing it at home or whatever just wouldn't be nearly as fun.

Also getting very little anymore, with "dealers" in my area all gone....

So, the cravings will come and go, I'll get down when I get time to let loose....

Makes it all that much better when the rhythm is right.
 
How can you not crave any drug you have taken in the passed? Except the bad ones...but yes everyday I crave getting high. And will for the rest of my life, unless I get alzheimer's or amnesia. Regardless of age, just like I crave pussy and will always or anything I feel is enjoyable.

Sucks but it's life.
 
~pusher~ said:
how can you say you got into it hard?, if you only do it at most once a month, when most of us are mostlikley trying to recover from a 2 year binge doing like 5 hits a day.. well thats my story
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At least once a month was like an average. In the past 3-4 years its been like every second week, some times two weeks in a row and then a two week break. Ive never had more than 4 pills in one session thou. I had averaged my entire usage to once a month since I first took e, so sorry for any confusion. I would call it hard IMO, but I know others hit it harder.
 
How can you not crave any drug you have taken in the passed?
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Exactly how I feel! I am always puzzled by those people who can take a pill and not want to repeat the experience again and again and again! Maybe I want to escape reality, but I don't think so, I just want a MORE FUN reality!

But that being said I'm 20 now and haven't had a pill for almost a year now, after doing it nearly every weekend for 3 years. I've only started really wanting another pill in the last couple of weeks or so, but I've been thinking about them a lot. Probably because I know it's not long until my year is up...!
 
Well I'm 22 years old. I haven't taken any Ecstasy in about 21 months 8)

I first rolled when I was 18, and as most people after trying it my first time, I went a little overboard. I've probably taken around 30-40 e-pills in my lifetime (between ages 18-20).

Since I haven't rolled in 2 years I definately would like to do it again but I'm not sure if I crave it. When I went to rehab and got sober I lost most of my connections. I still don't drink alcohol or take opiates (my problem drugs), but i have done marijuana and mescaline and some benzos since getting clean.
So I think taking some ecstasy would provide some insight and make me feel really good, looking back on the progress I've made since I was hopelessly addicted to heroin.
But I don't really crave it. Occasionally I day dream about some of the better pills in my past. Right now I'm in the process of trying to find some pills and convincing my gf to roll with me again. Well actually I'm not looking for pills, I'm waiting for them to find me.
And my GF only has rolled once, when we were dating a few years ago, then we broke up because of my drug use. (2 years later we got back together and are currently madly in love).
So i think rolling with my GF would be awesome. The ability to feel the waves of pleasure, share deep feelings, make sweet sweet love, and just look back on the history between of us, and cuddle.
Now after talking about it so much, I guess I kinda crave it, but I got no hook-ups :( it's all good though

"things best meant for me will gravitate to thee"-or something of that sort:\
 
21

and hell yes. if it weren't for the prospect of getting alzheimers, i'd be rolling all the time. period. maybe i'm just an unpleasant mofo and md alleviates that quality for me... haha. what can you do, a drug of choice is a drug of choice.
 
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