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How often do you think about molly?

everyday. However I always take the breaks needed. Currently on a 4 month break. 2 more months to go!
 
Everyday! Like others have said, it's all about self-control. I've used it 3 times with 3 months between each, however, i'll probably be rolling again in a few weeks which would be 1 month.
 
Not to much, only when I start to like a new song that would be sick to roll to, or a new club that plays house music, or if I have a friend whose never tried and wants to. But mainly when alcohol and bud are not cutting it.
 
I think about my experiences daily. I believe they shaped me into the person that I am today and in my eyes, it was a change for the better. I enjoy learning new things about myself with each roll, but with that being said, I also understand that I have to respect MDMA. I'm eagerly awaiting September! Until then, I'll be riding the trance high<3
 
After a while you feel it coming on. I either focus on somthing else or get a good shiver in.
 
I usually dont' think about much at all during the first few months after a roll, once I hit the 2-3 month mark i start think about it quite frequently though.
 
one thing i hate about MDMA is its relationship to Methamphetamine, i used to have a pretty serious meth habit for 3 years, everyday. And up till then id always loved MDMA for like a once a month thing. Anyways after using meth so long, i tried mdma a few times, but it felt nothing like i remember. My heart started racing, i felt dizzy, very uncomfortable!!!! i know people will say PMA, but it wasnt cuz the other people that took these 2 different sets of pills loved them. So im not sure, maybe it affected my serotonin or something
 
I def do think about it a lot. Just because I've had soooo much fun with my friends at raves and even by myself at the club when I roll and other people are rolling it. It's just pure fun.

And I just wanna do that all the time: just have fun. But it's not realistic for me. I roll about twice a month on average. During EDC in June was the best. I never wanted to go back to my life at home. But I'm here. Lol.

Just got to grind it out at work and keep myself occupied.
 
I take mdma every 2 months or so. I usually think about it a little during the week leading up to a night out, then the day before I'll feel quite excited and come here/other ecstasy boards and read some stuff just for the hell of it. Then when the big day comes I feel a little anxious until I go out, then I just feel really excited and happy. Then I'll think about it for another week and reflect on the night and stuff. So probably spend 2 weeks with it on my mind and then 6 weeks without. I never get so excited I lose sleep though.
 
The conversations I have with one of my friends will be about the next time we drop, we don't do it often so save it up like it's a big event. I think it's normal to be that excited about something that's so awesome. I also listen to a lot of dub/ house music. I think molly changed the way I listened to it actually.
 
I've been thinking about it a lot this summer. There hasn't really been any opportunities to take it though. I usually get desperate and end up going to something with dreadful music to see a few casual acquaintances who I wouldn't class as friends as an excuse to have a pill. Then I spend most of the night stood outside smoking as relief from trying to interact with these people I barely know. After some self-conscious dancing I'll make my own way home quite early, texting a few of the people I wish had been there to tell them how shit it was. When I get in, I'll lie in bed, lightly buzzing and entirely unable to sleep, and curse my own impatience. Try to take your mind off it, make other plans for the weekends before etc.
 
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