How much I loved:
to give you my trust when
you told me you were worthy of it
How much you loved:
to break that trust by doing
the one thing I trusted you not to do
when you went back to Her
How much I loved:
to give you a photo album with
pictures of us so happy together in it
to replace the photos
She had taken from you
How much you loved:
to put a photo of
you and Her together
in our album
How much I loved:
to give you cologne for your birthday
to replace the bottles of yours
that She smashed
How much you loved:
to put the birthday card
She gave you
up on your fridge for me to see
How much I loved:
to make you CDs of all your favourite songs
to replace the ones you owned that
She broke in a fit of rage
How much you loved:
to wake up one morning and
suddenly decide
you didn't love me anymore
How much I loved:
to beg you not to go
to write you beautiful letters
reminding you of all we'd shared
How much you loved:
to screen my call on the day of my surgery
and then when I tried to phone
you called me "psycho" behind my back
How much I loved:
to call you at 2:30am to tell you
I still loved you and that
something was missing from my life
How much you loved:
to be too cowardly to even be honest with me
and tell me you had gone back to her
and let me make a fool of myself instead
How much I loved:
to go on a date 2 months after our break-up
and he was cute and he was smart
and he held the door and paid for an expensive dinner
and he kissed me goodnight
and I went home and I missed you
and felt like throwing up
How much you loved:
4 days after our break-up
(maybe sooner)
you were already fucking Her
How much I love:
to still want you back
How much you love:
to never once call in 3 months to see how I'm doing
How much I loved
How much you loved
How much we loved
*~*kimmy*~*
to give you my trust when
you told me you were worthy of it
How much you loved:
to break that trust by doing
the one thing I trusted you not to do
when you went back to Her
How much I loved:
to give you a photo album with
pictures of us so happy together in it
to replace the photos
She had taken from you
How much you loved:
to put a photo of
you and Her together
in our album
How much I loved:
to give you cologne for your birthday
to replace the bottles of yours
that She smashed
How much you loved:
to put the birthday card
She gave you
up on your fridge for me to see
How much I loved:
to make you CDs of all your favourite songs
to replace the ones you owned that
She broke in a fit of rage
How much you loved:
to wake up one morning and
suddenly decide
you didn't love me anymore
How much I loved:
to beg you not to go
to write you beautiful letters
reminding you of all we'd shared
How much you loved:
to screen my call on the day of my surgery
and then when I tried to phone
you called me "psycho" behind my back
How much I loved:
to call you at 2:30am to tell you
I still loved you and that
something was missing from my life
How much you loved:
to be too cowardly to even be honest with me
and tell me you had gone back to her
and let me make a fool of myself instead
How much I loved:
to go on a date 2 months after our break-up
and he was cute and he was smart
and he held the door and paid for an expensive dinner
and he kissed me goodnight
and I went home and I missed you
and felt like throwing up
How much you loved:
4 days after our break-up
(maybe sooner)
you were already fucking Her
How much I love:
to still want you back
How much you love:
to never once call in 3 months to see how I'm doing
How much I loved
How much you loved
How much we loved
*~*kimmy*~*
