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(Concerning the crystal or "Ice" form of meth)
I have been searching high and low on this site over the past ehhhh 48 hours to try to find out what is a good safe dose to take. First off. I am not 16 in need of a drugs are bad pep talk. This is the first time I have asked on a site like this because generally these questions are treated with respect on Bluelight and understanding that we are not all going to just not use because someone said not to. I in turn respects the views of long time users warning not to get involved.. but here is the thing. I couldn't find out how much I should do so she had to just guesstimate. I thinks a long time or experienced user should maybe say <------> thats how long your line should be (assuming its not all piled up.) I've seen the .5 point or whatever answers and I mean I don't know what a point is, and believe it or not there is not one website that shows what it might look like (or not that I have found anyways.)
I will go ahead and give you guys a little starter info on h drug history. At 12 I was was smoking weed off and on. At 13 I was drinking. At 16 I was rolling E every weekend sometimes 3 days a week (for an entire Summer, then stopped), never liked coke, made me anxious and nervous and panicky and naucous and pukey. I LOVE OPIATES. I don't even like to drink but I love opiates because for some reason it is the only drug that seems to effect me in an overall clean and good euphoric way. In fact I am just now somewhat clean from an 80mg a day oxy addiction. By the way this addiction was caused by my roommate being a DD and it was always around. One time I sniffed a line and from there on whenever I felt like a pick me up I did it. Two years later I kept getting sick and didn't know why.. I realized what an IDIOT I had been thinking she was immune to addiction or even that I was not addicted in the first place to be doing it every day. I quit that day. Cold turkey. I was so sick for two weeks. Did it all on my own. Thought I was stroking out several times, thought I was having panic attacks. Didn't sleep for almost 5 days. It was pure HELL.
I was clean for 6 months when I started realizing maybe she had some problems that she did need to go see a pain management doctor for, after all the withdrawal and paws should of been over with by then. Pretty bad pain, but admittedly a little bit of an excuse cuz I can take pain like no other. After that because of a spinal condition I was prescribed 30mg of hydrocodone a day. I took it for a year before saying F THAT not going there again and quit again cold turkey.
At this point I don't drink or smoke and needs release so twice a month on average she might get a couple tabs. I really wish I could do some of that good oxy (never got to say goodbye; quit 2 months before they stopped making them lol) or roxy or percs but can't find them anymore since I removed myself from that scene. Since then I have been great about my control.
I ended up getting some free crystal, ice, glass.... WHATEVER it was. It looked like one small clear crystal but broke down after a while to some pretty decent powder. I did some (what she thought was a good dose) night before last and obviously did not sleep all night. Had to be at work the nnext day and felt like a crackhead with a dirty butt (sorry best way I can think of to describe) The entire day I was panicy, sweaty, cold feet and hands until at 3PM when I did a tiny bit more, less than the first amount. I ended up getting 4 hours of sleep that night after taking 1mg klonopin. Now I am awake 4 1/2 hrs later and found myself still mildly jittery so took .5 mg klonopin. An hour after that I realized I am not going to be functional today starting to feel awful again and still has some of that same free baggie of ice. So I just did another bump.. thats why my typing is so erratic she just won't shut up and I can't type fast enough! I'm sure half you are on my level anyways. After the tiny bit I have left is gone I won't touch it again because of the horrible comedown and overall panicy, evil, dirty feeling I get. (last time I used was in ATL 9 years and it was some GOOOOOD stuff.)
Anyways questions: 1. What is a good starter dose in form of "<---->" for CRYSTAL GLASS ICE meth?
2. If I was taking klonopins on average of 1 mg per night for the past 2 weeks for anxiety I am of course continuing that dose through this baggie and is it okay for me to add an extra .5 or .25 here and there with my own discretion if I start freaking out after the initial high is over (like 2-3-4 hours maybe) then feels like $&** for a pure 20 straight. I have seen people say NO UPPERS AND DOWNERS and I have always heeded this but have seen on some posts that doctors give it to to people tweaking out in the hospital.
3. Basically, how should I do this stuff. I am snorting it. Should I do one bigger amount at once, or little lines here and there.. I am afraid that if I do little lines here and there I am going to be up all night again.
4. What are you similar experiences? With all due respect, I do NOT want to hear any negative horror stories or stories off addiction or bad trips because any negativity easily sends me into some pretty serious anxiety. I fully respect addiction and moderation as I was a full blown addict at a point in her life.
I am basically trying to be informed on my use. I do not plan on using again because it pretty much sucks after a couple hours, but if I ever do I would like to do so intelligently. I have always been a big researcher before her use. Well, after turning 22, before then I don't know how I made it out of my wild teens alive!
Thanks!
I have been searching high and low on this site over the past ehhhh 48 hours to try to find out what is a good safe dose to take. First off. I am not 16 in need of a drugs are bad pep talk. This is the first time I have asked on a site like this because generally these questions are treated with respect on Bluelight and understanding that we are not all going to just not use because someone said not to. I in turn respects the views of long time users warning not to get involved.. but here is the thing. I couldn't find out how much I should do so she had to just guesstimate. I thinks a long time or experienced user should maybe say <------> thats how long your line should be (assuming its not all piled up.) I've seen the .5 point or whatever answers and I mean I don't know what a point is, and believe it or not there is not one website that shows what it might look like (or not that I have found anyways.)
I will go ahead and give you guys a little starter info on h drug history. At 12 I was was smoking weed off and on. At 13 I was drinking. At 16 I was rolling E every weekend sometimes 3 days a week (for an entire Summer, then stopped), never liked coke, made me anxious and nervous and panicky and naucous and pukey. I LOVE OPIATES. I don't even like to drink but I love opiates because for some reason it is the only drug that seems to effect me in an overall clean and good euphoric way. In fact I am just now somewhat clean from an 80mg a day oxy addiction. By the way this addiction was caused by my roommate being a DD and it was always around. One time I sniffed a line and from there on whenever I felt like a pick me up I did it. Two years later I kept getting sick and didn't know why.. I realized what an IDIOT I had been thinking she was immune to addiction or even that I was not addicted in the first place to be doing it every day. I quit that day. Cold turkey. I was so sick for two weeks. Did it all on my own. Thought I was stroking out several times, thought I was having panic attacks. Didn't sleep for almost 5 days. It was pure HELL.
I was clean for 6 months when I started realizing maybe she had some problems that she did need to go see a pain management doctor for, after all the withdrawal and paws should of been over with by then. Pretty bad pain, but admittedly a little bit of an excuse cuz I can take pain like no other. After that because of a spinal condition I was prescribed 30mg of hydrocodone a day. I took it for a year before saying F THAT not going there again and quit again cold turkey.
At this point I don't drink or smoke and needs release so twice a month on average she might get a couple tabs. I really wish I could do some of that good oxy (never got to say goodbye; quit 2 months before they stopped making them lol) or roxy or percs but can't find them anymore since I removed myself from that scene. Since then I have been great about my control.
I ended up getting some free crystal, ice, glass.... WHATEVER it was. It looked like one small clear crystal but broke down after a while to some pretty decent powder. I did some (what she thought was a good dose) night before last and obviously did not sleep all night. Had to be at work the nnext day and felt like a crackhead with a dirty butt (sorry best way I can think of to describe) The entire day I was panicy, sweaty, cold feet and hands until at 3PM when I did a tiny bit more, less than the first amount. I ended up getting 4 hours of sleep that night after taking 1mg klonopin. Now I am awake 4 1/2 hrs later and found myself still mildly jittery so took .5 mg klonopin. An hour after that I realized I am not going to be functional today starting to feel awful again and still has some of that same free baggie of ice. So I just did another bump.. thats why my typing is so erratic she just won't shut up and I can't type fast enough! I'm sure half you are on my level anyways. After the tiny bit I have left is gone I won't touch it again because of the horrible comedown and overall panicy, evil, dirty feeling I get. (last time I used was in ATL 9 years and it was some GOOOOOD stuff.)
Anyways questions: 1. What is a good starter dose in form of "<---->" for CRYSTAL GLASS ICE meth?
2. If I was taking klonopins on average of 1 mg per night for the past 2 weeks for anxiety I am of course continuing that dose through this baggie and is it okay for me to add an extra .5 or .25 here and there with my own discretion if I start freaking out after the initial high is over (like 2-3-4 hours maybe) then feels like $&** for a pure 20 straight. I have seen people say NO UPPERS AND DOWNERS and I have always heeded this but have seen on some posts that doctors give it to to people tweaking out in the hospital.
3. Basically, how should I do this stuff. I am snorting it. Should I do one bigger amount at once, or little lines here and there.. I am afraid that if I do little lines here and there I am going to be up all night again.
4. What are you similar experiences? With all due respect, I do NOT want to hear any negative horror stories or stories off addiction or bad trips because any negativity easily sends me into some pretty serious anxiety. I fully respect addiction and moderation as I was a full blown addict at a point in her life.
I am basically trying to be informed on my use. I do not plan on using again because it pretty much sucks after a couple hours, but if I ever do I would like to do so intelligently. I have always been a big researcher before her use. Well, after turning 22, before then I don't know how I made it out of my wild teens alive!
Thanks!
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first off, don't use SWIM here, we prefer 'I' or 'Me' :D and please just make it clearer what drug you're talking about, I didn't even realise you were talking about meth until right at the end of your post..
