A good chunk...probally 60%. The only reason I really do heroin anymore is to keep from gettin sick as I cant miss anymore school days. Only 3 more classes left until summer break begins and I hope to detox and get off this stuff for a long time. The deterioration to my health, shitty grades, dealing with scumbags, and all the other shit you gotta deal with being a junkie is just not worth it.
How Much of Your Life is Devoted to Drugs and Why?
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HappiestLittleNug
Greenlighter
Not too much 40% I'd say, but most of thats talking about, thinking about, researching, learning/getting chemicals for/doing extractions/synths, actually using I would say 10%. Mostly due to the fact that I'm keeping my usage to a bit of weed and the occasional psychedelics, interspersed with bouts of amps, benzos, and opes.
Roujaxian
Bluelighter
I've gone through times where i was stoned probably about 80% of the time. Now i've stopped smoking during the week and just keep it to the weekends. My opiate use is at the point where whenever i have them i'll take them, and thats unfortunately pretty often :/ . I also spend most of my time when not in school researching drugs or just chillin on bluelight or when im out with my friends, taking drugs and talking about drugs.
So all in all I spend almost all of my time somehow related to drugs, the only real break is during school when work needs to get done. But even then im usually nodding
So all in all I spend almost all of my time somehow related to drugs, the only real break is during school when work needs to get done. But even then im usually nodding
TwistedReality
Bluelighter
Probably 80%. I go through periods of time where I'm actually USING for most of that time, then periods like now where it's mostly wishing I had money for drugs, reading BL, etc. I've cut down how much I talk about drugs though because I used to annoy people in high school. Honestly though, I just love researching drugs and talking about them. Whatever.
thugpassion
Bluelighter
Too much time.......... alot 8).
Candy_Raver
Bluelighter
I would say 50% of my life is devoted to drugs. I have a massive love affair with Ecstasy, and Ketamine, both club drugs. I'm into hallucinogens, uppers, downers, benzos, and opiates to a lesser degree, but I'm usually high everyday on something.
The other 50% if towards the rave scene, I love the whole culture, the music, the people, the glowsticks, the vibes, the philosophy is Peace, Love, Unite, Respect.
-PLUR
The other 50% if towards the rave scene, I love the whole culture, the music, the people, the glowsticks, the vibes, the philosophy is Peace, Love, Unite, Respect.
-PLUR
TheodoreRoosevelt
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I have no idea how to answer this question.
I'm a heroin addict, I need to do it everyday, and will commute to get drugs about an hour away every day to get them. I shoot it up, take a lot of it.
However I rarely talk about drugs, I don't associate with drug users at all, the only person in the underground I know of right now is my dealer and I intend to keep it that way. I have a steady girlfriend for almost a year now and she has no clue that I am shooting up heroin multiple times a day - oddly enough, she lives right by my drug dealer so it's very odd and strangely convenient to make such a long drive to get high and hang with her. I do well in school, but I have missed classes and work due to this addiction.
Perhaps you could say my life has little to do with drug culture, but as an addict unfortunately it's 100% of my life, even if Im well at the time and I can perform normally it's only because of the dope.
I'm in Europe for 2 weeks now... I have no choice but to get clean here in this hotel in bumfuck, France...
I'm a heroin addict, I need to do it everyday, and will commute to get drugs about an hour away every day to get them. I shoot it up, take a lot of it.
However I rarely talk about drugs, I don't associate with drug users at all, the only person in the underground I know of right now is my dealer and I intend to keep it that way. I have a steady girlfriend for almost a year now and she has no clue that I am shooting up heroin multiple times a day - oddly enough, she lives right by my drug dealer so it's very odd and strangely convenient to make such a long drive to get high and hang with her. I do well in school, but I have missed classes and work due to this addiction.
Perhaps you could say my life has little to do with drug culture, but as an addict unfortunately it's 100% of my life, even if Im well at the time and I can perform normally it's only because of the dope.
I'm in Europe for 2 weeks now... I have no choice but to get clean here in this hotel in bumfuck, France...
harley89
Bluelighter
Id say 98%, the other 2%
Work - 1%
Sleep - 1%
Because I just don't like being sober i suppose, i had a week off drugs ski-ing havin the time of my life but all i could think of was ways of getting fucked up. I couldn't focus on books or nothing. As i sat in the plane getting ready to depart France, i could swear we were moving out of the corner of my eye and this didn't happen once im talking every 5 mintues i'd look out the window but lo and behold we were still in exactly the same place.
Work - 1%
Sleep - 1%
Because I just don't like being sober i suppose, i had a week off drugs ski-ing havin the time of my life but all i could think of was ways of getting fucked up. I couldn't focus on books or nothing. As i sat in the plane getting ready to depart France, i could swear we were moving out of the corner of my eye and this didn't happen once im talking every 5 mintues i'd look out the window but lo and behold we were still in exactly the same place.
gates_motel
Greenlighter
50% of my life is devoted to getting opiates. the other 50% is devoted to getting an education so I'll have money in the future to get opiates.
16.789%
I am for the most part the 'drug experimenter' of my group. It almost seems like every 2nd week im talking about some new drug im ordering off the net or what ever. I have a special interest in psychedelics especially and theres plenty of dif types to explore. My latest was an attempt at ayahuasca but i vommited it up before i could absorb any, all 3 times(what a waste of money
) Before that it was san pedro which kind of bad buzzed me cause it was my first trip on it and it was also my first trip by myself and my first trip at night so yeah it was pretty freaky at times.
Next stop: Crystal DMT!
I am for the most part the 'drug experimenter' of my group. It almost seems like every 2nd week im talking about some new drug im ordering off the net or what ever. I have a special interest in psychedelics especially and theres plenty of dif types to explore. My latest was an attempt at ayahuasca but i vommited it up before i could absorb any, all 3 times(what a waste of money
) Before that it was san pedro which kind of bad buzzed me cause it was my first trip on it and it was also my first trip by myself and my first trip at night so yeah it was pretty freaky at times.Next stop: Crystal DMT!
15% or so
I'm definitely a heavy user but I don't think that very much of my life is truly 'devoted' to drugs. Its more of a side thing. After a long day at work/school some people watch sitcoms, others build model airplanes, I get high (among other things). Chalk it up to my fear of commitment or something.
I'm definitely a heavy user but I don't think that very much of my life is truly 'devoted' to drugs. Its more of a side thing. After a long day at work/school some people watch sitcoms, others build model airplanes, I get high (among other things). Chalk it up to my fear of commitment or something.