xstayfadedx
Bluelighter
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Throughout the years I can say that I spent thousands and thousands of dollars.... even before I hit 18. I can say that because I would buy expensive pills all the time. I was doing multiple 80mg oxy's a day and that wasn't all I was doing... Now that I do heroin, I cut down on cost but then again it still adds up... shit I blew over 800 dollars on heroin so fast, in a month maybe and I don't even use opiates like I use to. If I was in a heavy blown addiction right now I'd be spending a lot more which is so sad...
Throughout the time when I was heavily addicted to pills I didn't even have a legit job. Never got a job until I turned 18... I just hustled a lot and did illegal activities (luckily never sold myself). I did do a lot of other shit and I'm just happy I didn't fuck my life up... wouldn't ever want to go back. Life isn't fun when all you think about is how am I going to get money? If I do this or that I'll get this much money? Let me call up so and so to see if they need assistance? Wait, maybe if I call this person they'll give me money for clothes or something.... I need to get money, I need to get high.
Then you get high and comedown... and it starts all over again.
Throughout the time when I was heavily addicted to pills I didn't even have a legit job. Never got a job until I turned 18... I just hustled a lot and did illegal activities (luckily never sold myself). I did do a lot of other shit and I'm just happy I didn't fuck my life up... wouldn't ever want to go back. Life isn't fun when all you think about is how am I going to get money? If I do this or that I'll get this much money? Let me call up so and so to see if they need assistance? Wait, maybe if I call this person they'll give me money for clothes or something.... I need to get money, I need to get high.
Then you get high and comedown... and it starts all over again.