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🎄 Christmas 🎄 How much did you overindulge today?

lecroute said:
benzos are good with grapefruit.
and i like zucchini very much.
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I thought grapefruit, actually only white grapefruit juice or I guess white grapefruit only pontentiates certain opiods one in particular but not benzos?
Zucchini, you like? What about turnips, rhubarb, and cabbage?😱 🤢🤮
 
Jnowhere said:
6468, how did you calculate so accurately, 6500ish?
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I had an eating disorder for 14 years so know the exact calories in pretty much everything by memory. And while I've been eating disorder free for 4 years now, if there's anything I DON'T know the exact calories of, I look it up; partly out of just curiosity and partly because I generally keep in mind how many calories I have day-to-day to make sure my weight isn't creeping too high or too low (as an adult my BMI has been as high as 31 and as low as 14).

Obviously I didn't literally weight out everything I ate down to the gram, but eyeballing measures of food is another thing I got extremely good at.
6468 is what it work out at in my mind, but I'd say there is maybe a 100 calories margin of error.
 
Did people do any "better" today? Do people normally indulge less on Boxing Day? :/

For me:

Calories 4072 (better but bad), Cigarettes 27 (Oops), Alcohol Units 6 (but, understandable) Morphine 140mg, Gabapentin 1800mg, French Kisses 2, Consensual French Kisses 0 (traumatizing)

Calories somewhat justified as making sure am rid of all chocolate/food I've been given for Christmas before new year, plus leftover stuff from Christmas meal yesterday. Think we're getting pizza in a couple hours, but plan to only have 2 slices.
My brother and his partner came over today and brought their dog (whom I LOVE...love animals). Said dog is very friendly and really likes me so tends to sit on my lap snuggled into me a lot. Today he was just doing just that and I yawned, which he apparently took as a personal invitation to shove his entire tongue in my mouth. Maybe the grossest thing that has ever happened to me? Spent a couple minutes dry heaving (while family were entirely unsympathetic and laugh their asses off) then ran off and brushed me teeth/tongue for about 10 minutes and then had 3 double shots of Jack Daniels for the shock and to further sterilize/decontaminate my mouth.
Also had my (very, very drunk) Uncle notice we were standing under mistletoe and decide to kiss me. I assumed this would just be a peck (ideally on the cheek) but he ALSO decided to try and shove his tongue in my mouth while also squeezing my butt.
UGGHHHHHH. Honestly, have been single for an embarrassingly long time and have really been hoping for someone to kiss me or make a move but today's violations were very much NOT WHAT I MEANT.
 
ChemicallyEnhanced said:
I had an eating disorder for 14 years so know the exact calories in pretty much everything by memory. And while I've been eating disorder free for 4 years now, if there's anything I DON'T know the exact calories of, I look it up; partly out of just curiosity and partly because I generally keep in mind how many calories I have day-to-day to make sure my weight isn't creeping too high or too low (as an adult my BMI has been as high as 31 and as low as 14).

Obviously I didn't literally weight out everything I ate down to the gram, but eyeballing measures of food is another thing I got extremely good at.
6468 is what it work out at in my mind, but I'd say there is maybe a 100 calories margin of error.
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Well, you answered that question, but hopefully you kept the food down, not trying to be funny. I guess knowing your caloric intake can, if used properly be good. Still, does counting calories like that ever trigger feelings of your previous eating disorder?
 
Jnowhere said:
Well, you answered that question, but hopefully you kept the food down, not trying to be funny. I guess knowing your caloric intake can, if used properly be good. Still, does counting calories like that ever trigger feelings of your previous eating disorder?
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Oh, yeah, kept it all down :) I never purge at all anymore. Still occasionally over-restrict calories, but not very often
The calorie counting itself never really bothers me. I sometimes feel like I'm a little bit fat, but have gotten really good at reminding myself that I very definitely am NOT fat.
 
If I overindulged in anything it was sleep. Took a day off from binges, using, people and just slept. It was Devine.
 
So much sleeping the last 2 days.

Today:
Calories 1348, Cigarettes 9, Morphine 80mg
Have been perfectly, saintly person 😇 Mother Theresa can suck my balls

Did managed to have THREE filthy sex dreams in last 36 hours (and also masturbate 3 times), so maybe Saintly isn't the correct word. Unless St Augustine? "Please, God, make me good....but not yet".
 
pnillyg said:
20gs of kratom
35mg diazepam
2mg Eszopiclone
100mg hydroxyzine
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Have you ever had Cyclizine (Marezine)?? Is similar, prescription-only sedative-antihistamine. I'm always wondering how the two compare, but have never met anybody who has taken both.
 
TheUltimateFixx said:
Tell us more about these sex dreams... 🤔
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I don't remember all that clearly...one was more romantic where we ran away together but then got sexual lol.
One was I was in prison...but...everyone was actually kinda nice to me and then I was really ah "popular" if you get my drift. Banged out more than a barn door in a storm.
 
Well I take 1800mgs of gabbies, 6 hydro 10s, baclofen 60mgs and I never feel even remotely buzzed. Dammit.
 
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