Be that as it may, suicide is def. not something to play around with, even to get a rise out of people. In my oppinion, its very stupid and such a cop out. But, James was right, if your gonna do it, then do it. Dont talk about it.
Just give away your Xanax tablets, what a waste of a perfectly potent benzo; because it isn't that toxic, you would likely not succeed and wake up disappointed and in withdrawal/hangover effects.
Bluelight isn't here to help you kill yourself. That's what the rest of the internet is for.