Aok
Bluelighter
I am asking this to those of you who have relapsed and are 100% clean.
It doesn't matter what your DOC was.
As I thought my two oldest boy's were getting their lives straight, my 28 yr old scammed and conned "the system", and submits someone else's pee during scheduled drops.
Some fucking system. It's a joke.
He has a record a mile long and shot heroin... I won't go into the details now.
He "graduates" the 2nd chance program he conned his way into
on June 18th, great I guess.
God blessed him with a beautiful son I haven't seen since
Christmas because I got pissed off when CPS investigated.
Damm Right I got pissed off and that's all I did.
I know I could enforce my gparents rights, but will see him
this wknd finally... supposedly. I'm sure it's only because my son's
birthday is on the 8th, or he wants money.... It always costs me to see
my grandson. That's why I haven't seen him since Xmas, over $60.
Anyway, that son, got his younger brother hooked on heroin....
he only snorted it though....guess I should be thankful for that.
He has no prior record and was busted with less than 3 grams, as he was
scoring for himself and 2 friends, so he was convicted of Intent.
While HE was going thru the 2nd chance program, Big Brother kept trying
to get him in trouble or put away... he has hated him since the day
he was born. Seriously.
I have come to terms that my 28 yr. old is seriously
psychotic. He has all 28 symptoms of the "test".
I'll give anyone the link if they want it.
My 22 yr. old got 9 months straight time, 3 last months Huber.
He was facing maximum of 12 years. He isn't a con, he's ADD/ADHD/OCD
and has the mentality of a 10th grader, but has his gifts in other areas.
Thankfully because the government are greedy fucks, he was released
with an ankle band since he was no longer bringing in $100 a day.
He had to drop twice a week.
He pissed dirty. He did methadone. I just fucking found out his cunt
step-mother is STILL a methodone addict.... I was told by the fuckhead
Ex she quit all that shit years ago.....
The temptation was too much and he did some of hers.
He couldn't find clean piss....or they actually watched him pee
this time.
I fucking know his brother told them he's been doing
drugs since the day he was released.... not true.
I saw the signs 4 days ago.. and heard "those" friends were
at his dad's two weeks ago.
They wouldn't let him move home with me because I live in a
different county. Why the fuck did that matter?
Which now finally brings me to the question:
How Many Times Did You Relapse Before You Finally Quit?
I'm fucking crying as I'm writing this.... a rarity in itself.
I know I'll get some answers or experiences, or whatever on here.
Sorry I ranted and rambled.
It doesn't matter what your DOC was.
As I thought my two oldest boy's were getting their lives straight, my 28 yr old scammed and conned "the system", and submits someone else's pee during scheduled drops.
Some fucking system. It's a joke.
He has a record a mile long and shot heroin... I won't go into the details now.
He "graduates" the 2nd chance program he conned his way into
on June 18th, great I guess.
God blessed him with a beautiful son I haven't seen since
Christmas because I got pissed off when CPS investigated.
Damm Right I got pissed off and that's all I did.
I know I could enforce my gparents rights, but will see him
this wknd finally... supposedly. I'm sure it's only because my son's
birthday is on the 8th, or he wants money.... It always costs me to see
my grandson. That's why I haven't seen him since Xmas, over $60.
Anyway, that son, got his younger brother hooked on heroin....
he only snorted it though....guess I should be thankful for that.
He has no prior record and was busted with less than 3 grams, as he was
scoring for himself and 2 friends, so he was convicted of Intent.
While HE was going thru the 2nd chance program, Big Brother kept trying
to get him in trouble or put away... he has hated him since the day
he was born. Seriously.
I have come to terms that my 28 yr. old is seriously
psychotic. He has all 28 symptoms of the "test".
I'll give anyone the link if they want it.
My 22 yr. old got 9 months straight time, 3 last months Huber.
He was facing maximum of 12 years. He isn't a con, he's ADD/ADHD/OCD
and has the mentality of a 10th grader, but has his gifts in other areas.
Thankfully because the government are greedy fucks, he was released
with an ankle band since he was no longer bringing in $100 a day.
He had to drop twice a week.
He pissed dirty. He did methadone. I just fucking found out his cunt
step-mother is STILL a methodone addict.... I was told by the fuckhead
Ex she quit all that shit years ago.....
The temptation was too much and he did some of hers.
He couldn't find clean piss....or they actually watched him pee
this time.
I fucking know his brother told them he's been doing
drugs since the day he was released.... not true.
I saw the signs 4 days ago.. and heard "those" friends were
at his dad's two weeks ago.
They wouldn't let him move home with me because I live in a
different county. Why the fuck did that matter?
Which now finally brings me to the question:
How Many Times Did You Relapse Before You Finally Quit?
I'm fucking crying as I'm writing this.... a rarity in itself.
I know I'll get some answers or experiences, or whatever on here.
Sorry I ranted and rambled.