Everyone that wanted to know must thank FairNymph for being the girl that NAGGED me into posting this... she just couldn't leave it alone and had to resort to making this about double-standards - but hey, it worked .. so thank her.. you also get a healthy dose of PhreeX Diatribe... and rather then just give you numbers I am going to torture you with the brief stories of each..
I am a HETROSEXUAL MALE that just turned 22 years old ..
I have had sex with a total of 0 (ZERO) MEN .. I have nothing against homosexuality, I have found that gay people are the most acceptinng, and I generally only go to gay clubs because, well, they are the best... but I simply have NO INTREST in exploring ANYTHING SEXUAL with ANY MALE .. I can honestly say that I have NEVER had the desire to kiss a guy, or to have sex with a guy, and certinly not to take it in the ass from a guy... now if you offered me a very large amount of opioid drugs I might be willing to work something out - so if any of you gay guys are willing to give me a full pharmacy bottle of OC-40's, and all you want to do is suck me off, shoot me an e-mail! If we are talking OC-80's then I might be willing to sell my virgin ass to a mantrain...
I have had sex with a total of 5 (FIVE) WOMEN .. and I can honestly say that each girl ment a lot to me.. with the exception of one, I was in a signifigant relationship with each.. and now that I look back on it, with the exception of two girls, I was in love with each (if you're doing the math, I have been in TRUE LOVE 3 times) .. I can, and WILL defend each of my sexual experiences..
I lost my virginity at the age of 18, and I couldn't have picked a better partner.. to this day we are still best friends, and have always loved each other on one level or another.. she ended up moving in with me only about 3 days after we met, and we had sex about 3 months into our relationship - I lasted for about 20 seconds, but she was previously a lesbian (prior to her last boyfriend that would often put ciggerates out on her arm) .. so she trained me in the ways of oral sex .. we were together for about 6 months before I lost her because *I* fucked up and let *MYSELF* get hooked on meth..
The second girl was really the re-bound girl.. I had broken up with my first true love, was hooked on meth (again, my OWN FAULT!) and so I quickly jumped into a relationship with a girl.. we were together for about 3-4 months and had lots of sex.. at the time I thought I loved her, but once away from her and once I ditched the meth, I realize I didn't truely love her - I can't really explain it, I mean, I REALLY cared about her, but I just couldn't see myself spending the rest of my life for her.. or I couldn't see myself willing to give anything for her... so while I have NO REGRETS (we learn from our mistakes), this would be the one girl I had sex with without properly thinking it through (shit, we had sex after being exclusivly together for only like 2 weeks) ..
The third was my longest and most serious relationship.. I had moved away from my wild lifestyle on the coast, back home with my parents, away from my home in a meth lab, away from the shady people and assBackwards dealings that I used to know... I met this girl at a party right after I moved back (though I had been single for sometime before moving back) .. I INSTANTLY knew we would have something special when I first saw her .. we hung out after her party, and over the next few weeks we saw a lot of each other - like daily I was at her place.. prior to us being "exclusive" she let me go down on her, but after that, we decided that so there would be no weirdness, until we were exclusive we wouldn't do anything sexual... we started dating about a month later, and then she made me wait.. usually sex isn't a big deal for me, but I was crazy about this girl, I knew I loved her (but didn't say it as I didn't feel it was the right for her to hear that) .. after like 3 months we had sex, and it was incredible.. after that we were like Mr and Ms Nympho for awhile .. in all, we had a 2 year relationship, we loved each other, I would have married her, etc.. sadly we were at differn't times in our lives and she was just getting into the party scene while I had been doing the club/rave/drug thing for a few years, while the party I met her at was her first introduction to ecstasy or that culture.. basically after 2 years she wanted to go to every rave and party that hit town, but I didn't want to leave the house.. we were drifting apart and she wanted to go out with her friends to clubs and leave me at home.. I knew something was up, so I had to be deceptive to find out she cheated on me.. after that happened I went into a horrible withdrawl and depression... the girl I had visions of marrying and it was over... she posted to bluelight a few times and went to one meetup..
The 4th girl I was with was a bluelight girlie, there was a party comming up and I didn't know anyone that was really going, so I posted a thing to the meetups forum .. this girl e-mailed me a response and we met at the party where I was INSTANTLY attracted to her.. I wanted to kiss her that night but I could tell it would have been too much, plus this was the first time I felt emotion for a girl since the rough breakup of the previous girl .. the night after the party we had like a 6-7 hour phone conversation and found out that while there was a lot we didn't have in common, there was a lot we did have in common .. so we started to "date" .. we only waited about a week to have sex because we were lusting for each other so bad we were both waiting for the other to rip the other persons clothes off.. we had some amazing sex, I mean, really good, mind-blowing sex.. a lot of sex.. you could say I broke her in half! But after about 4 months together we decided we had our differances .. she too liked to go to parties - I wanted to sit on the internet .. HOWEVER, while we both knew this relationship was dying, I feel like I should have dont a LOT MORE for her bcause she did SO MUCH for me.. I took her for granted .. I think we just drifted apart .. I did truely love her, she is a wonderfull person and deserves someone better then I... I think that after having been with the 3rd girlie, and having been with her for 2 years (we lived together more or less - I spent 24/7 at her house, I came home maybe 3 nights a month) .. I just forgot that when you get in a new relationship you have to make sacrifices for the other party, and you have to be willing to do things.. yeah, after you're with someone for 2 years you can be casual, but then when you move on to someone else, you can't be as casual as you were with the last person (ie with this girl #4 I didn't take the time to buy her roses every few days, buy her the weekend at a lavish hotel, romantic music, just us, etcc...)
The 5th girl was also a bl girlie, and I am not sure what the title for this one would be.. we had been exchaning emails for awhile, she said she had a crush on me and lusted for me.. this is normal, I have a vast stable of ho's.. from what she wrote, I think I lusted for her too... she said she wanted to come visit me - yup, fly across the country just to spend a weekend with me .. I was nervous as shit, because we had traded pics but I thought she was WAAAAYYYYY out of my league .. she got her tickets, the date was set, and at the last minute I almost copped out .. but then my heart took over, and I had a wild fantasy of her and I either running back to her place, or her movin here - we would see how the weekend would go... I had no real plans to have sex with her as this would be our first time meeting... well, she arrived, we went back to may place, talked a LOT, and I could tell she wanted me to make the first move (which she later admitted) .. I will spare you the details, but I can honestly say that *PHYSICALLY* this was the most powerfull and incredible sex I have ever had... the OVERALL "best sex" award goes to girl #3 as it was out 1 year aniversery, we had a place setup, and there was so much there emotionally that night we made true love for over an hour... buy this girl (#5) ... we had sex for HOURS .. she gave me multiples (only one girl before honestly gave me a secord orgasam - girls #5 gave me 3 in one session, and after that it was ALWAYS at LEAST 2 .. we fit together so perfectly.. at that moment, I thought I might be falling for her, but I took a step back and realized I HAD JUST HOOKED UP WITH A GIRL I HAD JUST MET! Still, we are VERY differn't ..
Every girl who's world I have rocked is surely a better person because of me.. I am certin that one or two would have killed themselves had I not entered their world and gave them a litte of the ole vitamin P ... ok, thats a lie, my penis is like that of a toddler and usually I am done before she knows I am in...
I don't use condoms unless requested, however, because I am paranoid (one of my MANY disorders) I insist on a full Proto-DNA analysis (? they test not for the anti-bodies, so you don't have to wait 6 months) ... I am clean to date, and I get tested for EVERYTHING ...
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"I am not one of those weak-spirited, sappy Americans who want to be liked by all the people around them. I don't care if people hate my guts; I assume most of them do. The important question is: 'What are they in a position to do about it?'" (William S. Burroughs)
