I recently got 2 2mg bars and want to try them but I don't want to blackout and do a backflip or someshit I just want to feel something. What dosage should I take to just feel it and not blackout??
A standard therapeutic dose of Alprazolam is 0.5 mg. You'd definitely feel 1 mg.
The thing about benzodiazepines is that they're not really all that "euphoric". They're mostly considered "recreational" by people who are...
...suffering from chronic anxiety and are grateful for any kind of relief
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...using them to potentiate various opioids (which might make you stop breathing) or soften the comedown from stimulants (which leads to even more dishibited behavior)
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...actually looking forward to blacking out and doing backflips
Alprazolam can be a very "functional" drug when used responsibly/sparingly. Abuse them regularly, and you'll develop a physiological dependence and do a million things you'll quickly come to regret, which leads to taking more xanax.
Chance the Rapper once called Xanax "the polar opposite to the NZT", NZT being the wonder drug from the movie "Limitless" that makes a human being the smartest, all-around best version of themselves.
Again, I *really* wouldn't to go over 1 mg for your first time. The thing about benzos is that you quickly forget how many you've had, do not realize how f'ed up you are, or just do not give a fuck any more, so the risk of going through your whole stash and blacking out rises exponentially once you reach "recreational" territory.