How do I rethink my lifestyle? I didn't ask for this condition. I am far from lucky. It's a plasma product and without it my risk of dying is around 30%. When I fail the nurses take over in clinic, if I fail at home the ER will start an IV for me and then I inject myself. I am trained, but just for my hands & elbow crook. There are subcue trials but not in my country. I believe those are more concentrated than what I'm working with and even then, that's for prevention not to treat an attack.
Currently, my options available are
1) Keep trying this
2) Get a port
3) Give up on self-treatment, spend an hour or so twice a week in a clinic and risk dying because I can't treat myself during an attack. The doctor and nurses know patients who died because they went with this option, and with it being a rare condition they don't treat that many of us for this issue.