Ya I'm low even when im "high" I get fixed knowing that tomorrow awaits and what then?
Brain fried. All that shit. Overdosed once this year woke up in the ER...that's a first. I always was able to "hold it down" without falling out.
Gettin old. Gettin tired. Wanna be sober but it just aint happening right now. Stay strong. No choice, right?
After being "clean" for 4 years (was on bupe maintenance, I am now back at it and worse than ever. Years ago I just sniffed a few pills a day now we are talking IVing, dilliaud (doc) and dope of course....
Pretty low, just smoking the first rollie of the week in my apartment. Nothing to do here besides studying, no weed, no skate, no mates, i'm going to a bar with some people tonight but meh. I miss my county.