sveets
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 15, 2009
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- 106
After 3 months of being sober i relapsed (once i got back to school). For the past month and a half or two months i've been doing anywhere between 75-120 mg of oxy a day, sometimes more and occasionally mixed with some hydrocodone and benzos. Lately due to oxy not being around as much i've also been dabbling in H. I've only snorted it, but I've done 2-3 bags some days mixed with oxy. I need to stop using opiates because its really fucking up my life but it's so hard to stop. I left school for the weekend so I could spend 3 nights at home where there's absolutely no way of me obtaining any opiates. I feel like shit. Hot baths help for a little. Benzos (xanax) didn't really seem to do anything, and I'm all out anyways. I feel like the upcoming days are going to be worse than today since I did 60 mg of oxy last night and a bag of dope (I didn't even feel "high" from the dose). How much time am I looking at until I stop feeling physical withdrawals? I can handle the mental, or at least I think I have the strength to.

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