lemongaga
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 3, 2010
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- 111
i'm not an idiot i just want a straight answer. I'm aware what i'm doing is not that smart but it's working for now. I have this special cocktail i made up to sleep and i take it every night and it's mainly just a handful of seroquel and a handful of advil pm. it works like a charm except sometimes i wake up dryheaving but i'm so sedated i fall back asleep so it's cool. other times i'll add a couple somas or a xanax or two or three and maybe some more benadryl just for fun. about once or twice a week i get completely obliverated on alcohol like a box of wine of a fifth of vodka or maybe just too many smirnoff but like blackout drunk and this is when i usually take higher volumes of pills b/c im semi suicidal when im drunk. mainly it's just seroquel and advil pm. i don't know if it's really possible to abuse Diphenhydramine but maybe it is. i plan on drinking daily *heavily* in about 2 weeks...i just have some final things to accomplish in my life before i go on a drinking binge. for the most part i'm clean i really don't do any other drugs. oh yah i smoke weed and sometimes do coke but not a lot besides that i'm cool. i'm just a little concerned about the advil combined with the alcohol and the other night i took about 5 seroquel and 5 advil pm's with the alcohol (i usually don't go that high on seroquel) and i kept feeling like my throat was closing up it was super scary i was gasping for breath i had to keep geting up and sticking my head under the sink (i lost all my cups) so yah i just don't want that to happen. i dont want to like close my throat and die. can that happen? can you die from dehydration? i have been hospitalized for that before but it wasn't like dry mouth dehydration it was like malnutrition. but whatever whoever knows i just want like a time limit like one month to three years or whatever
and no ambien doesnt work for me thanks. and neither does a healthy lifestyle with proper diet and exercise and meditation. nothing works but my beautiful cocktail i created and it works best when i use alcohol, weed, muscle relaxers, benzos, and seroquel. thanks
and no ambien doesnt work for me thanks. and neither does a healthy lifestyle with proper diet and exercise and meditation. nothing works but my beautiful cocktail i created and it works best when i use alcohol, weed, muscle relaxers, benzos, and seroquel. thanks
