^kindling/tolerance ?
edit: found some sources on DNM (which are dropping like flies with exit scams and seizes from dea) for nitrazepam, elam, 20 flub, kpins etc. and a few others I was thinking about getting some, x10 pack should be alright? surely 10 under a week irregularly wouldn't require taper plan or out.
My biggest concern is obviously having too many on me and binging.
I used to have a bit of a benzo problem and that is saying something even with (a bit) been months since using them last had another craving wanted to try, pot is too strong these days so benzos are second DOC. Avoid xans rebound is terrible.
Thinking of trying a few on the net, just dont wana go back to benzobuddies-eske place, where i had panic for days and irregually after that and i think i had a seizure in my sleep from only a few pills wtf im still trying rehab but i keep sleeping in