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The other night I went to a rave, dropped 3 mollies, rolled balls, had a blast. After coming down I was hanging out with some friends who were all on acid and had a great time and never laughed so hard in my life. I usually don't have such a good time being (somewhat) sober.. Let alone coming down. I was really interested in what it's like to be on acid.
Here's some history. When I was 15 I use to steal cans of air duster and huff them, I did this for about a month or two. I'm lucky to be alive after that, though it left me with anxiety, depression, and a sense of apathy. I've done shrooms once and had fun at first but ended up having somewhat of a bad trip.. But I was in a bad setting.. Though I learned and took from the experience in a positive way. I've also had.. A good/bad trip on DXM about 4 years ago.. Though that's also due to the fact I was taking anti-depressants at the time. SSRI + MAOI = Bad Idea. Did not know this. I felt like I went to hell and was burning for eternity, though afterwards I felt like I had been forgiven and went to heaven, blah blah blah. I'm sure it was all in my head, as I'm not a religious person. Another time I took only 2 ex ohs, but drank 2 40's and saw tracers just by moving my hand.. And everything was moving, warping and changing colors, at first this was amazing.. but later I was freaking out and thought I was going to die of dehydration. Oh, and weed makes me anxious most of the time. (but I still like it) That's just the jist of it all I'm trying to keep it short.
So I have a few questions actually. Can these experiences be surfaced in my acid trip? With my history, and anxieties is having a bad trip likely? Can I control it? I'm guessing it's unpredictable and anything can happen. I just want to hear your guys thoughts on this. And last but not least, how long after rolling would be preferable to take acid? As it takes some time for seritonin to get back to normal.
All in all, I'm looking forward to seeing what acid has to offer as I've heard many positive life changing experiences from it. As well as bad, but I'm not too worried. I might very well be wrong, I suppose I'll find out eventually but I figure the smartest way of going about this is to be informed. Let me know what you guys think! PLUR.
Here's some history. When I was 15 I use to steal cans of air duster and huff them, I did this for about a month or two. I'm lucky to be alive after that, though it left me with anxiety, depression, and a sense of apathy. I've done shrooms once and had fun at first but ended up having somewhat of a bad trip.. But I was in a bad setting.. Though I learned and took from the experience in a positive way. I've also had.. A good/bad trip on DXM about 4 years ago.. Though that's also due to the fact I was taking anti-depressants at the time. SSRI + MAOI = Bad Idea. Did not know this. I felt like I went to hell and was burning for eternity, though afterwards I felt like I had been forgiven and went to heaven, blah blah blah. I'm sure it was all in my head, as I'm not a religious person. Another time I took only 2 ex ohs, but drank 2 40's and saw tracers just by moving my hand.. And everything was moving, warping and changing colors, at first this was amazing.. but later I was freaking out and thought I was going to die of dehydration. Oh, and weed makes me anxious most of the time. (but I still like it) That's just the jist of it all I'm trying to keep it short.
So I have a few questions actually. Can these experiences be surfaced in my acid trip? With my history, and anxieties is having a bad trip likely? Can I control it? I'm guessing it's unpredictable and anything can happen. I just want to hear your guys thoughts on this. And last but not least, how long after rolling would be preferable to take acid? As it takes some time for seritonin to get back to normal.
All in all, I'm looking forward to seeing what acid has to offer as I've heard many positive life changing experiences from it. As well as bad, but I'm not too worried. I might very well be wrong, I suppose I'll find out eventually but I figure the smartest way of going about this is to be informed. Let me know what you guys think! PLUR.
