Woke up, smoked a 2 hit bowl in the bong. That was about 2 hours ago. Still feel it a bit, but not that much. Also took 40mg of codeine. Gotta leave for class in a minute or 2.
Much better than yesterday's nightmare 8(8| I was like 36 hours with no methadone, VERY sick.. LIKE A FUCKING DUMBASS I dosed ~0.4mg bupe IV. Before that I took .5mg sublingually with no ill effect, so I figured I was not gonna precipitate withdrawal. WRONG! 2 seconds after pushing the shot in my body literally felt like my veins were replaced with kerosene and lit on fire, while simultaneously shitting out of my eye balls, mouth, butt-hole, ears.. It felt like my worst heroin detox times 4 condensed into 1 hour. Luckily it subsided after 1.5 hours or so, and my friend took pity on my ass and spotted me some dope just so I could feel normal. Luckily today I went back to the clinic.
I fucking hate methadone sometimes. Without it i would probably be dead if I were still shooting dope all the time. I only have used dope maybe 5-6 times in the last 15 months. The withdrawals are just so fucking horrible from methadone. I want to get rid of it and be free of opiates but quitting CT is just impossible.. i dunno.
right now, sober. but over the weekend i was so high that i was seeing minor tracers and for about an hour or two everything looked like it was a well animated movie(such as a scanner darkly or avatar) playing in front of me on a screen of my life. pretty fuckin amazing time i had
Can't stop drinking this liquid morphine. I hope I run out before I get addicted...cause this stuff is way too nice. Hits you fast and lasts a long time.
Just packed a nice bowl of some beautiful hash to add to this nice high I already have going from the few bowls I smoked during my picnic. I think im going to do a line of ketamine and relax to some nice downtempo
Yum
edit:
Just ate the rest of the edible I was munchin' on last night. Totally forgot I had it until I went to pet my cat on my bed and saw it next to my phone. What a lovely surprise!