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How High Are You? Vs. "I got the munchies like a muthafucka!"

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3x300mg pregabalin
3x10mg baclofen
I feel pretty relaxed 8)
Added 7.5mg zopiclone last night and passed out.
 
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Woahhh random as fuck.

I got LSD on my tongue right now! Very unexpected i was looking for weed and unfortunately he didnt have weed but he had acid.

So now its 9:00pm and im just going to try out this wonderful chemical ive heard so much about.

Dude said he took 3 tabs and it was a bit too intense so i figure for a first timer one should do me swell. Just tryin to get a feel before i jump in head first.
 
Woahhh random as fuck.

I got LSD on my tongue right now! Very unexpected i was looking for weed and unfortunately he didnt have weed but he had acid.

So now its 9:00pm and im just going to try out this wonderful chemical ive heard so much about.

Dude said he took 3 tabs and it was a bit too intense so i figure for a first timer one should do me swell. Just tryin to get a feel before i jump in head first.

Have fun man, acid is probably my favorite drug to take.

Although, I must say it's even more fun if you have weed to go along with it
 
Well, here is the rundown for the day;

7:00AM - Two bags of some light tan, small chunks, light on the shake "raw" heroin. Intravenous.
9:30AM - One bag of some light tan, small chunks, light on the shake "raw" heroin. Intravenous.
11:30PM - One bag of some light tan, small chunks, light on the shake "raw" heroin. Intravenous.
12:00AM - Four 0.5mg yellow generic clonazepams.
12:30AM - Two 0.5mg yellow generic clonazepams.
1:00AM - One 0.5mg yellow generic clonazepams.
1:30AM - One bag of some light tan, small chunks, light on the shake "raw" heroin. Intravenous.
1:45AM - One 0.5mg yellow generic clonazepams.

In total, I did 2 bars of Klonipin and about 5 bags of some H. As far as kick would go I would give it about a 3/10, kind of disappointing, when I did the two bags together way earlier, in the day, however, I was very pleased with myself. However, the legs on this shit is probably 6/10, might be even kind and give it a 7/10.

:: shrugs:: Its whatever.
 
Currently going through mild adderall withdrawal + (not mild, but not too awful) heroin withdrawal + something bronchitis like

The trifecta is making me feel quite awful. I'm clinging to the idea that if I feel this awful now, then by middle of next week I should the opposite. I hope I feel better by Monday....

Feeling better today, but still definitely not 100%

Feeling a lot better after this wake & bake. Might try to lay back down in a little bit, now that I feel so much more relaxed.
 
1mg buprenorphine
90mg oxazepam
2mg alprazolam
0.8g hash
33cl 4.7% alcohol
 
Bigger dose of suboxone today around 1mg, iced coffee and a bowl smoked.

Im really high off this weed and its jsut mids. Im thinking it has to do with the acid i took last night like 15 hours ago. More trippy and euphoric then from what i get normally when i smoke. Cooooooool.
 
45mg hydrocodone and the usual potentiators, 3.6g gavapentin/neurontin, 1mg alprazolam, and I snorted I would guess about10-15mg of of MDPV.

I am in a blissful state of mind.

Update: I just smoked 5-10mg of MDPV. Waves of intense euphoria are washing over me. I was having some interesting and some dying children and bears being brutally tortured so that some evil assholes can make lots of money by extracting their bile and selling it. If you are not familiar with this savage evil practice, here is a great website for info on the practice: Animals Asia

I've known about this for a long time but decided to look at pictures and read about it this morning and I can't get it out of my mind. Sometimes they will cut off one of their feet usually with no anesthetic or painkillers. They can survive as long as 22 years in the hell men made for them before dying a protracted agonizing death. They know nothing but hellish torment and the brutality and evil of the human species in their miserable lives. I think this is the most horrific sickening animal abuse that humans have ever inflicted on their fellow creatures. The torture and living in a crush cage that doesn't allow more than a few inches of movement. They are unable to stand or turn around, living in torture for as long as 22 years. It has to cause more pain and suffering than any type of abuse inflicted on non human animals or humans abusing humans that I can think of. I believe that any of the higher animals have a similar capacity to feel pain and emotions as humans.

Bear bile farming is mainly a problem in Asia. Some countries have banned the activity. Unfortunately, it is legal in China, the most populous country on Earth.

I guess I got off the subject of drugs for a while, but I think everyone should know about this terrible horror so that they may help put an end to this brutality. Their are organizations that rescue bears from from these horrid hellholes and try to educate the public about the suffering of the bears, plants that contain the active ingredient found in bear bile, and the synthetic pure chemical that is a lot less expensive than bear bile.'

Maybe I'll make a thread about bear bile farming in one of the sections that would accept such a thread.

Got off track again. Like I said, I just can't get the thoughts of such torment out of my mind.

Anyway, I was getting some CEVs before I used any MDPV. After smoking some, I started to get open eye visuals - objects appeared to be moving, things seemed to change color, and I saw realistic but fairly transparent images with my eyes open. I felt like I took a small dose of a psychedelic with a nice stimulant.
 
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Two 40 ouncers of Olde English HG 800 8.0% Alc Malt Liquor.

Been probably 3 months since i drank enough to get drunk, usually ill just have 1 or 2 12 oz bottles of Sam Adams a couple nights a week...

Surprisingly feel really fucking good. Not bad, not bad. Wish i had some weed though.
 
have been dry for like a month or so.... until now.

just copped seven CDN 80's (i've only had 20's and 40's before), and 30 clonazepam (2mg).

so...

1mg Clonazepam sublingual just to chill, going to get HIGH tomorrow >:-)
 
Came up on $300 so I stocked up on cocaine and suboxone.

All day it has been repeated shots of IV cocaine and intranasal suboxone. Suboxone gets me high as hell so today has been great.
 
Smoked more MDPV then a nice hit of Concussion(contains synthetic cannabinoids)

Now I feel like I am flying on a faster than light spacecraft. I can see passing stars very rapidly pass and feel like I am rapidly flying. I can see some faint passing stars with eyes open.

Every thing feels radiant warmth going through this hole. Love intensively radiates through everything in this place. It would be good if it could be radiated to the people who do horrible things to animals, including the species Homo sapiens. Their coal black heart could feel the warmth, love, and compassion and and pretty quickly turn that black heart of coal into a stunning, radiant, dazzling diamond heart full of compassion and commit his/her life to making the world a better place, never intentionally harming any organism with a well developed central nervous system, with exception to homes infested with insects and possibly rodent infestations, but only if live trapping fails to rid the infested structure of the problem.

The warmth and cosmic love shining brilliantly down on me from every direction at once, flowing through my body like a dazzling rainbow river cleansing my soul and filling me with the most serene peace and making me feel that I can and probably shall make things better for some of the inhabitants of this beautiful, grotesque, torturous, joyful, melancholy, fucked up world we live in with great joy and great sorrow, sometimes feeling both at the same time. As a biology major, I am probably going to do more for non-humans than for humans.
Sometimes the sorrow of the world and the darkness and emptiness you feel inside crushes you down till your heart shatters and the only options are to end your life or seek professional help most likely including a stay in the nuthouse where there are no good ways to terminate your existence. If the mirrors are made with glass, one might break it and stab them self in the throat. I would not have the nerve to end it in that way.
When I tried to end it with a razor blade on the inner bend of my arm and and another large vein, it was one of the hardest things I ever did, extreme anxiety and apprehension, and lots of pain. I must have missed the big veins somehow. There was a large pool of blood on the floor, but I would guess that it was just been a cup or two before the bleeding nearly stopped.
I don't know why I raised the topic of suicide, I've been feeling just fine for the last couple of months. I was feeling wonderful when I typed it. Maybe it is because the darkness has completely overtaken me four times before and I know their is a high probability of it taking control of my life again. When it happens, I feel empty, dead, worthless, like my presence is hurting everyone around me, and I feel stupid. Two of my most severe depression episodes turned into psychotic depression. I hope the darkness never overtakes me again.

Gonna smoke some more MDPV and Concussion because the beauty and the radiant warmth and love is fading.

Just did it, the good feelings and thoughts returned but with a somewhat different feel for five minutes but now I am having a panic attack. I'm now leaving with my parents and nephews to watch the fireworks while panic is rising.

I start saying I am dying repeatedly for about five minutes in the car, then the panic started to rapidly dissipate in just a few minutes, vanishing entirely before we reached our destination. My older nephew from my oldest brother and I got much closer than anyone else to where they were launched. Even before the dazzling light show began, everything looked beautiful and strange, appearing like I was on an alien planet, everything highly altered.

The fireworks were totally awesome in my highly altered mental state. Many of them exploded directly above us. At times, burning pieces of the exploded rocket made it to the ground, one maybe 3-3.50 meters away. That risk of getting burned by the falling debris increased the thrill of the recreational event as did the higher risk of getting getting hit by a malfunctioning rocket due to my close proximity to the shoot off area. It was lots of fun. They had to shoot off all the rockets about five minutes into what was supposed to be a 12 minute show because the fireworks were creating multiple grass fires. Disappointingly short, but an amazing finale like nothing I have ever seen, and so beautiful and exciting in my altered state, feeling like I was a kid again watching them for the first time. We got back home maybe 30 minutes after the end of the show.

Now I am back. I was still high but the amazing feelings and the near perfect mind-state had weakened considerably, good but not approaching or touching perfection as it was half an hour earlier. Right now I am going to smoke a moderate dose of MDPV and Concussion.

Alright, did it, amazingnous near perfect mindstate interrupted by brief feelings of something very sinister, seeing a man without good detail who it feels like could be the devil himself or an evil spirit or demon in human form


I don't want to be evil, but I fear I am an evil person. I have thoughts of horrible things, I dream of death, torture, rape, and destruction frequently through the night. My mind comes up with horrific, terrifying violence every night as well as dreaming about actual disasters or intentional horrors. My mind must be violent and evil. I really want to be a good person. Are some born evil or does one become evil at a later point? Is my destiny laid out on an evil path?

I'm about to smoke more but I don't think I will type anymore as this is a long post. I'll also have 15mg of hydrocodone.
 
I must mention how beautiful music sounds on my drug combo.


MXE is a little difficult sometimes.....Drink some alcohol and eat an edible next time it takes a LONG time to kick in and once it does have fun in candyland.


There was not a delayed reaction, there was no reaction at all. I started on it about 2 in the afternoon and gave up by 5PM but the thought that it could take a long time to kick in did enter my mind as some other drugs can take 3 hours or more to kick in significantly(DOI, 5-meo-amt, HBWR seeds, sinicuichi, Amanita muscaria, and cacti for examples). With this in mind I did not go to bed until after 6 AM.

Has this happened to you (or anyone else)?
 
breakfast at ~0.8:30 this morning:

1mg buprenorphine
2mg alprazolam
75mg oxazepam
1.1g hash

quite nice start of the week :)

14:30: Added 0.5mg alprazolam & 45mg oxazepam
14:45: Smoked about 0.6g hash

18:10 Added 0.5mg alprazolam & 30mg oxazepam
18:12 Smoked about 0.2g hash
 
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