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How High Are You? vs. Don't Fight It, Just Pray There's Some Thorazine

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Beer and green chile cheeseburger. Goin bck home soon enough for more beer, valium. Had a niiice nap today after work. Lol so boring i am.
 
60mg oxycodone
Couple vodka mixed drinks, gross I hate vodka but hey it was free booze

About to smoke a blunt of some good weed, can't wait! It's a good night
 
I took another 480mg of DXM right after that last post because the guy who could've got the weed or synthetic had a fight with his wife and drove away, so I did not have to be clear headed enough to talk about buying weed or "K2" (they call it that, I have no idea what brand it is or chemical is used). For some reason, all that DXM is just now starting to kick my ass after so many hours. Have to leave for Hot Springs, Arkansas in just a few hours, thank god I don't have to drive. If I did, I would not go.
 
Did another 60mg of some of Roxi's, snorted
Also smoked a gram blunt to myself and nodding out while typing this. A shit day has turned into one good night. These oxy's though... man I just can't get enough of them and I know it's not good but shit, think I'm gona bust up one more roxi and it call it a night even though I was saving it for this weekend, whatever. Cheers!
 
Wake a a bake with the last hit of good weed I got till lunch when I cop a quarter from my coworker. Its awesome to have a dude I just meant front me small amounts till payday and shit. He always has some fire weeds and his scale with him everytime. Basically works 2 jobs at once. Ha. Feeling nice this morning

Oh and like .4 of bupe up da nose. Down to bout 1-1.5mg
 
Wake and bake, and take the last of the 3-meo-pcp I got (still a small amount >10mg) and maybe some etiz. May everyone have a wondrous day!

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3-meo-pcp (I'd estimate 12-15mg) the last of it. I'd guess I had 1-5mg left stuck to the bag, but not going there.
weed

no etiz needed so far - pretty rockin'


crazy morning
 
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I've been at a friends house these past few days and 2 nights, gonna crash here tonight again.
Me and dad had a srs arguement and I just wanna make it clear to him how serious I am about it. He said some stuff that are just unacceptable and also he feels like he can do it without any verbal retaliation from me because he knows I don't have a place to live but there. There was absolutely no reason for the fight we had in the first place. (Well there was a reason; but I don't even want to go into detail about that in here. It is embarassing to my father. He has a mental condition which causes irrational thoughts, uncalled for bouts of misplaced anger and paranoia.)

It ended with him telling my friend (who he doesn't even know, not even a little) to leave at 9pm (which was 20min after he had arrived.).
So I asked him (tried to do it politely at first) if my mate couldn't just stay longer because he had just arrived, but before I could finish that sentence he started yelling "no! no! no!" "out! "out!" "out!" now! This got me angry; I am perfectly open for reason; but mindless naysaying like that of my dad gets under my skin so much that it becomes hard not to get angry (verbally only, I don't think violence is useful in any scenario).

So yea I wonder when/if he'll call me to ask about me. My mom already has called but, unlike my dad, my mom cares about my and the situation I am currently forced to live in.

Fuuuuck...
I'm just sooo sick of dealing with a mentally ill father. I love him, but he is not fit to be a parent. That's the cold, hard truth. :(

OT: Amphetamines, tramadol, cannabis, tobacco, bromazepam,
 
^Hey man if you ever need to talk about it, I've been through a very similar situation, so... yeah, you know how to contact me.

@OT: i'm gonna roll a spliff now i think. but i'm gonna make some tea before i do that.
 
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heroin - decent stuff. I should go to bed, but I want to get high, so I"m going to stay up and surf the net and do a bit more
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I'm the same way lol. Anyways, I'm Sooper bakeeddd ;) off some bomb bud. Im also nodding out pretty hard from promethazine/weed and my morning dose of methadone.
About to roll a cigarette. Mmm a cig sounds so friggin good right now.
 
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Postponed the trip to Hot Springs because the driver (not me) did not feel like driving. That was a relief. Don't like being in vehicles on a 3rd plateau DXM trip. Had the weird thoughts you usually get from it and the visuals of post-apocalyptic ruins like before (that used to be the only kind of visuals/visions I'd get on DXM). Rescheduled Hot Springs for next week.

Right now, 30mg hydrocodone, 2mg clonazepam, and some resin from my weed pipe. Hope to get some weed or synthetic today.

Never got around to ordering that batch of research chemicals - think I'll do that today. Getting me a couple of new dissociatives to try, a gram of my favorite synthetic cannabinoid, half a gram of a new synthetic cannabinoid, and half a gram of ethylphenidate.

After that, I'll get a bunch of 25E-NBOMe, MT-45, and 3-meo-pcp.
 
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