85mg hydrocodone, 15mg temazepam, 2mg clonazepam, 1.5mg alprazolam, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, maybe 1/3 teaspoon phenibut, 100mg doxylamine succinate, 800mg cimetidine to potentiate the hydrocodone (I think it works some for alprazolam as well and some other benzos) - this mix has me feeling pretty good and it hasn't all finished kicking in.
Going to see if I can smoke any resin out of my weed pipe when all that does take effect. Hope I can get some weed or the synthetic stuff today. I paid for an ounce of weed almost two weeks ago and it was supposed to be delivered but my friend who was getting it (and is very reliable) got sick and the ended up in the hospital getting his gallbladder removed and a couple of hernias fixed while they were at it. He also needed a transfusion. He's doing well, but I am waiting until he is feeling up to it to go down to pick it up. It'll still be there when I get there for it, I'm just glad he is doing well now.
Update:
Thought I'd add another 30mg hydrocodone, 15mg temazepam, and 4mg alprazolam to bring the totals of those to 115mg, 30mg, and 5.5mg respectively. Haven't had a high dose hydrocodone+benzo combination in quite some time. Feeling quite fine now. And this extra I added on is only starting to work.
Also got my doctor to prescribe Wellbutrin/bupropion for my depressive episode close to two weeks ago - it is the only antidepressant other than tianeptine (not available in the USA by RX) that has really worked for me and it has made things better. It works better for me than tianeptine did but I may try combining the two.
Prior to that, I was having good results using small amounts of methamphetamine twice daily, something that probably would not have been effective in the long run (maybe it would have continued working at the low dose I was using, I don't know). Wellbutrin seems to provide a similar type of benefit and is probably a lot better than trying to use even small amounts of meth as an antidepressant.