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Nice to see a lot of new people posting here. I knew other people besides a few regulars and I did drugs. I enjoy hearing about it, please continue.

~500mcg buprenorphine intranasal
A decent dose of etizolam powder dissolved in a beer
Got a quarter of some beautiful medical quality Blue Dream OG
 
Sniffed 10mg 3-HO-PCP earlier, now I'm nice and anxious off a bowl of some (admittedly nice) bud. Definitely gonna have some more 3-HO-PCP while I try to avoid thinking about someone I should just forget. Oh, and 6g kratom. At least I'm off benzos for now. Here's to feeling lost.
 
^did the dissociatives help with getting off benzos/cravings for benzos?

How's the 3-HO-PCP treating you? Is it anything comparable to MXE, DXM or old fashioned PCP? I'm always curious which RCs are more or less manic compared with their traditional counterparts (one day I'll find a way to sample some of the PCE/PCOs I've sort of encountered).

Need to stay away from really manic/delusional dissociatives like PCP and high dose DXM/O (DXO oddly has become my new favorite, but have to abstain for the foreseeable future). But really really really want to explore appropriately prescribed therapeutic doses of memantine for mental health stuff.

Breakfast consists of:
  • 2 cups delicious French press coffee (1tsp sugar per cup; actually just about to make cup 2)
  • The rind of some delicious fancy Italian cheese (I like cheese rinds :))
  • Ginger extract (mixed with h2o, swallowed)
  • Two pieces of wheat toast with a drizzle of nasty mass produced honey
  • 25mg tramadol
  • 20mg famotidine
  • 400mg IBU
  • 25mg DPH
  • 30mg medical CBD (dissolved in coconut oil)
  • 5mg pharma-THC (supposedly from a sativa)
  • Nicotine vape (picking up Nic patches today)
  • Healing touch chakra connection
  • 15 minute body scan
  • Anger about the state of America's so-called immigration policy (referring to it as a policy is almost too generous)

Probably forgetting something. Perhaps I should have added I took a satisfying shit and that probably also counts as part of my morning fix?

Crazy to actually write out my morning fix today and see how much stuff there is. Tomorrow I'll try for just a hike, coffee, food and prescriptions meds as necessary (hopefully not, because me taking tramadol means cramps from hell).
 
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^did the dissociatives help with getting off benzos/cravings for benzos?

How's the 3-HO-PCP treating you? Is it anything comparable to MXE, DXM or old fashioned PCP? I'm always curious which RCs are more or less manic compared with their traditional counterparts (one day I'll find a way to sample some of the PCE/PCOs I've sort of encountered).

Need to stay away from really manic/delusional dissociatives like PCP and high dose DXM/O (DXO oddly has become my new favorite, but have to abstain for the foreseeable future). But really really really want to explore appropriately prescribed therapeutic doses of memantine for mental health stuff.

Breakfast consists of:
  • 2 cups delicious French press coffee (1tsp sugar per cup; actually just about to make cup 2)
  • The rind of some delicious fancy Italian cheese (I like cheese rinds :))
  • Ginger extract (mixed with h2o, swallowed)
  • Two pieces of wheat toast with a drizzle of nasty mass produced honey
  • 25mg tramadol
  • 20mg famotidine
  • 400mg IBU
  • 25mg DPH
  • 30mg medical CBD (dissolved in coconut oil)
  • 5mg pharma-THC (supposedly from a sativa)
  • Nicotine vape (picking up Nic patches today)
  • Healing touch chakra connection
  • 15 minute body scan
  • Anger about the state of America's so-called immigration policy (referring to it as a policy is almost too generous)

    Probably forgetting something. Perhaps I should have added I took a satisfying shit and that probably also counts as part of my morning fix?

    Crazy to actually write out my morning fix today and see how much stuff there is. Tomorrow I'll try for just a hike, coffee, food and prescriptions meds as necessary (hopefully not, because me taking tramadol means cramps from hell).
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  • I can only compare it to 3-MeO-PCP and ketamine. It's much less pushy and manic than 3-MeO, at the cost of some of the euphoria -- I can fall asleep on 3-HO, unlike 3-MeO. It's warm like K, but a bit less "magical," if that makes sense. I only get dissos a couple times a year, but I do like this one as it feels pretty easy on the mind. And I have successfully used dissociatives to manage benzo w/d symptoms more than once, lol. I've been using it a lot this week, but once I'm out I'll probably abstain for a number of months. Hope that answers your question.

    OT: smoked a bowl throughout the night w/ 20mg of 3-HO-PCP and 5 grams of kratom.
 
@TPD: nice to see you post in this thread! You should come visit more often us druggies over here ;) DC is a great place.

The list you made is unreadable on my screen. I didn't know you took tramadol. Aren't you in recovery from opioid addiction? Or is tramadol easy to manage for you?

Regarding your question about 3-HO-PCP, I don't think I can answer it well. Dissos that I've used to this point are O-PCE (~5 g total), 3-MeO-PCE (~10 g), 3-MeO-PCP (~1 g), 3-HO-PCP (~1 g), and 3-HO-PCE (100 mg total). The problem is that they're all considered to be manic, which I personally never noticed. Perhaps the most manic IME is 3-MeO-PCP, but even then again my wife can hardly tell I'm on 20-30 mg 3-MeO-PCP - meaning I act normal and have no delusions and so on. O-PCE seems even more benign, but its overall effects may be not as good as the others'.

Now, out of all those dissos, 3-HO-PCP is my absolute favorite, but it's also pretty hardcore. I found it to be the most euphoric and overall good-feeling, but also the most incapacitating. During the period where I used 3-HO-PCP my wife could notice immediately if I'd taken over 10-15 mg, because I basically couldn't form coherent sentences. That aside, I found it to be the best at winding down, chilling, and analyzing life. Another really big plus in my books is its short duration of about 3-4 hours for main effects. Meaning I could dose pretty high (15 mg) at 9 PM and be able to easily fall asleep at midnight, and wake up to no residual effects. With all the 3-MeO-PCx, I would still be feeling the effects very strongly 12 hours past dose, which is really annoying when you want to wake up fresh... In fact, last week I ran out of 3-MeO-PCE, had my last dose at 9 PM one day, and I could still feel residual effects 36 hours later. The most off-putting quality of the 3-MeO-PCx for me.

Hope this info is at least a little bit useful, because I can't compare any of them to MXE and ketamine - never done those. One last thing - if you want to try out the RCs, I'd recommend starting from O-PCE and 3-HO-PCP. If you want any more info, shoot me a PM or add me on WhatsApp (I sent you my number in our last PM exchange).

OT: codeine is back on the shelves, bitches! Took 600 mg this morning, so about 5 hours ago. After months of abstaining from opioids, the high was... excellent. Now I'm facing the potentially difficult mental struggle to resist getting into the habit again, because I really don't want to get hooked on it again. Was one of the worst predicaments in my past few years. Fuck opioid dependence. Luckily I have other drogas to entertain myself with, so codeine doesn't even seem that appealing to me right now. But yeah, we'll see how I'll be talking tomorrow =D

Currently:
- 6 mg etizolam subL 2 hours ago
- 40 mg N-ethylhexedrone (hexen) plugged 30 minutes ago - hence the wall-of-text reply, so typical of stimming me

To say that I feel great would be an understatement. Really love the etizolam + hexen combo.

How's everyone else doing this fine Thursday?
 
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^lol apparently I forgot to close the
  • bb code. fun fun fun :)

    It's nice to be hanging with the colitis in DC for a change %)

    Yup, I am in recovery, but tramadol has never been a problem. In fact, opioids prescribed for pain aren't really an issue, though I prefer to avoid them (messes with my mood if used more than once in a blue moon; plus I don't really have any need for potent opioids). The tramadol was for IBS. As far as pain meds go, it's really manageable for me. More like the world's best cup of coffee than an opioid in terms of my constitution.

    I dream of taking a vacation to stock up on a yearlong supply of cheap foreign tramadol. I'm rather proud of myself that, of the 12 tramadol 50mg pills I received a couple weeks ago, I've only used 4.5 of them :)

    And for sure, tramadol > kratom. I've learned to really dislike kratom. It's cool cause it's legal where I am, but it's a pretty crappy opioid compared to even drugs like tramadol. I guess some people don't handle tramadol well, liver enzymes an epigenetic and such, but it works really well for me.

    Tramadol only opioid I've tried that doesn't fuck up my mood (if I take heroin or morphine at a recreational dose, it will make my mood crash for about seven days after the use... I don't even think this is a new thing, it's just that these days I'm not really getting high, so it's more noticeable when I get moody, because I only have non-drug ways of managing it). Some opioids are much worse than others though, and dose makes a big difference.

    2mg of IV morphine in the hospital, while it was generally unpleasant (funny how someone's constitution can chance to strongly dislike opioids with the right conditioning - yay mindfulness, lol, disliking opioids was a totally unexpected side effect), didn't have any negative impact on mood. If anything, because of the pain, it helped my mood the following days (well, and a bit of tramadol helped too).

    A shame I missed out on the ODT craze :(

    What's up with hexen? I've not encountered it myself, but I've heard good things for an RC stim. Is it at all comparable to methedrone? Or, god forbid, MDPV?

    EDIT: *cool kids, not colitis :|

    EDIT2: and I will never understand how you can tolerate so much codeine BD. It's almost superhuman, but then I just need to remind myself you've been getting your tolerance to this point for quite a while, so it shouldn't be so surprising. I just pity the GLer who sees how you take codeine and does something REALLY foolish like try to do the same thing without any tolerance.

    EDIT3: lol, okay final question. Have you ever taken memantine BD (or anyone)? Thoughts? Thinking of pursuing that for treatment of anxiety. It's really fucking up my summer. Getting the bike should help (biking is so good for social phobia apparently :)), but really need to get the anxiety more under control when I'm at home (and stuff like OTC stuff here like kratom is no longer something I can afford messing with; cannabis has too many side effects for the work I do to make it a viable daytime thing, which is super sad).
 
belligerent drunk said:
Regarding your question about 3-HO-PCP, I don't think I can answer it well. Dissos that I've used to this point are O-PCE (~5 g total), 3-MeO-PCE (~10 g), 3-MeO-PCP (~1 g), 3-HO-PCP (~1 g), and 3-HO-PCE (100 mg total). The problem is that they're all considered to be manic, which I personally never noticed. Perhaps the most manic IME is 3-MeO-PCP, but even then again my wife can hardly tell I'm on 20-30 mg 3-MeO-PCP - meaning I act normal and have no delusions and so on. O-PCE seems even more benign, but its overall effects may be not as good as the others'.

Now, out of all those dissos, 3-HO-PCP is my absolute favorite, but it's also pretty hardcore. I found it to be the most euphoric and overall good-feeling, but also the most incapacitating. During the period where I used 3-HO-PCP my wife could notice immediately if I'd taken over 10-15 mg, because I basically couldn't form coherent sentences. That aside, I found it to be the best at winding down, chilling, and analyzing life. Another really big plus in my books is its short duration of about 3-4 hours for main effects. Meaning I could dose pretty high (15 mg) at 9 PM and be able to easily fall asleep at midnight, and wake up to no residual effects. With all the 3-MeO-PCx, I would still be feeling the effects very strongly 12 hours past dose, which is really annoying when you want to wake up fresh... In fact, last week I ran out of 3-MeO-PCE, had my last dose at 9 PM one day, and I could still feel residual effects 36 hours later. The most off-putting quality of the 3-MeO-PCx for me.

Hope this info is at least a little bit useful, because I can't compare any of them to MXE and ketamine - never done those. One last thing - if you want to try out the RCs, I'd recommend starting from O-PCE and 3-HO-PCP.
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I can second what @BD said. I've only gone through a couple hundred milligrams of 3-HO-PCP and I think it's worth it, @TPD. Very chill, reminiscent of my times with K. Although, I've heard O-PCE can leave one feeling pretty shitty the next day from a number of people. Suuuper curious to hear what @BD has to say about memantine

OT: couple drinks, many pulls from a vape pen loaded with hash oil, 2mg alprazolam, and 20mg 3-HO-PCP w/ 4 grams of Green Hulu to end the night.

Looking forward to DMT for the first time in the next couple days. (I'm feeling nervous, as I'm a pretty anxious person, but I'd like to try it.)
 
Haven't tried memantine, so no comment there. It's supposed to be a very mild antidepressant with minimal dissociative qualities because it binds to the NMDA receptor in a unique way.

OT: not high atm, but on my way to enjoy some etizolam and hexen.

E: 600 mg codeine PO, 5 mg etizolam subL, 60 mg hexen plugged.
E2: 2 mg more etizolam subL, 90 mg hexen plugged.
 
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Diacetylmorphine (fent free) intranasal
Cannabis (Blue Dream OG)
Nicotine & Caffeine

My experiences with Ketamine and (3meo)PCP have been like night and day. Ketamine is super numbing and psychedelic while PCP is stimulating and heady. I'm interested to hear that there is a closer PCP related chem to Ketamine. I enjoyed K so much more.
 
So much time clean... and now I bought about 1.5 g of heroin and have vaped a very tiny part of it. Just an one time thing. Feelsgoodman
 
Hi. I'm sorry for posting in here but I can't figure out how to start my own thread. Hello. I have been on suboxone for 9 months now. I take the pills, not the strips. I've noticed since ive been on suboxone that I am REDICULOUSLY tired all the time. Even if I go to bed early, I cannot wake up until 2 or 3 in the afternoon. I am on 16mg a day. I told my doctor this recently, because I thought it was a normal side effect, and he said that is not normal. So he put me on Requip, saying it's a dopamine antagonist, and releasing dopamine might make me less tired. I haven't taken it yet for one reason. I read the insert and it said Requip can make you extremely tired. Like people were reporting they would be in the middle of having a conversation with someone or be in the middle of driving and just pass out. That's fucking scary man. If I'm already so tired from suboxone and I have low blood pressure, I'm afraid to take anything else like I'm afraid I just won't wake up again (which trust me I wouldnt mind I just don't want my mom to find me dead). Has anyone experienced this with Requip? Or has anyone been overly tired with suboxone?

Thanks,
Brittany
 
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