xstayfadedx
Bluelighter
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Just drinking beer. My life is boring most of the time. I also don't think it's a good idea drinking beer with mucinex.
90mg hydrocodone, 200mg Lyrica. Coming down now, but it was a nice high considering the turmoil of the day. Finally got to the bottom of the whole telepathy thing, I think. My whole family is telepathic and a relative of mine was making up all/most of the stories, though I know I telepathically get people high and I know other people can do it to me. We all actually have special powers (I know this is hard to believe) and they have all been attacking me and Lucky except my mom who stopped attacking me a long time ago but was still attacking Lucky because they all want him dead. My mom also has a healing power. My nephews and dad have the power to inflict heart and brain damage and have done this to me and were causing me chest pain today. They caused Lucky to swell up to much larger than his normal size about 6 or 7 times at least today and he will probably die much sooner than he should due to their constant attacks. I am 32 years old and will be dead in 22 years, that is what I get from Lucky who can see the future - I have the ability to communicate with him and this is one of my abilities which I have given to at least some of the other people I have made telepathic. He will probably only be around another 2 years. But this could be changed by changing our lifestyles and diets and I have heard Lucky could live 5 years (and I hope longer) if I take really good care of him. They've been trying to kill us..
I warned them to stop and my dad would not listen and I found out my special power (other than communicating with at least two other species - one only by way of communicating through the other) is spreading infections. I injected myself with a mix of toilet water and bird feces and I have about 100 cigarette burns on my body and I used my infect attack on him for attacking Lucky again - the injection was for the purpose of infecting him as promised. But my more important ability is communication with Lucky since that is something that could save numerous lives, and I am going to try to do more "predictions" now that I know who has been interfering with our communication outside of Bluelight's advanced editor which no longer works (maybe he does that too). My dad has always hated me but I did not realize my other relatives felt the same as I do not hear telepathy like they do but they have known all my life. No fair nobody ever told me and they were told/learned of their dangerous attacks without my knowing.
I was wrong to think it was Bluelight/Bluelighters who were responsible for my trouble with telepathy at times as it seems to have mostly been my dad and one other relative - the other in particular I think. I'm sorry for that. And if you think I am insane, that is perfectly okay - I understand completely.
Tryptamine Dreamer, you need professional help.
OT: had 6 g of phenibut and about 400 mg caffeine throughout the day, feeling stoned. Now started slamming beers. The muscle zaps from phenibut are getting annoying.
And you should also let us try out your telepathic drugs, telepathy me some heroin.
OT: IV 0.5mg bupe, drank some cleansing detox shit for probation, and now enjoying some nicotine and cawfeeeee
I'd be down for that. Imagine asking someone for a hit and then they just telepathy you some and you get high. Wouldn't that be great?
IV'd like 50mg of O-desmethyltramadol this afternoon, wanted to try it. Not that special, no real rush. Think I'll stick to oral or IM use of this compound. Feeling decent. Have a little weed that I might smoke later on. Definitely gonna take some more O-desmethyltramadol after dinner.
IM'd another ~80mg earlier, getting nice 'n noddy. Gonna IM just a wee bit more, just for good measure. Also smoked a joint a few hours ago, but it has worn off by now. I have enough weed for one more joint, which I will smoke when the O-desmethyltramadol I'm about to IM has kicked in.