Tryptamino
Bluelight Crew
gettin' my vape on
im mellow as fk before bed - wasting oc to the max. I blame it on my recent worst enemy cancer. have done 80 mgs lines on top of my evening midazolama and loprazolam and even smoked another one (OC 40 mundipharma) - all it does is make my face hot, Have thrown out the oc smoking gear. Special pipe etc. Too wasteful. AM heavily benzoed , drift into a peaceful unstoppable sleepnow.
Smokin' a fresh bowl o weed after an awesome afternoon nodsky. Feelin' fresh as a daisy with a coffee and freshly rolled cigarette to boot, maaaaaaaan.
you roll em with or without a filter?
im mellow as fk before bed - wasting oc to the max. I blame it on my recent worst enemy cancer. have done 80 mgs lines on top of my evening midazolama and loprazolam and even smoked another one (OC 40 mundipharma) - all it does is make my face hot, Have thrown out the oc smoking gear. Special pipe etc. Too wasteful. AM heavily benzoed , drift into a peaceful unstoppable sleepnow.
22.5mg of Hydrocodone down the hatch along with my 50mgs of MXE from earlier+purple cannabis. Feeling fantastic good Sunday!
2mg clonazepam. Dry day here in Belgium. I should go to the doc's office asap.
3mg alprazolam, 15mg temazepam, 2mg lorazepam, 30mg hydrocodone, 50mg diphenhydramine, some valerian root and melatonin. Ready to try to sleep.
I'll definitely keep you in my thoughts, and hope things turn out as good as possible for you and your mom. Glad you can at least get some relief from what you are feeling, just don't overdo it too much for too long or it might stop helping or even make you feel worse. If I find any information that might be of any help at all, I'll send it to you. Been sleeping a lot since I last talked with you - was really sleep deprived - and I have to be gone all day tomorrow, but I'll dig for any info that could possibly help.
You might look for more clinical trials - the list I gave you is just one list - there are probably more out there, possibly something that your mom could get in to.
i know the news is still pretty recent so the wounds are fresh n i also know that if i had an Oxy script when my mom was diagnosed with cancer just a few months ago ( n hers doesnt seem to be as aggressive as yours) i woulda hit it pretty hard too but its more important to just be there for her n enjoy what yall have left while you still have her around cuz if you continue your gonna go even harder once she does pass (i hate to talk about it like that but if it is imminent then you should be considering this) and you'll be kicking yourself if you didnt make the most of the time yall had left, i guess what im just tryin to say is maybe try n cut back a bit perhaps, take a step back n enjoy what you have left once she is gone it'll only be natural to burry your sorrows in your script and you'll be feeling worse/likely wanting it more then. not tryin to tell you how to grieve or be outta line just tryin to look out
wait wait so when you were smokin oxy you were using a pipe n not foil n a straw?
you roll em with or without a filter?
me? im not particularly high at all the a few things to help facilitate sleep