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How High Are You? v. This Isnt Planet Earth

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Sitting on my friendsbbsthoom floor after walking across
Town and fucked up throwing up
Keep nodding out typing this and for getting
Bad combo dont do thid
But high on ton skvkjkskvkj (lol this typed out cause I nodded)
Anyways xanax vodka and heroin?
Took forever to type
I'm deff done with drugs dmmt5
After tonight
 
xstayfadedx said:
Sitting on my friendsbbsthoom floor after walking across
Town and fucked up throwing up
Keep nodding out typing this and for getting
Bad combo dont do thid
But high on ton skvkjkskvkj (lol this typed out cause I nodded)
Anyways xanax vodka and heroin?
Took forever to type
I'm deff done with drugs dmmt5
After tonight
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Becareful sf that's a risky combo.
 
TheRapperGoneBad said:
Becareful sf that's a risky combo.
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Post back tommorow SF if you don't mind. I've been lucky to live through what I have. But not everyone is lucky. Don't figure out where you stand the hard way.

EDIT: On a lighter note enjoying a temporary relapse on chewing tobacco. Copenhagen Straight. Really boosting my weed\booze buzz. Love dip too bad its unhealthy like everything else.
 
Im okay guys. But omg im shaking right now smoking a cigarette. My friend fucking died tonight. My one friend fucking died tonight. I cant believe this. I told him not to mix all that shit together. He didnt listen :( and I left because he was fucking sexually advancing on me and I walked across town.... man I fucking walked across town. My other friend stayed but passed out drunk.... woke up to the dead body. This is way too much im shaking. He has three kids. I cant do this shit anymore.

Im taking a hiatus from bluelight.

Tonight really did it for me. The tears have yet to come. Im so in shock.
thank you for your concerns though.... I think this was the fucked up eye opener I needed. That could have been me.

I'm done. So done... I dont want to die.
 
took 40mg after i smoked a few bowls of super jack, and its the dankest weed ive smoked in a cool minute

im a little fuckered up
 
got 4 oxy 40s left and im broke as hell. I've chopped them into quarters and am taking a quarter every 4 hours. I now suprisingly caught a medium/strong buzz of 10 mg (what what ?) on an empty stomach. Anyway I only have these meds from borrowed cash from a friend ( a lot of cash) which he can't do with out. I gotsta hustle. Am living alone now and got barely enough power to get thru the night.

But for now everythings fine, just fine. With some luck my insurance refund will clear tonight.

normal and well off another 10 mgs oxy and chewing the coats off the one card i've used to cut lines of oxy (and heroin). damn wished i had more meds and money. but such is life.
 
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I'm sorry to hear that your friend has passed, xsfx. I have had two friends pass from opiate OD, one in the last three months or so. It hits hard, I know. Seek out some support and know it wasn't your fault.

OT: my morning mild stimulant fix, just about ready to get through the day.
 
beetlebum said:
good and properly fixed, not noddin out too hard or anything but far from sick, been floatin along in a euphoric haze all day. got my hands on some dynamite china white for a great price. been one hell of a weekend haha. gonna go take another hit off the ol' dirty foil and see if i cant catch a nod for an hour or so before the wife gets home from work.
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china white on foil. that makes me squirm right now it's so wasteful (not that i haven't done it a few times).
 
Not really high.

750mg pregabalin
4mg tizanidine
Lots of kava extract --both the cerebral heady kavalactones and the stony body high ones.
~2g phenibut that'll kick in 6 hours later.

Might quid some fermented kanna with 5x extract if I get tired or whatever. I'm working on putting together some cash to get some speed. It takes a while when I have no income.
 
Stayfaded omg that sounds like a fucking horror movie. Please stay strong is all i can say. I have absolutely no idea how you must be feeling.

0.5mg of etizolam and just a tiny shot of suboxone up the bum. I think i found my sweeeet spottt! It doesnt make me tired or foggy or anything, just perfect, clear headed stimulation, a light moodlift and most importantly - zero withdrawal symptoms.

I have not used heroin for about 10 days, but i am in no way sober and probabaly on my way to an etizolam/suboxone dependence , but i can without a doubt afford that habit and it is not as destrcutive as heroin. If anything, for now, it bettering my life. I really am gonna try to take it easy on the etizolam though. Its just EXTREMELY cheap and plentifulll...i dunno man.
 
Chilling on some tramadol and bromazepam. Feeling great. :D

/E: Woah i just read through the thread. I'm very sorry to hear that xstayfadedx.. :( I don't really know what else I can say... Stay strong, you will get through this..
 
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xstayfadedx said:
Im okay guys. But omg im shaking right now smoking a cigarette. My friend fucking died tonight. My one friend fucking died tonight. I cant believe this. I told him not to mix all that shit together. He didnt listen :( and I left because he was fucking sexually advancing on me and I walked across town.... man I fucking walked across town. My other friend stayed but passed out drunk.... woke up to the dead body. This is way too much im shaking. He has three kids. I cant do this shit anymore.

Im taking a hiatus from bluelight.

Tonight really did it for me. The tears have yet to come. Im so in shock.
thank you for your concerns though.... I think this was the fucked up eye opener I needed. That could have been me.

I'm done. So done... I dont want to die.
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Good luck stayfaded my prayers are with you. I wish you the best and you have the support of everyome here if you ever need.
I'm sorry to hear of your loss but you see now things need to change.
You can do it.
 
Dosin diluadid. Last couple pills before I'm detoxing this has been to lomg of a run and its time for some sobriety.

Noddin out at the moment feekin content and euphoric.
 
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