All holidays, I have had the means and opportunity to finish this fucking Biology paper off. Would've taken me a day at most. And I could've done it amped up as well. Would have been fun. But no. I got shitfaced the entire holidays. Not a single day of anything meaningful (unless you count partying and fucking as any more than personally meaningful).
Instead I took a lot of drugs, drank a lot of booze, took more drugs, passed out for an entire day, formed a strange and beautiful relationship with a girl, drank some more to celebrate, took some more drugs; then its time for uni again; and this long forgotten paper.
Tonight was the night. I was going to hit it all afternoon and all night. Work my arse off. Did some chemistry work today, I'll give myself that.
But it took me 3 hours to do what should have taken 30minutes if I had bothered to show up to any of the lectures instead of sitting at the uni bar, or going home to play computer games or masturbate; whatever it is you uni bums do with yourselves.
So after spending all night on chemistry, I decide I definately need to start this biology work. After all, I'm just polishing a draft. It shouldn't take too long. Have some ritilin again, but get distracted by hu$tle. Ok, now it's time to work. I'll go for an hour or two and then hit the hay and finish it off in the morning.
10 minutes. Ten fucking minutes I lasted before I succumb to boredom and lack of motivation.
So here I sit, a glass of wine in my hand, a joint in my lungs, 2mg of Xanax in my stomach and an alarm set 2 hours earlier.
If the wine tastes as if someone left a nice bottle of wine next to his bed, open, overnight after he passed out; its because that's what he did. Granted, the bottle has been re-chilled, and its taste isn't bad by any means, after all, it's a nice bottle of white. But it does have the malodorous bouquet of a drunk, twenty something uni student, who still has too much party spirit.
Its a pity the paper is a scientific paper, and not creative writing. At least I know now that the Xanax is working.