fuck!...wait, what?
hmm
F*U*C*K ed up i
i found myself stearing into the monitor watching my fav show and geting psychedelic CEV's and my mind was going crazy ... i was thinking why was i there...confused and etc....go to the batroom,freak-out *im going craaaazy* wait....no you're not
retracing my steps:
honey you are not crazy you're just : wd'ing from smack , took a tramadol to help (fuckin hidden ssri) and a ibuprofen...ok ok now...then a freind came by ....and here my memory goes blank....yes, ketamine...and not so much actually, all was fine till idecided to snort a unknown amount of 2cb (heh..."the thigs ppl do in k-holes" heh...hectic i know) then, we have to go to this bar where my frinds bf works heee free gin tonic....lots of...oh and more K...then the boooom of a come-up, i felt sick took a cab home, started watching my fav tv series and not knowing why i feel so...crazy fucked up.......shiiiiit....yes....do more ketamine (im of course)....boom k-hole...
and talk 2 boyfriend to keep me cool and stuff, post this on BL cuz fuck, this is some sorta homeish kinda place....
sorry for the long post
but resuming... why would anyone do this : heroin wd's + tramadol + iboprofen + ketamine + 2cb + gin fuckinn tonic and lots of + more k..and tabbacco of course...
yup............................
sorry for the fucked up post....i'm just beyond high.....fried maybe..or not..
anywhoo
about to do more k and end this hectic night now...have to start taking better careof stuff before stuff happens...