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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 How High Are You? V. The Height of Sophistication

Not enough...don't wanna say what I've taken,but there's a four different substances in big quantities......and just not feeling in agony...that's all....horror is just dulled somehow..more calm....but still feelin' sorrow...it wouldn't be like that at all.....something outside all of this is messin' around....a typical sign-can't feel nothing even from large dose.....this man...this is not from me i tell u
 
5g kratom with fresh lemon and hot water + 20mg diazepam - 4x5mg diazepam pills

A big break fast with monster energy drink 500ML

Exercise

Some light sativa spliff

Good as new

bump of 50mg ket + 5mg dexamphetamine snorted got me going
 
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And - not high enough😒
The gap between what I need to not be in acute WD and what it takes to actually feel high is getting damn huge 😕.Like 5-6 times as much... Not sure because I didn't get there 💀.
Been cocktailing again:
Starting since morning I'm at:
70 mg SR-17018
60 mg Dxm
50 mg dph
Mg
Thymoquinone
Weed oil
300 mg Tramadol
300 mg Tilidin/Naloxone
50 mg Pregabalin (last tab)
Nicotine patch &vape
20-30 mg K i.m.
3 mg Bromazepam
Felt a little around lunch. But I'm basically sober since 4 pm 😕
Also I just learned that it's damn stupid to use cig filters for injections and it really makes me feel like shit 🤦 💀😮‍💨
 
4g kratom and 20mg diazepam this morning
strong weed
200mg tramadol + 300mg pregabline in energy drink
strong weed
25mg promethazine + 5mg diazepam
strong weed

dynamic but zoning easily in the attributed space that its given to me
 
80mgs oxies,375mg Lyrica,20mg diazepam,300mg tramadol.... feel almost nothing...cold in my bones,pee constantly,pain,sorrow and desperation.....I suffer...the mofo suffer even badly.....what's the fokin' point?For what is that war?Nobody wins......nobody....war sucks U.....and go deeper and deeper.....where is the End?
 
Nas47 said:
80mgs oxies,375mg Lyrica,20mg diazepam,300mg tramadol.... feel almost nothing...cold in my bones,pee constantly,pain,sorrow and desperation.....I suffer...the mofo suffer even badly.....what's the fokin' point?For what is that war?Nobody wins......nobody....war sucks U.....and go deeper and deeper.....where is the End?
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Really sorry to hear... 🫂❤️‍🩹
War is the worst... We're not there yet but looks like our politicians are doing everything they can to get involved in it... Spending ridiculous money on militarization instead of renovating crumbling schools 😒 - for what?!?!
On a personal note I finally managed to get high today but ofc that means I totally failed to reduce my tolerance... couldn't restrict my use to the SR-17018 for more than one day 😒.
Starting in the morning it was:
25 mg dph, lots of weed oil over the day, Mg, 400 mg Tramadol, 200 mg Pregabalin, 200 mg Tilidin, Thymoquinone, 18 mg SR, nic patch + vape, and ~ 12 mg of Ket i.m. The latter had me dizzy and feeling off for hours...
 
I feel.....Europe will burn this winter.....from inside...if u don't raise,revolt and throw them out-.all this scumbags with commanding centre in Brussel it's gonna worse and worse....not only most of u will get poorer and poorer,but they prepare u for war...it's so obvious...just to maintain their political power and blame on everything-the outside threat.....the Enemy who will invade Europe,slave u and eat u alive.....Ur dumb politicians made u slaves already...what a brainless idiot can believe on this propaganda....Sorry for mods-i know that this stuff is not for this thread....just can't hold on.....move it,delete it if u want..,The truth must be shout out loud from the roofs(it's not from "Howl" of Ginsberg...it's from The Bible)....be in peace people.I am..really scared...got a very bad feelin' about what's goin' on.God help us!🙏
 
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Nas47 said:
I feel.....Europe will burn this winter.....from inside...if u don't raise,revolt and throw them out-.all this scumbags with commanding centre in Brussel it's gonna worse and worse....not only most of u will get poorer and poorer,but they prepare u for war...it's so obvious...just to maintain their political power and blame on everything-the outside threat.....the Enemy who will invade Europe,slave u and eat u alive.....Ur dumb politicians made u slaves already...what a brainless idiot can believe on this propaganda....Sorry for mods-i know that this stuff is not for this thread....just can't hold on.....move it,delete it if u want..,The truth must be shout out loud from the roofs(it's not from "Howl" of Ginsberg...it's from The Bible)....be in peace people.I am..really scared...got a very bad feelin' about what's goin' on.God help us!🙏
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We ARE already getting poorer. Very noticable even if complaining on very high level still... Food prices doubling, everything else more or less... Can't watch the news that turned into brainwash since Corona - so many I hear agree... But democracy is being eroded. People are divided and tired of politics - on a large scale. Political and normal world are drifting further and further apart. That's how I perceive it. They do whatever they want... So many can't watch it anymore... Even big demonstrations are ignored, condemned... I see people withdrawing to their private lives everywhere. Some are looking for a safety backup in a different country... Most choose to look away. I can't fight anymore either... Against windmills as it feels. If only those pushing for war were the first in the front line - but certainly not. 😒
 
Merry Christmas you crazy Blue Bastards. Not been on in a while but something about this time of year makes me absolutely suicidal and this sight always helps me try and turn my mind around.
So far today I’ve only had 180mg oxy split into two doses since seven am and I have eighty put away for later on tonight to try and make sure I get some sleep and due to the chemist fckn up my repeat prescription yesterday is the first I had in a week so last night is actually the first I slept in all that time but thank goodness it was sorted out in time for Christmas. I also have a little bit of weed for tonight as well so I’m content for the first time in seven days of absolute shit llh
Anyway like I said. Happy Christmas and shine on you crazy Blue bastards and hope you all stay safe
Peace out

Nightraver
 
I'm stoked because I got laid last night but I also just had a full proper speedball.
100mg cocaine and a bit over 100mg of heroin as I'm coming down from some ketamine and around 3-4mg of Clonazepam.
Last night I was GIVEN around 25 0.5mg kpins and 25 5mg dexamphetamine pills, I've got 2 huge THC edibles. More coke, more ket, more heroin and I'm sure my mate will give me some meth so I'm absolutely loaded with anything I could want!
Including my mother's love and company during this day of Christmas. I'm free to get as high as I please and I will be conscious of how high I get for my mother sake. But I do plan to have little mind vacations where I have a sneaky shit of coke, or H. Saving the ket to come down with as with the edibles and benzos. But I'll be in some form of bliss with my all time favourite drugs all day 🤩
 
blazed up this am
this flower is power lol

noticing that when weed gives ya that anxious and "paranoid" feeling just wait a little and it calms down. looking back now i see it has always been so for me. 🤔

i will say it again full spectrum (weed) is a lot better than any tch distillate, extraction, synthesis etc

sltill blaze but have to get busy inna min

✌️
 
Since seven am it’s been 340mg oxy split into two doses and 20 x 300mg gabapentin staggered through the afternoon and a few buckets of weed. Just having one last blaze then hopefully get some sleep and start fresh in the morning as im determined to not take any more oxy till at least six am
 
Day three of huge ass Christmas season dinners and i am stuffed. No way am I complaining though it’s brilliant that at this time of year you are actively encouraged to over indulge. Thank god the chemist got my script sorted in time as if I was in serious withdrawal all my meals would be wasted and my family seriously pissed at me. Llf. Anyway back on topic
30x300mg gabapentin staggered from six am till lunchtime with 180mg oxy at breakfast insulfated. And then 220 more oxy about fifteen minutes ago with sixty that I might take this evening an hour or two before bedtime. Also had a couple of bowls of nice weed which really helps the ox and gaba kick in.
Smoking a cigarette just now with a superb cup of all important tea
Hope all you crazy Blue Bastards have had a good Chrimbo and are all as safe as can be for our chosen lifestyle anyway.

Peace out people
Nightraver.
 
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