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Mushoku_Sensei said:
I hope for you that this will be the case. A peaceful death is a real blessing.
I hope that at that moment I'll be able to look back at my life without any serious regrets...
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Being on a deathbed knowing you’re dying isn’t peaceful imo. Usually means you’re slowly dying of some nasty disease or you are too ill and decrepit to even walk around ….hence being relegated to the “death bed"

So a deathbed to me screams “experiencing the process of slowly decaying and dying”. This is the worst way to do and my biggest fear. I’m so pro euthanasia; if someone is dying in a deathbed they should be allowed to end it immediately without having to wait it out. This is why most of modern society is SICK. This lack of autonomy over one’s on body and life really makes us realize how freedomless we are. We don’t even own our own lives. Some religious or moral rule of other supersedes our own bodily autonomy. Rot in that hospital death bed as long as possible for their benefit. For your family to see you hang on longer; for the hospital to make more money….fuck what we want regarding our own life and body….siffer for the benefit of others when the end result is inevitable. It makes me SICK!!!

Best way to die would be in my sleep unexpectedly. Or something incredibly instant like a dead on impact car crash or an opioid overdose, gun blast tk the head. Any instant death like this with no slow buildup like slowly dying in a hospital bed seems like a preferable way to go
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
Took 200 mg Tapentadol on top to go to sleep for a while (and that's getting expensive 🙄)
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I really like tapentadol. It can give some amazing euphoria that the mu agonists only opioids can’t give.

Unfortunately it’s too “stoning” though. Too mind altering in terms of cognition. I wish it had that same euphoria + standard opioid mu agonism without the wonky stuff. Although the wonky effects and visuals can be fun sometimes, it makes the drug impractical for regular day to day life usage.

I don’t understand the point of the drug from a medical pain management perspective. It’s just an opioid that happens to make ppl also hallucinate or feel odd besides getting analgesia
 
LucidSDreamr said:
Being on a deathbed knowing you’re dying isn’t peaceful imo. Usually means you’re slowly dying of some nasty disease or you are too ill and decrepit to even walk around ….hence being relegated to the “death bed"

So a deathbed to me screams “experiencing the process of slowly decaying and dying”. This is the worst way to do and my biggest fear.
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I see. And I agree 💯 on the process of slowly decaying - if you're lucid enough to realize that you're dying, it's definitely going to be painful. But imo it can also be a relief. Especially after long sickness, possibly painful treatment, being allowed to die could feel like a blessing - when relatives and doctors finally give up trying to keep you alive, don't you think? I imagine laying back and going with a sense of relief anyway. As I said I just hope I won't be tormented by guilt and regret...
LucidSDreamr said:
I’m so pro euthanasia; if someone is dying in a deathbed they should be allowed to end it immediately without having to wait it out. This is why most of modern society is SICK. This lack of autonomy over one’s on body and life really makes us realize how freedomless we are. We don’t even own our own lives. Some religious or moral rule of other supersedes our own bodily autonomy. Rot in that hospital death bed as long as possible for their benefit. For your family to see you hang on longer; for the hospital to make more money….fuck what we want regarding our own life and body….siffer for the benefit of others when the end result is inevitable. It makes me SICK!!!
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That's just one aspect. Another is that nowadays even imminet natural death is denied. By all kinds of procedures and techniques to prolong the existence of a severely damaged body who's time has come...
I'm pretty decided on denying any such procedure once I am no longer mentally clear. If I get pneumonia - no antibiotics please. My kids are not old enough yet but I'm going to tell them very clearly when they are. No. And I mean zero therapeutic intervention if I should develop dementia. Let me die at the first time death knocks my door. That way a lot of suffering will never happen - for them especially since it's usually the relatives who suffer most from the dementia, not the person who has it. You're getting my biggest fear here: becoming debilitated. That's my personal horror...
LucidSDreamr said:
Best way to die would be in my sleep unexpectedly. Or something incredibly instant like a dead on impact car crash or an opioid overdose, gun blast tk the head. Any instant death like this with no slow buildup like slowly dying in a hospital bed seems like a preferable way to go
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Personally I'd like to prepare a little. So that everything is settled once I go.
 
LucidSDreamr said:
I really like tapentadol. It can give some amazing euphoria that the mu agonists only opioids can’t give.

Unfortunately it’s too “stoning” though. Too mind altering in terms of cognition. I wish it had that same euphoria + standard opioid mu agonism without the wonky stuff. Although the wonky effects and visuals can be fun sometimes, it makes the drug impractical for regular day to day life usage.
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Ah. That's what I perceived as being a bit messed up LoL 😂 I get acoustic hallucinations and have to do a reality check once in a while, also cev, that's true...
It's a late afternoon drug for me, when ideally I don't have to go out anymore...
LucidSDreamr said:
I don’t understand the point of the drug from a medical pain management perspective. It’s just an opioid that happens to make ppl also hallucinate or feel odd besides getting analgesia
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I would guess that recreational doses tend to be a bit on the high end and in lower doses these effects are likely much less pronounced...
 
60mg of 2cb and half a teaspoon of extremely fragrant weed oil.

I took a tab of acid the day before yesterday so I'm not expecting much out of the beez but we'll see.

Wish I had some ketamine I've really been craving it the last week or so. I'm waiting on some money to come in then I'll be going shopping 😁
 
Last night after 4+x g Kratom (spilled some 🙄) and 20 mg Temazepam that put me to sleep again I also had 20 mg of 2cb. Very easy come up and slight visual effects - no sleep issues either.
 
Another 30mg of 2cb perhaps why not.

I'm getting pretty low on 2cb, and I'm not saying I'll die if I run out, but I might.

Pretty sure I've got some thaistick around here somewhere which I'll be chucking in a budbomb with some crumbly brown hash just as soon as I find it.
 
Shinji Ikari said:
Another 30mg of 2cb perhaps why not.

I'm getting pretty low on 2cb, and I'm not saying I'll die if I run out, but I might.

Pretty sure I've got some thaistick around here somewhere which I'll be chucking in a budbomb with some crumbly brown hash just as soon as I find it.
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What are thaisticks?

On topic
100 mg Pregabalin
25 mg Hydroxyzine
40 mg Oxy
100 mg Tapentadol
3 mg Bromazepam
Less effective than I thought, so this time I
vaped the weed
Now I'm stoned af 😃😵‍💫
 
I recently got some Hydroxyzine, mainly as a potentiator, but also was curious about it on its own.
So today's menu was:
150 mg of that - 2 hours in was very sleepy but nothing else noted.
So 600 mg Tapentadol total did the job.
But I'm hallucinating quite a bit when sitting calmly. Visual effects were very minimal however I keep hearing the kids without them even being close-; I realize when I start taking or otherwise reacting to the illusion 😅
Also keep thinking I overslept while it's almost midnight.. High time to catch some sleep now

Good night, morning or day 🙏
 
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Orally dosed 300ug of MDMB-4en-PINACA, vaping quite a bit of HHC, sipping on kratom today that I potentiated with cimetidine, might smoke some salvia soon to chill out even harder for the night. If I knew that tizanidine was safe to mix with cimetidine, I'd likely use that instead (or perhaps even, as well).
 
40mg of 2cb perhaps why not.

I took some on Friday night but an unexpected crisis ended up significantly harshing my mellow so we're going to try again. Settling in for a movie night I've got plenty of weed for the evening plus a big bottle of ice tea and no less than 5 jacket potatoes for sustenance. Conditions are perfect.

Hope everyone's having a lovely high ❤️
 
Been really enjoying oral MDMB-4en-PINACA over vaporized, laid a bunch of tabs and man are they like wonderful cannabis-like PCP. On and off etizolam usage here and there, easily 150mg of 2C-B in three days, and the usual Bupropion and caffeine of course.

Caffeine really shines and gets extended by methylliberine, has anybody here ever tried the combo?
 
kiely said:
Extremely medicated with my wrist elevated.
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Translation!??

Edit: on topic: since today is the first day that I actually spent figuring out my minimum functional dose, that nightly fix was 20 mg Temazepam to curb the muscle tension and avoid another redose 😒. Can't say I'm sleepy even a bit... Just ok is the new target 🙄
Anyway wish y'all a chil evening!
 
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